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keke...this is the sneak preview XD...hope tuesday someone will bring camera ^^ then i can take pics with my frens~
keke...i lurve this song..although its just a normal love song
but i have no idea y i like it so much ^^
his singing really melts my heart XD~
enjoy ^^
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歌曲：跟我走吧
歌手：潘玮柏
专辑：高手
这支手机跟你说过话
这杯子你喝过茶
这个月亮你也在看着吗
还有温度留在我肩膀
幸福像一个磁场
我有了你
这世界都变得不一样
请你跟我走吧
陪我度过天黑天亮
让我保护你一辈子
带你去好多地方
亲爱的你跟我走吧
医好我心里的疯狂
只要能够握著你的手
再也没有渴望
请你跟我走吧
陪我度过天黑天亮
永远听起来那么远
但你不会失望
请你跟我走吧
爱你就是我的信仰
只要你能陪在我身旁
都是最美好的时光
Merdeka Celebration
*yawnnzz* oopsss...sorry...thats the 1st word i wanna type...cuz i m so darn sleepy...i havent sleep for like 4 days...失眠 for 4 days le...lie on the bed with eyes closed n so tired...yet i cannot fall into slumber...goshhh~ what is happening...sigh~
anywayz...getting on with the merdeka celebration..i prepared at 5++ am...n i went to school early...kinda funny cuz im the only 1 wearing the cheong sam...n then i saw my fren XD...1st impression was - omgoshh~ how come same shirt...well it was almost the same...cuz the fabric type is shiny...ermm i fixed my hair abit n then ermm im done XD oh yea...my class prez - mei lin looks like choi shan ye 财神爷 @@ 2 high high baobaos n a big big n red blouse n a loose pants...lolx~
ermm then there was this ermm assembly lor...we sat at the back on the chairs...well of cuz we couldnt sit on the floor @@ oh yeah...i remember the old days when i was younger n i used to stare at the form 5 seniors...they were so pretty ^^ so leng */e2* so envious of them...lolx this year its our juniors all staring at us with envious eyes XD keke...n i realize 1 thing...there was around 7 ppl wearing the same cheong sam...oh man~ totally same...same pattern n length n all @@ i guess they bought from the same place...swt siaa~ all same de ><" n my class de chinese majority wore cheong sam while nx class de wore indian suit...n another class wore ermm samfu XD keke~ all oso so leng ^^ the assembly was sieennn~ *yawnnz* as usual...but when we sang 'tanggal 31' we were sooo semangat man...they shouted like @@ soo loud...n only the form 5's...lolx i guess today we were semangat XD
it ended at 9++ then we had nothing to do...so they went around taking pics...i nvr brought my camera as it was malfunctioning in some way =.= kinda mafan to take pics...so i took with my fren's camera XD hmmz...must wait for them to send me only i post it here XD oh yeahh~ there was this funny part...mei chi was soo funny...she was wearing her mom's red blouse n black skirt...looks like aunty =P *no offence* n then she wanted to wear other shirt...so mei lin brought 1 extra blouse...it was nice in a way ^^ then she tried to change in class..goshh~ so funny...i was holding a shirt n covering her front while siew ying hold another shirt covering her back...n we had to turn n turn to help her change =P but in some way she 走光 XD keke....lolxx~ then when she tried on it was too tight!! cannot button down there le ><" so ermm exposed @@ then we change back...lolxx~ so funny...we wanted to take pic de T.T hmm...then we continued taking picss....
n then it was time for exams...nobody~ nobody was in the mood...the cheongsam was so tight! goshh~ hard for me to sit n lean on the table...very 'kuk' ><" i think cuz of my lack of sleep last nite i cannot really interprete the questions well...took me a while to get it into my head...well~ its over...sighh~ today got merdeka celebration...wasted i cannot go out n watch fireworks *sobbzz* anywayz...hope u guys have fun ^^ Merdeka !! XD
Monday, August 29, 2005
Cheong Sam [Part II]
Wee~ at last i collect my cheong sam...i was sooo tired n sleepy today...slept at 7am last nite...woke up at 3...then slept back again till 7 @@ anywayz i went to take XD...ermm here's some pics XD
ermm this 1 i tried to act cool like model =P but nono~ it makes me look weird @@
smiled too wide @@
ermm this 1 the full body pic XD well it's not body fitting or wat ><" cuz my school wont allow...*lame schoolll* n ermm cant be above knee-length...so makes it look like not long not short =.= funnyyy...but at least it looks not bad la XD
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Hang gai gai XD
weee~ today i went hang gai gai again XD nowadays i like to go out =P hmm i was worried how to tell my mom that im going out...againnnn~ n midvalley somemore...for the past 2 months i went there 6 times ler =X keke...but she let anyway XD~
today...the whole trip was ermm weird...i didnt get a wink of sleep last nite...i was pvping till like 7am...yeahh got some problems...i went around 2am i think...too sien wanna find someone to chat XD then there's this darn guildsmate la...dont wanna talk about him~ its over...dont wanna c his blardy ass...n mind u, nobody can change my mind...doesnt matter wat u all told me that he's like that...he's playful...he's childish...or u guys side him or wat...read my lips : i dont care~ *reminds me of willy wonka XD in charlie n the choc factory* i saw wat i saw with my own eyes n i can interprete it...i know wat it means...so no use persuading me or wat~
lets just forget about the ermm unhappy things okie? well i sat train as usual...i woke up late @@ cuz i fell asleep at 8 liddat ><" luckily somebody woke me up XD when i went in the train ermm there was only a malay lady n a bangladesh guy in that ermm container *? izit ><" i dono wats it called =X*...he sat in front of me...well quite far...n not facing me...so i was alone~ it was weird ler...he started turning back n look at me...once or twice i tot nvm...but every 1 min he will turn at the back n look at me!! *swtzzz* then he started walking towards me...i was like omgomgomg~ dont dont dont come nearer ><" then he stood bside me *faintt~* n keep calling me ><" i pretended not to hear...n my mind was like thinking how how?! answerrr him anot...sighh~ so i say ya? n he asked me...this station is klang ah? =.= i said yah...but the train de driver just annouced loud n clearly that its klang! =.= then he said thx...n then i looked away....he was still there ><" staring at me...*swt sia* n then i heard him say thx...n when the train reached klang *finally!* he said bye ><" n i jus smiled at him...*phewwww~* i tot it was over...then a man came in...he smelled of smoke n cigarette =.= n then the smell can change ler...can change to sweet smell to those cheap perfumes to those ermm anticeptic smell u smell in hospital *swttt* is my nose fine? anywayz i reached at last~ cant wait to get down...the train was sooooo packed some ppl cannot get in @@ weirddd day~ dont wanna sit ktm le la...so sanfu *sobbzz*
hmm then in midvalley...i wanted to watch the cave...looks nice...but its weird though...it was 1230 when we were lining up to get the tix...n i saw the 1245 show for the cave still left 202 seats! *swttz* means not nice ah? all the showtimes left around 200 n 100 ler...means not many ppl watch...*sighh~* nvm then ^^ we watched the maid...front seat ler!! FRONT...most front! i cannot c anythingggg...can only c the bottom part of the screen...n the movie looks weird =.= cuz u c it from down *sobz* kigami n gf so notti~ go sit up there...lolx i dont think i have the courage to steal ppl's seat...me coward =P ermm the show was partly in hokkien lolx...i understanddd *weeeee~* although it was abit different slang XD but scary ler some part...lucky i was not alone XD keke...overall the show not scary la...its not those scary n real ghost story like the grudge or the ringggg *eeeeeeeee* gave me shivers thinking of it...i hate hate hateeee horror movies...my imagination will run wildddd....nooo~ change topic!
n ohhhh...there's these cute doggies in pet wonderland!! too cute!!!!!! just babies i think...then they put 3 of them together...there was 1 smaller 1...unlike all other dogs they were active...babies mar XD all white in colour covered with fur!! *ahhhhhhhhh* too cuteeeeeeee!! then there was 1 part when there's a ball n 1 was biting it...n another 2 came snatching...n the 2 bigger ones dominate more..n the small 1 was like going around find a way to get near the ball...then they push him out *kawaiiii~~* his butt was showing lerr! tooooo cute...way wayyy cute! i want 1 alsooo...*sobbzzz* RM4k lerr @@ so kawaii la....big bully small XD keke~
ermm then there was this world cyber games in midvalley exhibition centre...well got some games la but not as big n ermm packed as ro carnival...that rox XD keke~ got small small ro booth there...i want the poring dollsssssss!! sobbbzzzz...didnt manage to get ><" oh yeahh... i met datenshi XD lolx she is older than me ^^ but her voice so sweet~ y all of their voices so sweet de...unlike mine *sobzz* n ermm kiradex is my baby in ro mar...so he's married to datenshi that means.....datenshi is my si fok (daughter in law) ><" omg~ cant believe sia...she's elder than me laa...cannot la feels funny...there was once when chatting with her she use the balloon hit me...then say 'so i call u mummy ah' =.= @@ *faintttt~* then she keep saying mummy mummy ><" wahh~ so funny laa...then she said i m her lai lai edi...lolxxx~ so funny XD
aikss~ the post is getting long...i dont know y but i crap alot lerr...when writing essays or wat oso same...i will write alott~ n teacher keep asking me to cut short! i think most of u wont read XD ermm we went on shopping...i cannot find presents for my frens lerr!! *stressss* dono wat to buy...*sobbzz* time is running out...oh well... i went back evening time n i was so tired i slept...till 1.38 am just now...automatic wake up XD geng ler~ rarely c that from me XD oh yeah...tmr they going midvalley still...szehowe got dota competition...wish him luck lor XD all the besttt...muaxx~
Friday, August 26, 2005
Cheong Sam~
Keke....i went to collect my cheong sam just now~ well im supposed to collect it last saturday =X but i went to the ethos outing lor ><" then i wasnt sure if its finish...cuz 1 week is kinda fast =P anywayz...that tailor called me just now ^^ n asked me y my cheong sam nobody come to collect de @@ i was like...oh~ sorry ahh we thought it wasnt finished ^^" hehe~
so we went around...6pm i think XD so we were there n then i saw my cheong sam i was like @@....goshh~ its nicee ^^ keke~ i was like...woww~ cant believe a piece of cloth can turn out to something that pretty XD hmm...it's just 1 normal de cheong sam la...i dont want it long...so its knee-length...well the special thing is that the side there hor...its not straight...its kinda like wavy @@ *swtzz* i dont know wat im talking~ i'll post the pics here as soon as i wear it ^^ well then i tried it on...i lurve it ^^ its not thatt body fitting cuz my school wont allow it ><" *lame school~* but kinda can c the shape bah ^^ just nice~ hehe i cant wait to wear it....hmm but then the ermm shoulder part must adjust abit...so i m not able to collect it today...only can collect it tomorrow XD...hehe~
anywayz...my mom wanted to make 1 exactly like mine too @@ swt sia...she wanted to buy the pink 1 n wear together with me...wellllll....thats kinda mother-daughter thingy but then...swt siaa.....i feel so funny ><" cannot la~ oh well...oh yeah...she was making a ermm blouse n dress too...wahsehhhh she so...ermm yim jim!! took 1 hour to design it...after that i tot set edi...then she suddenly 'eh i think hor.....' then 'ehh if liddat nicer hor?' =.= i was soooo bored~ 1 hour ++ to design...i was flipping through some old magazines n staring at my cheong sam XD well at 7 ++ its over at last~ *phewww*
keke~ cant wait for tomorrow ^^ hmm there's WCG in midvalley tmr hor? ^^ wee~ can watch the cave...i think it's gona be a nice nice show~ the trailer is nice XD hope to have fun for 1 last time before exammmm~ la tortura @@!
Boring boring holidayz~
siennz~ these few days i've got nothing to write...everyday eat, sleep, wake up, online, eat, sleep again...wah sien~ nothing much to do...*yawnzzz* hmm im suppose to study...on wednesday i really got the mood to study ^^ i studied 2 chapters of biology XD...genetic n variation...keke...i lurve those topics...i think im gona go that way to further my studies XD cuz other subjects really bore me...when i 1st stared form 4 i really dislike bio...i liked chemistry n physics more...n i got high marks for both so i thought im gona study something thats gotta do with chem n phys but then as i start to learn more i think i fell in love with bio XD...n i dislike physics n chem now ><" but i really like radioactive this chapter ^^ but then hor...to think of it...it's kinda dangerous working around radioactive...dangerous ohh ><" really hate chem...dont wanna study ahh~ sobzz T.T im always liddat - 一日暴之，十日寒之...sobzzz bad bad...XD at least i know the meaning of that XD chinese must memorize 230 proverbs for spm @@ n i m not familiar with most of them...so i must study 10 per day XD...n that was my 9th 1 =P keke~
anyway...wilber released another album - 高手...i always buy his original album...but this 1 too expensive le bah @@ rm69.90...sobzz~ i dont wanna spend that much ah...sigh~ i lost his WuHa album...i think my bro lost it *piffzzz* n dont wanna admit...sobz...he is just sooooo cute~ way WAY TOO CUTE~ XD he's got this smile that can melt my heart...gosh~ so talented somemore *blushh~* XD he can sing can dance n he's so shuai~ XD well i downloaded most of his songs from that album from the web...well it's not bad bah~ although i prefer the songs from WuHa ^^ there's this song...where he duet with a female singer...at 1st i heard it i was like...oh my gosh~ i really wanna throw up after hearing the gurl's voice...it's sooo ermm ><" old fashioned? like those singers from 50's sound...really really hate it...but saki lurve it wor...i was like wth? *swtzzz* then she said she hate it at 1st...but when she heard it repeatedly she start liking it...i still dont understand wat she meant that time...but ermm weird to say this but i start liking it too @@ dont know y ><" i think it's nice~ *swtzzz* cannot stop hearing it...ahh~ his voice can melt my heart too ^^ so 温柔 XD n when he raps...geng ^^ keke~ sighhhhhh i got the chance to meet him but i totally missed it....pifpifz~! it was last year when i bought his album at singapore...n i had this free ticket to his 签唱会...but i already bought the return tickets back to m'sia n i cant go!! SOBZ~~ its the 2nd time lerr !! last last year it was Lee Hom @@ *sigghhh~* y m i so suey...Lee Hom's 1 was worse...the thingy was on saturday afternoon...n im supposed to go back on saturday morning!! *dammm~* too suey~ hope this year it wont be the same ^^
keke~ i guess i'll go study =P tonight i'm gona sleep late again...hmm i think i'll sleep in the morning XD...wish me luck~ chaozz *muaxxxx*
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Food~!!
hmm...these few days i have the tendency to eat n eat n eat...i dont know y ><" even when im not hungry or wat i will have the desire for food!! i wanna eatt ><" my mind thinks of food! =P but my house is always out of food...sigh~ my parents detests eating other than meal time...so they wont stock up junks like biscuits or wat...so i m always hungry...sobz~ since young i have been trained to not eat junks *sighh* that's y i m such a big eater!! */e2* =P whenever my sis or anybody brings back food...no matter how big the amount is...we will finish it in a day or 2 @@ cuz its very very rare to have food in my house...i would always search far n wide...n not letting go any sight of food =P u can ask my cousin saki XD she always complains when there's no food in my house...cuz we will both starve n craving for food *sobbzz T.T*
n now my mom is not here with us...so nobody stocks up the fridge...there's nothing to cook!! *sobzz* last time if im super hungry i can fix up some mee or spagetti or maggi but its empty now !! sighh~ i was so hungry i ate 2 eggs last nite...fried egg...n im still not satisfied so i made half boiled egg! ^^ n its eggs again today...i just finished 1 fried egg =P i think im gona make some milo XD sobz~ y cant my family eat supper *sobzz*
weee~ tomorrow is wednesday...oopss...my apologies...its today XD there's pasar malam ^^ well i seldom go cuz its packed ><" n full of ppl...n dirty...n watery...n some ppl would me staring at me ><" hate it *piffz* n there's nobody to accompany me *siggh~* there's always lots of foods there though ^^ lots n lots...but luckily i found someone to accompany me there later XD my korkor~ but dam funny ler...we cant make it from 7...cuz i have guild war n after that we wanna watch show...if we go too late all the stores will be closed...n he dont wanna go at 5++...cuz he says its too hot *swttzzzz* he say he wanna be fair...dont want his skin to get burned...swt siaaa...he's even more 'puteri lilin' than me */e5* like dai siu jie liddat =P *dont kill me oh korkor* XD keke...im gona stock up with foodss tomorrow XD must bring money to buy alot alot~ ^^
hehe...i think i had enough of study break~ i should go back to study ^^ *cannot believe im so guai* =P wish me luck oh~ ^^
Monday, August 22, 2005
My gong gong~
They say that we dont have a clear memory beyond 4 years old...it means that we cant really remember wat happened when we were babies till 3 or 4 years old...well that's kinda true...but all i can remember is my grandpa ><" my beloved grandpa *sighhh~*
this morning when i woke up...i felt dry tears around my eyes...seems that i cried to sleep n i have been crying in my dreams...sighh~ n i know that my eyes r gonna be swollen...after 3 hours of crying last nite ><" my eyes hurt...n its still hurting now...goshh~ when i saw myself in the mirror...i was like *die die die* how m i gonna go to piano class with my eye looking like this @@ it was soo swollen ><" n my eyeballs r barely visible =.= n its red too *goshh~* but i still had to go to piano class...*sobbz* there were lots of ppl there ><" embarrassing sia...but luckily no one asked me y...they just stared =.= well lucky i spent most of the time in that piano room by myself...n it was kinda hard to c...it still hurts ><" i have to squint to c some notes...
anywayz...back to my grandpa...he was the only one that cared for me...i remembered when i was young...around 2 or 3...my parents would scold me...n beat me...n i cried...but nobody seems to care...then my gong gong came to my rescue XD...he scolded them back...n carried me off outside...he would wipe my tears n made me smile...n then he would hug me...*sighhh~* all i could remember of my childhood memories was of him...i heard from my sis that gong gong is a very fierce n strict grandpa...he seldom smile n he's strict to everybody...but to me he's different...he would always smile to me...he would always made me laugh...there's once i remembered clearly...during chinese new year...they all bullied me n i cried ><" he carried me out to see lion dance XD n he said he would buy sweets for me ^^ after that i smiled ^^ he was the only one who cared n sayang me ><" *haihh* but my time spent with him wasnt long...
it was that dark dark day when i was 3...he fell down in pain...clutching his heart...i screamed n cried...my dad took him to the hospital...i saw him in pain...even at the age of 3 i know its something bad...i waited in front of the door...waiting for him to come back...with tears in my eyes...but he never came back...n that was the last i saw of him...of my gong gong...they came back...telling me he's gone...gone away~ i was all alone...i m still alone...since then when i cried every night...nobody would care...i only cried to my bolster...my faithful bolster that has been with me for more than 10 years...i miss my gong gong....i remembered his funeral...i wore a blue uniform...as all grandsons n granddaughters do...i cried...who else would care for me? who else would wipe off my tears n made me smile again...
i really miss him...y must he leave so early...i had no one else to go to...i only had him...*haixx~* whenever i see his picture...my tears would drop...i only had one picture taken with him...that's when he carried me...arghh~ where's that picture now...i cant seem to find it *sobbz* haix~ gong gong...i really miss u
Suicide
sometimes i wonder...nobody in the world really cares about me mar? y i m born? if they hate me so much y do they give birth to me...from young until now...i nvr speak with my dad before...he nvr even look at me...need i say more? i really dont know what i did wrong...i really wanna know...wat i did that made them treat me that way...they treat me like as though i m a drug convict or a prostitute that they really malas to care about me anymore...from i was young till now...how many tears have i shed...but i can only cry alone...there was no one to lend me their shoulders...not even my mom...sometimes i feel it would be all over if i take up a knife n end my life...but i know that's wrong...i shouldnt kill myself...but wat is my purpose in life...when nobody really cares about me? maybe when u read this u will feel its normal that parents care more about the youngest son or something liddat...but how will u feel if ur bro hit u right in front of ur parents n they nvr said anything yet they scold u...U!! i was the 1 who got beaten n i was the one who got scolding...this was not the 1st time...he slammed the door on me n i was the 1 kena...he took a knife n cut me...it was bleeding n they dont give a dam about that wound n continued scolding me...the reason was i nvr look after my bro...i was so sad i dropped my tears in front of them that time...n they scolded me even more...'cry cry cry...cry for wat la'...wat else? they even said they shouldnt have gave birth to me...they said i m rotten...a rotten daughter that they regret giving birth to...how would u feel if ur parents said that to u? i really dont know y i m holding on...n years ago...i found out that my parents didnt want me when i was a child...when they found out that i m a girl...they were disappointed...they took medicines n ways to make sure the 2nd child was a son...my bro...if they hate me so much y dont they just dump me in the streets? i would be better than staying in this miserable house...they nvr speak to me...they dont care about me...they dont even give a damn if i got food to eat anot...i really wanna die but i dont have courage to...i just dont have the courage...but wat was i to lose...so many ppl hate me...if i die le the world would be a better place...i know i said before that if in this world there is at least 1 person who cares about u...u cannot die cuz that person would be very sad...but here i m...crying till i have no more tears to shed...yet nobody gives a dam...nobody really understands me de mar? i really hope one day i can hug someone n cry...at least i would feel better...but there was no one...i m tired of crying i really am...but i cannot control my tears...yeah probably i die better...i used to get very good results...so i hope that 1 day i will be on my own n i can leave this house...but they would always condemn me n put me down...even if i get very very good results...they would just say 'get so good result for wat...u r so rotten' wat have i done? i nvr did anything wrong...probably the biggest mistake was i was born to this world...should i live on?
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Ethos outing~
sighhhh~ actually i typed this yesterday...n it was near the end n 4 paragraphs long...it took me like 30 mins...n suddenly my msn explorer got prob n auto shut down...i was like $#^#$%^#$%^#!@#$##%.....*pifff* i typed so hard edi to find out everything is gonee!! gonee~ sheeshh...n ow i had to retype...*sighh~* well yesterday was a funny yet badluck yet fun n interesting day...lolxx~long long story...if u have the patience to read on =P
anywayz...there's this ethos de outing yesterday...the plan is to watch movie at midvalley n then play guild war in warnet klang...well so saki came to my house to stay XD *die...wat was i suppose to type...i forgot edi ><"* nvm bah...anywayz...we were suppose to wake up at 8++ am...but i was such a sleepy head i couldnt get up...n there's 4 alarms lerr!! i was awake enough to turn off the alarm n c the time n allow myself to sleep for another 1 min ><" swtzz...n when i finally woke up it was 9++am...i was so awake straight away n faster go prepare...well then we had to sit ktm again...*as alwayss* it was another long n boring journey...oh yeah i saw see ting there ^^ hmm...at least we didnt wait long for the train XD the train was waiting for us at kl sentral XD...we run run run ler =P we reached midvalley at around 1230pm
we shopped for 1 hour ^^ window shopping...i em seh tak spend money to buy ><" oh yeah...to get michelle @ saki to come with me to this gathering was harddd!! so hard only get to persuade her to come...but my worst fear was to come =.= when hou, xane n ryu arrived she was soooo unwilling to go meet them...keep suggesting that she should shop alone....zzz =.= i practically had to draggggg her to meet them...funny sia...she's too shy le...no confidence @@ not 1st time meet also...*pifffzzzz* must bring her out more often liao XD *she's gona kill me =P* oh yeah...she escaped...ESCAPEDD 2 times lerr!! we were at the food lvl n she ran to tower records...i have to chase her...n pull her back...*sheesh la* then when we reach down there she run again....*sighh* i wanna laugh edi la...somemore her hp ran out of battery...how to contact her?! pifzz~ anyway i managed to dragggg her along to food court...but she no appetite to eat @@ after that it was movie time XD
we watched charlie and the chocolate factory ^^ well i wanted to c this show but i know that it's not as good...it was a typical kids story bah...kids would love it i guess...we can pretty much predict the ending lol...johnny depp was funny ^^ as always...he is such a joker XD well its not bad bah ><" at least it kept me continued watching...i lurve the chocolates n the sweetsss *slurppzz* made me so hungry for chocolatess! n there's those funny parts when the little oompa-loompa started dancing n singing ><" *lolxxx* i hate those parts =P
hmm then we went to warnet klang to play guild war...szehowe fetched all of us XD...kinda funny my fren fetched me...i guess this is the 2nd time my fren fetch bah ^^ feels so different from ur family XD i didnt know he drove like 130 kmph ler @@ keke...oh that cc part...gosh it was sooo tiring...at 1st we went to warnet...to find out that the ro is not updated *zzz* n the technician is not there so we cannot play...*sobbz* then we went to the cc beside it where henry was playing...well there's ro alright...but its SOOOO lagg~~!!!!! the respond time was like 5 secs sia...everything i type or press will only respond 5 secs later...how to war worr...we all cannot tahan le so we went back to warnet n ask them to install XD it took some time...but at last its working...but things weren't any better =.= its still that laggy....oh yeahhhh about the password thingy XD u know when u login ro u will check the keep box...so when u relog u only had to type ur password...but i nvr do that in cc...n i was in such a hurry i typed my password on the ID box!! goshh~ n ppl was looking at me lerr...i typed halfway n i saw n i was like opppssss~~!!!!! *swttzzzz* somemroe 2 times lerr!!! wahseh...but i was not as bad as saki =P that time she was testing n there were 3 guys from the cc behind her...testing out too...so she was to login n she made the same mistake...only that she typed the wholee password....she was like omg! n 1 guy bside her was like 'horrrr..../gg' wahseh...dam funny sia...lolxxx~ oh yeah...moving on to the guild war...it was laglaglaglaglag~ everything i do will hang de...5 secs only respond...example like when we chiong in castle...n we went in the portal to a map full of enemies..the next thing we know - Please Wait...wahsehh~ we havent even load then die edi *zzzzzz* how to support worrr!! i was sooo frust i lost my mood to play gvg edi...after 8 i just stayed at juno to heal n warp ppl...somemore to get to 1 castle's emp room took me like 10 mins ahh...normally its just 2 mins...i walk abit...then hang for 10 secs...then walk abit again...hang again...even other ppl that went in later than us oso can break castle n i was only half way...sheesh~ well as i expected we dont have castle...sighh~ so lag how to get castle wor *sobzz* but lucky halcyon broke uve's geffen 5...i rather halcyon get than uve getting XD at least we got space to bot =P
hmm...n so we went to eat...we went in klang parade n sighhhhhhh mcD again...i was kinda sick of it already...always mcD only ><" although it's nice but then i kinda eat every week ler...saki more kerlian...friday de lunch n dinner mcD...now mcD again...she nvr eat ler!! whole day nvr eat....i wonder she not hungry de ah =.= gastric then u know */e5* n oh yeah...xane brought kigami's camera...n we took pics ><" xia sui lerrrr....i look so sucky...i always look sucky in flash ><" we took a couple of pics...n sorry im notttt posting it here...too sucky le *sobzz*
it was 10pm edi...my mom was suppose to fetch me...they went back so me n saki went to starbucks to wait for my mom...suey lerr...my hp no credit n her hp no battery *swttzz* we waited for soo long but my mom nvr appeared so i asked my bro...n i was shocked to find out that my mom went to jusco n fetch us *zzzzz* it was like the opposite side =.= wahsehh...somemore my mom nvr bring her hp!!! die lorrr~ how r we gona go back....klang parade was closed so it was dark n nobody *sobbz* we waited for like 1 hour...n luckily my mom passed by n we got to get back later *phewwww~* we got back at last...n i m brushed out...so tiredd
what a funny day sia...so suey n funny...san fu ah~ must drag saki along n so many problems on the way...lolxx~ it was better than to stay at home la XD omgg~~~ i just remembered....i forgot to buy gifts for my fren!!!!! WAAAA~ die lor *sobzzzzz* oh yeah...thx to ahjie XD /kis hehe...sobzzz saki gona go back soon le...i go pei her 1st XD chiaozz~
Friday, August 19, 2005
Festive Spirit
Wee~ holidays are starting tomorrow XD cant wait for it~ at last i can go out and have fun and not forgetting - shop ^^oh yeah...this month's the merdeka month...so as usual...we have to decorate the class with our 'creative' ideas =P and we have to hand in something about merdeka...be it a poster or an essay...i knew about that long ago...its just that i didnt take the initiave to get started =P it was until 11pm last night that i saw my friend's message 'ei...tomorrow must pass up moral essay lor' i was like...oh my goshh~~!! i havent even started doing it and its already 11pm...how am i gonna finish doing it in timee!! but still i watched The Apprentice while doing it =P i searched a couple of essays online...and i picked abit from here abit from there...arranged it according to my likes...add a couple of my own sentences...and Voila! i'm done =P n when i clicked print only it hit me - no black ink!!! goshh~ i was like...how how??? then at last i add a background and changed the font colour to white XD...i was satisfied with the work at last XD but then i made a couple of mistakes n had to print it 4 times!! my ink ><"
today when i got to class...they were carrying packages...well u c, today is when the judges judge our class for the decoration...we had 2 free periods of PJK so they started decorating the class...there's 3 pairs of doors in my class...so the main idea was each door for each race - malay, chinese n indian...before school starts...u know the indian have ermm sugar canes as decoration...so a few of my indian friends went to one of the houses to cut suger canes @@ lolxx...all the cars passing by was staring at them wondering what the hell is wrong with them cutting sugar canes so early in the morning XD hehez...then we decorated the class...n oh yeah...there's food!! chinese n malay n indian foods...i was soo hungry it made my mouth water...n there's muruku!! i lurveee muruku XD i saw them eating n i ate some too...but we cant eat all *sobzzz* we have to wait for the judges to taste it...the whole time before recess they were decorating the class...n after that *wow* its like my class has gone through a complete transformation...there are rafia strings hanging around with tanglungs n angpaus n ketupats n jasmine flowers...n there are sugar canes n the pineapple n stuffs like that...n on top of that...there are flaggss...lots n lots of flags...plus foodds!!
and to think that we are having our exam after recess =.=...nobody was in the mood for study...they were all waiting around for the judge n finally...when recess is over...the judges came...keke ^^ before she stepped into our class she said ' saya suka kelas ini lah ' XD....lolx...they showed those teachers around and let them eat those food...*sobbzzz T.T* i want too...well they were all smiling so i guess its a good sign...but phewww~ lucky they were unaware of the piles n piles of rubbish they hid behind the door >.<" but another teacher saw in n scolded us...well then it was time for our exam - EST XD but nobody was in the mood for it...when i got the paper i was half biting a piece of muruku =P *notti me* n like 'huh? oh yeahh...exam exam...forget about the muruku' =P the paper was tough though...but the essay was about haze...good thing i was up to date with it XD hehe...when the exam was over...half the seats were empty...where have they gone to? the fooddsss of course =D n i got a piece of muruku *yes...again =P* i have to buy some murukus home to eat XD
anywayz...holidayss!! hehe...well although i have to study for my trials but i still wanna enjoy 1st =P n oh yeah...cant wait to try on my cheong sam XD
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Mad Cow Disease...
My defination of Mad Cow Disease : A disease that can make a person go mad n act strangely n also laugh non stop...just like a person who has gone mad...but this is only temporary...it can last from a few minutes to as long as 1 day...the symptoms are - laughing non stop, crapping around, n acting strangely...disease can be cause due to overwork, boredom, stress etc...warning ** this disease can be spread to ppl around u...
LOL... i think i have gotten that disease again...HAHAHAHA~ cannot stop laughing now...wahseh...i think i have gotten haywire after 5 continuous hours of bot setting...goshhh~ i dont care edi how the bot turns out to be...even if it sux i will laugh =P wahsehh....dam gameflier...go put password on storage...KoreEasy still dont have that feature...so they kinda found a few bots that can auto storage with the password...wahsehh...when i opened the 1st bot...i cannot understand at all!!! its in chinese(taiwan) ><" n its like tiffany liddat ><" n too bad my comp dont have that language...sighh~ i cannot view anything...its all ermm symbols n unknown words for me...n yet i tried to set....i searched n looked up for resources...n finally...after 2!!...2 long hours...i managed to get the bot connected n my auto storage was a success XD kinda proud of myself =P i was on the verge of giving up n finally i saw a glimpse of hope....sighh~ how was i to know then that it was all ermm...useless? then i continued setting the rest of the bot...unlike KoreEasy...u need to set everything...absolutely EVERYTHING by urself...the skills, items, attacks....wahsehh...n to think that i cannot understand wat that cock bot was saying...i spent another 2 hours? swt sia...n then i guess i finished setting it...n i tried the bot...i realize that it was uselessss...unless u know wat the bot was doing...i was seeing all symbols n unknown words n i dont have a single idea wat was my bot doing....even though i can guess roughly...but that wasn't good enough for me....i wanted to know exactly wat was it doing to determine whether the bot was good or not...
i m knocked out~ i give up sia....really give up...dowan to care anymore...just wanna laugh...HAHAHAHAH *oops..* sorry ah =P hope that dont spread to anyone reading this =P sighh...i rather use back KoreEasy...wat's the use wasting soooo long to set 1 bot...n i kinda promised myself to pull out of the bot business...or else ppl will start bugging me for it...heck care la XD i manually storage better...*piffzzz* i dont even have time to enjoy ro *goshhh~* sighh~ hope the new KoreEasy comes out fast fast...
think i will sleep early...tired tired....face the computer so long n cracked my head for so long le...i wanna relax n laughhhhh~ =P lolx mad cow disease again *paisehhh~* keke...careful oh...
The metal city~
sighh...today ro gonna change episod to episod 10...well i would be excited...should be...shouldnt i? i always yearn for new version so that there's new things to play XD...but then not this time...dont know y...probably cuz exam is soon n i cannot put much time on ro bah? ^^ i still havent get the cd ler ><" too lazy to go out n buy =P n my bro is lazy too >"< le ="P">
hmm...these few days its a waste to go to school...teacher wont be teaching anyway...so sienz in school *yawnnzzz* tmr SPM trials gona start...mine's gona start on friday i think...sighh i dont wanna go to school tmr!! but cannot la...my attendence too poor ><" i think i skip on thursday bah XD that day whole day got accounts exam...so ermm i go to school oso sleep nia XD
oh yeah...remember about the surat amaran that form1 sent my class? XD wakakaka....that letter even our school de headmistress read *evil grin /gg* lolx...they said 'tsk tsk...bahasa pun tak betul' weee~ i think they got heavy heavy scolding from the discipline teacher =P dai kui dei sei....who ask them oh...
Monday, August 15, 2005
Eyes on me~
keke...for those final fantasy fans out there i think u guys know that this is 1 of the theme songs bah ^^ 1st time i heard this was at ryusei's blog...i was awe-struck there @@ kept listening this song n staring into space...really touched my heart XD~ i think i repeatedly heard it for 5 times =P so nice ahh~ hehe...since then i ermm fell in love with final fantasy's theme song...actually i dam noob about ff de ><" but i like the songs alot ohh...there's lots n lots more romantic songs....wahh hear edi really very 舒服 ...makes me smile =) how nice if someone can play for me XD...or at least if i can play myself for ppl to hear oso not bad XD....i printed 26 pages of ff de music scores ler XP wahh...me bad gurl oh...trials soon i still go n print songs to play ><"
hmm nowadays i slept kinda late...very tired ahhh when i wake up for school....last year i slept around 4am n wake up at 6am...then i sleep at 4pm-10pm again ><" wahsehh my timetable upside down lerrr @@ this year i tried to change edi...then my sleeping time slowly adjust back XD...12am sleep ^^ not that tired le bah...but then nowadays i yai yai again =X sleep at 2am ><" only 4 hours of sleep everyday...cannot arhhh...must adjust back again....cannot stay up late late to chat edi =P cannot cannot X....u all must remind me lor...if c me still online at 12am must msg me scold me to sleep XD...thx ahh =P
hehe...i'm still hearing 'eyes on me' XD...thx oh ryu for this song ^^ i tried on the piano just now...so nice XD...but then the scores not exactly like the piano version i m listening now *haizz* but at least it's good enough ^^ sighh...now my dad watching tv i cannot play *piffzzz* he is always liddat...dam funny de oh....i come back from school wanna play...then he said he's sleeping cannot disturb him =X...then when he wake up i wanna play...then he said he's watching tv cannot disturb again *sighhh*....then at nite i wanna play he's still watching tv....n then when finally he's finished with his tv i wanna play...he said that its too late edi...i will interrupt ppl sleeping *zzzzzz* 9pm only ler ><" haixxx means whole day i cannot play...n then when my practical exams de results came out....i got bad bad results n he start scolding me : 'y everyday nvr practice piano??!! pay so much for u u nvr practice...how to pass liddat...waste my money ahh? ask u to practice u nvr practice...' wahlau ehh...speechless liao *"!$"@@!$%^@$%^&* i wanna practice he dont let me...n then when i nvr practice he scolds me....*zzzzzzzzzz* haixx...y?! can only play when he's not home...n that's very rare *sobbz*
sighhh...hope i can continue playing later bah ^^
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Someone's playing a fool~
nowadays i keep getting this info that planet mars is gona be closest to earth on august 27 2005...i was like...*swtzz* deja vu? wasnt this 2 years ago? m i dreaming that i m back in 2003 arh? ><"
2 years ago at this hour i remembered very clearly that i was outside on my front yard with my telescope...observing planet mars XD by this time it should be very bright n big ^^ bigger than normal stars...red in colour de ^^ from the beginning of august i've already kept track of planet mars XD...very ez to find de oh ^^ it looks so nice through the telescope...really hope i can take pic of it...but too bad ><" n on that night...on august 27 2003...it rained *sobzzzz* my frens all gathered at my house to witness this this spectacular event...that can only be seen again on 2287...but then it was all in vain *sighh~* we cannot c ><" i only got to c the following day *sobbz* i heard from my fren in australia that it was bigbig n nice nice ^^ i really lurve astronomy...it have been my ambition since i was 6...but i knew it was impossible =P but i still have a strong passion in it ^^ remembering back 2 years ago...so fun...i was still fooling around with my telescope...observing small small de mars...until it grew bigger n bigger...then become smaller again...somemore that time i'm having my pmr ler =P...notti gurl XD
oh yeah...back to today...lots of ppl spreading this news around...n even my sis sent me an email regarding it ><" i m very very sure that its a prank...i tried telling ppl but all dont wanna believe me *swtzz* i just dont want ppl to ermm wait for this n then get disappointed on that day ><" n i oso dont want the person who started this prank to get away with it *grrrrr* c so many ppl falling for it make me pissed...later alot ppl wait for it but it nvr happen *sighhh~* dono how come ppl will believe rumours more than evidence @@
here are some webbies ^^ i found...if u all dont believe then too bad la ><"
Mars to Get Closer than Ever in Recorded History in 2003 www.space.com/spacewatch/mars_preview_021108.html
At 5:51 a.m. EDT on Aug. 27, 2003, Mars will be within 34,646,418 miles (55,758,006 kilometers) of Earth. This will be the closest that Mars has come to our planet in nearly 60,000 years.
Earth braces for Mars close encounter-Planetary approach is nearest in 60,000 years
www.cnn.com/2003/TECH/space/08/26/mars.closeup/
By Richard StengerCNNTuesday, August 26, 2003 Posted: 10:08 PM EDT (0208 GMT)Mars, five times closer now than six months ago, will be 34.6 million miles away, its closest brush with Earth in about 60,000 years, according to calculations by international astronomers.
Close Approach of Mars in 2005
space.about.com/od/astronomynews/a/...close2005_2.htm
From Nick Greene,Your Guide to Space / Astronomy.
Will We See a Record Approach - Mars Closest to - It is possible you've received an email which says that Mars will be closest to Earth in August in 50,000 years. Sorry, that was 2 years ago, you're reading a recycled email. This year's closest approach will be October 29, and although it will be spectacular, it is not a record breaker.
hope u all dont gong gong wait for mars on august 27 =P if u wanna c then wait on october 29 bah ^^ the best viewing time would be october 31 XD halloween ^^
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Shopping XD
Keke...i went shopping with my mom...our mission is to buy cheong sam n shoes XD wahh~ very tired eh...we went to klang...taiping street there ^^ there got alot of cloth shop...i dont really like there ><" very dirty n very hot n very old =P i like shopping in shopping complexes more XD...anywayz...there's lots of cloth shop ^^ there r some shops selling cheong sam...but the design suxxxx...really sux ><" like for old lady wear de...somemore the quality sux...most of all d cloth sux =P somemore exp ler...rob ppl ah! then we went to another cloth shop...well my mom suggested that we buy cloth then give tailor make XD that's wat i wanted in the 1st place...so we went to c the cloth...on 1st impression i didnt really like those cloths...looks dull...doenst catch my eye...i wanted to go but my mom just stand there ><" so we bought 1 cloth lor *sobz* purple colour de...with pattern on it...somemore shinning de XD...there's also pink...but then if i wear the pink it will make me look cute XD...purple is abit mature....but then pink too pinkish le =P so i took purple...well my mom forgot where to make edi...so she called around...meanwhile i went to shop for my shoe XD there's this leng shoe...got ermm chain n flower de...very nice ><" but then its 2 inches high...it will make me look tall...that's 1 thing...n my school dont allow us to wear shoes that's more than 1 inch...haixx~ so i bought another shoe...well it's not bad too la XD i like the strappy kind ^^ wear with skirt looks nice XD hmm we continued to shop around...so we saw this shop...that shop looks so high class @@ we asked the price n they said...cheongsam if we help u make ler is around RM300-500...i was like *omgg~* lets get out of here...i cannot afford ah =P n i dowan to pay so much just to wear for 1 day...n then my mom drove around...n reached klang parade there...sighhh~ i knew she will turn to my granma's house...im not that close to my mom's side of the family...they always bully me so i dont really talk to them...i always try to avoid if i can...cuz i go there oso nobody choi me de...haix~ but at last she went to my granma's house *zzzzz* in the meantime i called siew ying to ask where she makes her cheong sam ^^ n it turned out that it's near my granma's house...goshhh got 1 part so embarassing...she was talking sooo loud on the phone with siew ying's mom n shouting around *swtzzz* ask instructions nia need to make such a big fuss out of it...xia sui ><" well then we went to the tailor's house...n took measurements for my cheongsam...i like it better than ready made de cheong sam...cuz if ask tailor make they will make according to body shape XD more leng ^^ about my cloth...d more i c it d more i'm liking it XD when the tailor took measurements i was so embarassed ><" she ermm measured everywhere *shy shy* well i went back just in time for guild war XD hope the cheong sam turns out nice...n oh yeah ~ my trials nx week postpone jor XD weee~ no exam on monday...phewww~ lucky oh ^^ cuz i havent really prepared...cant wait for my cheong sam XD
Saturday~
Today is saturday again...i wanna go out T.T but im sure my parents wouldn't allow *sigghh~* last week i've already been scolded for going out too many times? but then 1 week once only wor *swtzz* ><" zzz they r so funny...i stay at home they say i always laze around...i go out they say i always go out...wat la they always '自相矛盾' *pifpifz* Sighh...how i wish i can go shop n watch movies ><" its really sienz at home...dono y nowadays i lurve to go out XD hmm...but today i need to go n buy my cheong sam ^^ i go with my mom better...i dont have to pay for it =P hope i can get a nice one ^^ so i wear edi can lengleng XD hmm...gotta get some nice shoes as well...im bored with the same old shoes....whoaa...im gona spend alot today =P keke...nvmla once in a while XD hmm...but im not as big spender as 1 person today...he's gona spend much much more than me *badbad boy /e5* u know who u r ah =P hehe...today the haze is much much better...i hear the news in my sleep @@...i remember i was sleeping n then i heard the news about haze outside...i think klang de API reading is 102 XD...n then i feel asleep back...lolx =P weird hor....sighh that means school on monday *sobzz* but at least we can breathe much freely now ^^ hope everybody's fine =)
Friday, August 12, 2005
Disappointed
I thought it would be over...but i cannot stand how ppl backstab me at the back...really cannot stand how u guys talk behind my back...those of u who read this u know urselves...i have lots of things to say...believe it or not thats the truth for me...if u wanna think i m that kind of person then go ahead i cannot stop wat u r thinking...1st things 1st...after u guys read that virtual vs reality and those posts that r related u guys think that i m playing his feelings? u all know the real story anot 1st...i really cannot stand to c so many different kinds of story la...i m really gona be straight forward...u all dont understand my post mar?wat i said is i cannot accept relationships virtually...i hurt alot from that...i experienced alot...until for me it cannot be trusted anymore...i know in the process there will be ppl who get hurt but thats thing cannot avoid de mar...hurt abit edi put the blame on me?love this thing got right got wrong de mar?i dont love 1 person that's my fault?whoa...means i must love everyone oh?to build up a relationship u need to meet real life n hang out to get to know each other more...n that is y i asked him to give me time...to hang out as frens 1st...n u guys thought i was playing his feelings? that one call play mar? i just wanna be comfortable around him...because i dont wanna be in a relationship forcefully...it would be unfair...somemore i didnt shout 'get out of my face' in front of him...how the story can become distorted ah?n those of u who read his ex-gf's comment...u cannot c who is insulting who arh? i m just defending myself...after ppl shoot u so bad u will just let them shoot izit?i wont let them do that so i wrote back to them...that post may sound abit sarcastic but that's how i reply ppl who insult me...now who is playing who? n u guys dont know the full detail pls dont make up stories la...i cannot stand ppl who know abit then thought they know all n start making assumptions...u think i nvr hurt from that mar?oh yeah...i really thought someone was my fren...now i m dam disappointed with him...i didnt know he thought of me that way too...i dont know how u all read my posts...maybe when u read that time ur mind already thinking different things thats y u would label me as a '*fill in the blank*'...wat have i *fill in the blank*ed? just tell me wat...i nvr accepted any guys then go with other guys...i reject ppl is call *fill in the blank* edi mar? then every guy that kau me i must accept lor? n i go around telling ppl for wat...u think i will go n annouce wat happened ah?sometimes u have to keep somethings away so that ppl wont get hurt...would u just boast things around without thinking of ppl's feelings ah?n just because i m close to someone...that doesnt mean i m together with him...n that also doesnt mean that he is the reason for all that...how can u guys make up so much story from all that? i m playing ppl's feelings....if i wanna play then i play alot of guys de feelings liao la...nonit to wait so long la...wat else? i *fill in the blank* ppl...u guys say liddat got think of me de mar? everything i do i do with my heart n sincerity...u think i play ppl i would gain pleasure ah?i m really disappointed with some ppl edi~ if u wanna think of me that way go ahead i cannot stop u...
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Critical lvl~
Today when i woke up i can smell the haze jor ><" it is that bad @@ n my friend told me that klang already reached the critical lvl...API 529 jor...goshh~ well although i m in favour of this...nonit to take my trials =P but it is still bad for health ><" very very bad @@ so hard to breathe le...sanfu *sobzz* i hope that it will continue till nx week so monday we will have holiday too =P but i also hope that it wont ><" cuz its really giving so much difficulties to many many ppl~ haixx~y klang de pollution so high ler @@ bad bad indonesia *piffzz* never think of other ppl de...somemore i read the news...they said that it would be worsee @@ goshh~ just hope everybody will be alright ^^ take care lor XD
My quiz~
ermm i m too free edi =P so i made this quiz about me...if u guys free n nothing to do...take this quiz lor XD 15 ques on how well do u know me XD
http://connect.tickle.com/test.html?id=IT.2_GyR5X3QviA1
so far highest score still 66% only @@ all so low de ><"
ga yao oh XD
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Wee~ My wish came true ^^
Yesss~!!!! Schools will be closed tomoro n friday...weeeeee...so happy ^^ i was praying praying =P n when i was playing guild war...my korkor called me n told me that his school de teachers informed them that there will be holidays from schools in klang XD then i heard the news but they nvr confirm...n then i got sms from my fren ^^ n lastly i saw the news on star newspaper de webby XD so happy~ weeeeee....no trials...weee ^^ !! more time to study XD oh yeah...today's war was fun fun ^^ we helped symbol get back prt 11...it was soooo laggy...any skills i press will only take effect 20 secs later...n my character will auto move to other places de *piffz* n the last 10 mins was fun man ^^ they broke the emp early so we have to defend...i was lazy to bring my dex priest de...i thought uve will be assaulting prt 11...but i brought it at last...n spam SW on the emperium...n joker came in !! gosh...he got gtb got gr...my normal priest sanctuary how hard oso cannot win him de...n cannot aspersio too...thats y must use safety wall...so i was spamming SWs on the emp non stop @@ my heart was beating dam fast...n my hands were shivering...hmm i think its vibrating =P ...i saw the time n there's still 4 mins left...*gosh~* i was praying man ><" hoping that the crits i saw was not the damange done on the emp...n at last they killed him XD..n we got the castle XD...WEE`~~ 1st time we successfully defend from him XD...fun fun war~ nx time must use faerie more often edi ^^ today can sleep late XD~ *happy XD*
Haze
Goshh...i think u know how bad it is huh? i dont think i have to explain much further how bad it is...everywhere we see its greyish...n those far far objects...we cant even see!! that is y i've chosen grey =P well lets hope there's no school tomoro *prays ><"* i hope that they will annouce holiday tomoro cuz the haze is getting terribly bad n hazardous to health...n 1 more reason is i've got BM trial tmr =P i dont wanna sit for it yet...keke XD...ermm lets all pray with me okie? hope that it will be holiday tomoro *evil grin /gg* oh yeah...there's this funny thing today...we share class with form 1 de mar...they afternoon session...so ermm they left their book there everyday....very zho deng...so my fren got pissed off n tell them not to do so lor...n they wrote a note back @@ dam funny...i dont even know wat the hell they r talking about...such broken language...n its in malay too >< it ="P"><"* anywayz...my moral teacher gona give that paper to the afternoon session's discipline teacher...lets see how they die *evil grin /gg* =P anywayz...shouldnt have gone to school today...must go n breathe all those foul air...n somemore all the teachers either nvr come in class or nvr teach *piffz* i slept in the school for like half the schooling hours =P sleep at home better hor...pifpif~ oh yeah...to all of u reading this...must take care lor ^^ the weather is bad bad...n its badbad for our health too...very ez to get sick...so must drink more water okie? n dont go out often...*swt ><" i sound like a grandma @@* hehe just take care of urself lor...dont get sick XD
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Old habit ^^"
well...here i m...instead of school ><" i guess i skipped again...bad bad gurl =P but this time i m really sick...i think i m too tired after only 2 hours of sleep the past few nights n doing my things @@ when i woke up i took a panadol n slept back XD lucky i feel fine now ^^ no more nausea no more headaches XD happy happy~ well today's discussion is... =P *since i'm so bored n have nothing to do* anybody watched full house? XD that is a funny funny funny show ^^ i always watch korean dramas on 8tv at 830pm...but the previous 1 - oh pi sheung feng shun ying really made me slept...its so boring ><" n d main actor is so ermm ><" not good looking...n from the start of the show i already know wat's gona happen in the end...dont the title say it all? normally all the korean dramas have the same story line...which is ermm 1 gurl...n a few guys who love her...n usually...that guy who love her but cannot be with her...the supporting actor is dam handsome!! sheeshh...its always like that...d gorgeous guy in the end must sacrifice so that the main actress can be with the main actor...autumn in my heart, the prince's 1st love, oh pi sheung feng shun ying, full house to name a few ><" n korean dramas r always crying ><" n i hate that...cuz i m very sensitive...1 small part can make me cry for a long long time @@ n those touching n romantic parts will make my tears drop too ><" *goshh~how embarrassing* i cried for 1 hour watching a walk to remember...hmm but then full house is different...well although its still 2 guys n 1 gurl but this is funny XD really dam funny sia~almost all the episods can make me laugh...especially the front parts of the show ^^ both of them like each other but dont wanna express it out n somemore argue XD so cutee~ well i guess i m over the moody part ^^ hope i m not moody again today ><" cuz i will ermm think of things that i m not supposed to be thinking =P btw its so hazy nowadays~ every breath i take i can smell @@ damn those ppl...nvr think of other ppl de /pif...
Monday, August 08, 2005
Bad luckkk~
Goshh~i will be so dam bz today @@ i havent even started on my add maths project which we r supposed to hand in today ><" exactly... i m dead dead~ gonna rush rush later...even though i m so tired (slept for 2 hours only last nite ><) i cannot take my napnap now *sobzz* must start soon edi...hmm my spm trials r starting this thursday n i m sooo not prepared....another thing thats making me dyingg~luckily it was only ermm teras subject...so the only subject i gotta read is historyy @@ hope i have enough time for that...n i hope that paper is not too deep...if not my trial results gona look badbad...hmm these few days i dont feel well...my stomach is angry with me i suppose *sighh* anything i swollow will come back up @@ even the food that i lurve to eat ><" n cuz of that i missed many many delicious lunches n dinners ><" n the bad thing is...even if i have gastric i wouldnt have the appetite to eat *goshh* so suffering...i m in hunger n yet i cannot consume anything *sobbz* n my head is always aching~ hot maybe? sighh wat a bad time ><" been having a string of bad lucks nowadays...dont know y @@ chinese ghost month? lolxx~ scared edi dont wanna remind myself @@ i guess i'll go finish up my add maths project ^^ wish me luck XD
Friday, August 05, 2005
Tiring day~
Pheww~ i got home at last...it was such a tiring day ><" when i woke up i wanted to sleep back n skipped school again...but i promised myself cannot le @@ thats y i forced myself to wake up n drag myself to school =P today is the last day for us to hand in the ermm 'surat berhenti sekolah' ><" n i havent let teachers sign tht form @@ i got to know that we can only find them during recess n after school...so my 1st 2 periods of PJK was free ><" i tried to sleep in class but i guess im not sleepy =P i was thinking about something...past few days i was always thinking about it ^^ anywayz...goshhh its so embaressing to tell ><" we had fire drill at our recess time...n it took them 1 hour...i was hungry so my fren pulled me to the canteen...while all the other students were at the field...we slipped to the canteen...i had this terrible feeling i would get caught...there were like 10 students there so i went to buy food ><" n then i saw my dicipline teacher...i was like...'i m soo dead'...well although i retired as a prefect in school but i m still an ex prefect n teacher is always watching us ><" goshhh...i feel so embaressed when i think about it...she shouted my name n my fren's name so loud @@ cuz she recognizes us...n she scolded us in front of everbody...haix~ so xia sui...wat if she tarik balik my prefect cert @@ ...i dont wanna lose that cert...not after having been a prefect for 5 years since form 1 ><" aihh....forget about it bahh its over...n then we had our recess till 12pm...n the last period all d form 5 were out on a teacher hunt XD left few ppl in the class nia...i dont dare to go out cuz i dont wanna get caught again...when my BM teacher came in...i told her i havent let some teachers sign...she said 'pergilah' XD...she's soo good n understanding ^^ so i went round n round d school...n my class teacher was rushing us to hand in...n i havent let the afternoon session teachers sign ><" so after school i rush again...running here n there...phewww~ at last it was done...although i left out a few signatures =P after that my face was reddd...hot hot~ ><" xia sui xia sui...dont wanna think edi...think of the sweet things better XD
Thursday, August 04, 2005
这个故事对我来说已经结束了~
我刚睡醒就有人告述我,我的blog有人留下comment...是他的前女友吗?我又觉得很好笑...可能是因为我刚睡醒的关系吧...弄得我还以为这是梦里的镜头...lolx 我以前很希望我会经历一个很浪漫的爱情...没想到真的会发生...可是却往不同的方向...不懂为什么,我觉得这全都是废的,全都是假的...我觉得有人在玩我...感觉好不真实哦...我看得懂华语...我是用华语和他谈天的...你所说的字我很明白...如果你说我太不懂他...也许吧...我不懂他现实生活中的样子...可是我很清楚我的个性和他有很多共同点...你说你不了解为什么他能一个人坐在那读小说那么久,我了解啊...因为我有时也是会这样...你妒嫉他写歌给我...这算幸运吗?你比我幸运多了...你有得听他弹琴给你听...一定很浪漫的吧?如果你读他的blog...我觉得你也会有一点同情的...不然的话你为什么又会那么在乎他?那你为什么会说我残忍呢?因为我的个性跟他实在有很多地方一样了...所以我才不能够这样...我相信不同性格的人在一起才会快乐...你那么想念他的话...为什么不和他在一起...他和你已经没关系了...为什么你又那么在意他的生活?我的朋友问我为什么我还会笑...因为真的好好笑吗...我也搞不清楚这全都是真的还是假的...真的也好,假的也好...我没时间也没力气管那么多了...事情搞到这样我也不想的...可能他的个性是这样吧...每个人的个性不同...这故事怎么接下去我已经不要再读下去了...你们要怎么写下去随便你们吧 ^^ 从此以后,我会从这个故事中走出来...因为实在是真得太假了...你们继续的故事希望会有好结局吧 XD
*Sighh~*
haixx..dont really have the time to blog nowadays...i just came back from a maths quiz =P skipped school...so i m kinda free now ^^ lots of things r bothering me nowadays...do u think that if 2 ppl break up or ermm...u reject this guy...u will still be good frens? i dont think i have a problem with that...if we dont have fate to be together we still can hang out like good frens ah ^^ i m still good frens with some guys...i just dont know how come somebody cant accept it...its just like in the movies...i thought those things only happened in the movies? @@ he cried, wrote me a song, gave me a farewell present? @@ n said that he cannot face me anymore...zzz if those r to soften my heart...u succeeded...but i cannot be with a person because of sympathy...i dont wanna force myself to be unhappy...in all my posts i never reveal all my feelings...i dont wanna hurt somebody but m i to soft? i always get touched when i saw those scenes in the movies...sometimes i hope that somebody would love me so much too...but i know that is not out of love...sometimes when we r too lonely...we would think that we love the person who cares about us...but its just us pulling ourselves deeper n deeper...its just loneliness playing tricks with us...well probably different ppl have different emotions or ermm characters bah? but that really freaked me out...i dont wanna lose a good fren just because of this...lolx i thought i would be touched by guys like that but i m so wrong...i m so scared but at the same time i feel sad n pity...haix~ i really dont know wat to say edi...just hope that he will be fine soon ^^