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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Rotting

dear bloggie,
i m so bored at home!! it's erm only the 4th day into my 2 weeks holiday...n im rotting already!
my daily routine : sleep - wake up - breakfast - read storybook on my bed - lunch - continue to read storybook on my bed - drift off to sleep eventually - wake up for dinner - tv - storybook - sleep
so sien~!!! i think i can count the fungus growing on me body

i desperately wanna go out n have fun~!!
but sigh~ nobody to go crazy with me T.T

umm...apart from that...lots of things have been going on my mind lately
i really dont know how to start
haix...if i were to start i would have to start from the beginning
which i have left out in every post of mine...as i wanna keep it a secret
but lately it really bothered me ><"
i know nobody would understand any of it...except maybe one or 2 of u
haix...should i start?
nahh...but...haix...
i dont know whether i should go on...
is it my problem? or is it his?
maybe i'm oversensitive
m i?
aiyah~!! dam farn...nevermind


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 11:42 PM
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
Moving on

Maybe...i should really put him behind now n move on with my life
seeing him with his life...i can sense that he is happy
there's not point lingering around the past alone for nothing's gonna change
even though i am still jealous of him with other gurls...
a part of me feels happy for him ^^ i guess?
but then...he will always have that special place in my heart which no one can replace =)
it's as though the distant star in the sky that is shining ever so bright
one can only see yet one cannot reach...
let him twinkle deep in my heart for eternity *


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 6:32 PM
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Nescafe + physics notes~

sigh~ haizz...really no words to describe my lazyness
i have 1 day off! n what did i do during that whole 24 hours?
SLEEP
pig lah me...
i dont know why i just cant study at home with ppl around me...
especially if the tv is on...i'm not the one watching it...they are...
they would on the volume soo loud...well even if it's not loud it would interrupt me...
my house is soo not sound proof u see
n heck...i havent started on my physics yet...
tmr got 2 papers...ESL n physics...
die la~
i really wanna study now n er...dont sleep
but then my body is giving up on me ><
i dont know whether i ought to drink the coffee that is brewing now
i still have that stomach pain n gastric ><>
n i'm having headaches on top of that
haix~
why m i soo not like my bro?
he's smart n he's hardworking...
really admire him n wanna tell him that he earned what he's gotten so far
when i was young i used to see him with notes all the time
at nite when i go to bed he would be in the living room...studying till morning
sigh~ how i wish i was like him...
cannot le~ must study!!


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 12:24 AM
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Demotivated

Dear bloggie.. =)
I REALLY WANNA PUNCH MYSELF IN THE HEAD !! ARGHH *GRRR*
stupid mee...i don't know what the hell is wrong with me
eeshh~ there's this maths exam tomorrow n i STILL HAVENT STARTED!
damn me...
maths is my weakest subject this year...
n for weeks i've been pretty much ignorant towards maths
while the rest of the class is clenching their teeth doing past year questions...I AM day dreaming there!
up to an extend where my maths teacher came n chat with me =.= ' why never do? too stress ah u?'
faint~
well i was thinking to take a nap just now...n spend the whole night doing
it's already 2:15am n all i'm thinking bout is my BED n my BOLSTER!
once i lie there it's pure heaven~ i just wanna drift off to my lovely sleep =)

aiyohh...why m i like that T.T
where's all my spirit??? my motivation??
cannot! must go make nescafe le~
think! my bro used to be very smart n hardworking
why m i not like him??!
loan ping~ u cannot be stupid and lazy! learn from ur bro!! must be like him~
*sigh~ just hope i can last till tomorrow bah
wish me luck ><


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 2:16 AM
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Monday, May 22, 2006
MidYear Exam Day 1

die le die le~
haiz...not enough time
well i didnt get to study...
saturday n friday i was slacking ><
n sunday when i finally wanna start studying i got this terrible gastric + stomach ache...fainted in my own house @@"
lucky i was near the bed...
i had to rest...but then whole night still pain...
even now ><" sigh~ i really dont know what's wrong T.T

chemistry got 2 booklets...each 4 questions...2 hours...
so i was thinking 1 booklet 1 hour lor...
n by the time i finished booklet 1...i saw only half an hour left!!!
ARGHH~~ panicc!!!
not enough time ler...it's like i keep flipping n flipping n there r sooo many pages left n sooo little time T.T
n ahh...did badly for everything la haiz~
i even forgot how to do the AAS thingy...
n the funniest part was...
well they ask us to calculate the mass of some mangan oxide thingy in a pallette...means have to be less than 100% cuz mangan oxide is only a part of the palette...
u know how much i got? 159%!!!!
i was like...wat the~ how can the mass of the small lil compound be more than the mass of the whole pallette??!!
then i kept counting n i still got 159%
wat lar =.=

sheesh...tmr maths...= die more...
haix~


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 3:13 PM
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Friday, May 19, 2006
The DaVinci Code

Heyya~ i'm too bored here...might as well do something =P
well...i went to see The DaVinci Code yesterday...
couldnt wait u see =P
erm...an advice for those who havent watch...dont put too high expectations ><
although the movie was okay for me...but then it's nothing compared to the book!
didnt live up to my expectations
er...i'll comment here =P so if u havent watch it dont continue reading ya~

well...i know it's hard to compact that thick book into a 2 hour show...n it's more than that lol...2 hour 30 mins~
but then...they cut dam alot !!
took away all the exciteness n fun...
the plot flowed too fast...n those who havent read the book wouldnt understand
i went with 2 of my friends who havent read the book n after the show they were asking me to explain =.=

oh well...at least there's 1 part i like...which is the erm...explaination of The Last Supper from DaVinci by Teabing...
that part really opened my eyes...interesting ^^

hmm...the parts i didnt like were~
1. they didnt explain the Vitruvian man!!! they didnt show why sauniere put himself that way~
2. they also didnt explain the madonna of the rocks thingy
3. they left out the Phi as well!! that's 1 part i found interesting in the book ya know~
4. there was only 1 cryptex instead of 2 in the book!!! the interesting part in the book was them finding out the word for the 1st cryptex which is sophie's name in ancient language...very chun ler that part...but in the book there's only one =.=
5. they missed out the library part =.= the library scene was one of my favourites in the book...it's so intriguing n exciting to read that part...n u know wat they replaced it with? handphones! freakin hp! they search from hp =.= faint lerr~ really zha dou
6. they revealed the teacher's identity much much earlier than the book...in the book we only found out it was Teabing when they were at Sir Isaac Newton's place...which is very very shocking...n they revealed it before that le =.= so sien~
7. they didnt really explain the err...sex ritual...they just said it was a ritual n never explain why
8. they didnt say that the guy in Roslin Chapel at the end was Sophie's bro~ like so dumb like that the actor just open the door =.=
9. oh...this is the stupidest part...there was a part where bishop aringarosa or watever is his name was shot by Silas, the albino...n he was like out of breath n said 'son...we...'ve b-b-een b-be..trayeddd...'' in a dying manner! then he closed his eyes n died...after that silas died as well...but later hor...when the ambulance came...he can sit up on the stretcher!!! somemore can talk to the Fache in a very very normal way...faint ler~

that's more than enough to show why i didnt like the show bah
it's really no more fun le~ not intriguing at all...
i still prefer the book much much more XD


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 4:39 PM
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Headache

I got this major headache now...
i feel soo hot n i just want to cut off my head!! arrgh~
sigh~ i've had this argument with somebody
n our discussion is heading no where...
he kept saying his point
n i kept saying my point
n in the end both of us is disappointed with each other
i really hate arguments that r going no where
that both parties do not wanna tolerate

well i'm the kind of person who keeps insisting i'm right
or so i was...i know that's one of my bad attitudes...
i know i've made lots of ppl not satisfied with me cause i like to do things my way
i'm trying to change...n i guess i'm not as bad as i was before
for i've learnt my lesson...i saw myself in ppl's eyes
n i know i will hate myself if i were another person dealing with me
but then...this time i'm not completely at fault
i...
haiz~
aiyah...i dont wanna discuss the problem here~

i think i'll go take a nice bath n head to bed*


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 11:02 PM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
勉强

其实 如果两个人都不爱对方
为何要勉强呢?
在一起 心里却想着另一个人
那 在一起可有意义吗?
我很想念一个人
他也很想念另一个人
如果在一起 彼此都会把对方当成替代吗?
我让他靠近我
也许纯粹是因为我珍惜他对我的关怀
可是 这对俩都不公平
我宁愿孤单 也不要伤害人 或让人伤害自己


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 7:35 PM
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Monday, May 15, 2006
KO

my 4th post today i think ><"
eesh~ too much crap to write @@"
anywayz...lets count how many hours have i been awake...20+8...my god...28 hours awake!
n i hadnt eaten last night's dinner...no time for today's breakfast cuz i have to rush work...n no appetite for lunch...n i'm still starving...
i wanna die le arh~~ HELP

anywayz...just wanna rest a bit bit more before going for reunion dinner with ex schoolmates =.=
sigh...i didnt sleep last night...rushing my work...as u can see from all those posts...
then went to college damn sleepy n tired sia ~ yet i still had to rush @@"
find all those sources for my bio...
at last finish le...after class go meet Henry korkor n his gf with Ron lol...
he said he miss Ron...so ask us out yumchar lor...
but then lol...
ron left early...n they started asking 'u n xxx never chat anymore ah?'
'err...no...nothing to chat...'
'cannot be lovers can be friends wat...'
><" sigh~ dont know how to explain
n i found out lots of things from them...
how he went out with other gurls n how he kau his ex last time n stuffs...
lol...i was supposed to eat my lunch that time but then i ordered ais kacang n upon hearing those stuffs...i just couldnt continue eating anymore...
sigh~
ARGH~
i dont want to know...i dont give a damn...
do I?


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 7:58 PM
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Jealousy

This is pure dumbness...seriously I-Don't-Get-Myself!
ARGHH~
it's 4:24am...i think i kinda finished my bio researh...not to say finish...
cuz i still need to rush to the library tomorrow, find journal sources, retype my bibliography, print it, n then bind it...
yeah...tonnes of work with lil bit of time
i'm so doomed~

anywayz...i dont feel like sleeping today...
so...i think this will be another long long post of my crapping here...
must forgive me ><>
plus...i like to think alot...think as in think bout those craps...
well....errr...
my hand was err itchy again...yea well...clicked on something which is not meant to be seen by me
n my mind starts to wonder again...
aiya...i also dono why in the hell m i in the state im in now?
arrghh...as the title suggests...we all very well know what i'm feeling right now...
it's been er..let's see...4 months and 18 days...
i still think bout that person...damn it
but to think of it...i heard from somewhere it says 'You are not jealous because you still miss him, you are jealous because you were once the person who is with him right now'

u know to think that i might be over him once i get to hang out around other guys...
that's not the case u know...when i'm with other guys i think bout him more
it's like my conscience is telling me i'm guilty...
i dont know why!! this is dumb!
i need to forget him...why m i not doing that? WHY?!
why do my heart skips whenever i see signs of him?
why do i think of him before i go to sleep every night?
why do my heart feels so pain whenever i know that he's err...
the list goes on la

oh wee...it's raining now...very windy ^^
suits my mood...
this is unfair...
i dont wanna get to know other guys because of that
i despise guys! i hate being around most of them...
only exception to those whom i can click well with
n i dont want be involved in a serious relationship...
i just cant put my heart in...
that's cuz my heart's with someone else =(
so even if i'm in a relationship...i still think bout that person...
it's like my body's with that person but my heart's with someone else...
it's unfair...to both of us...
oh great...the wind is blowing so strong now it's scary!! doors r banging ><>

sigh...i dont want to be with anyone i dont want!
u know what? next year i wont want to stay in m'sia anymore
i know i dont have enough money or smart enough to get scholarship to aus/us/uk...
so i'll have to consider singapore...
er...to study there i need to continue working there for 3 years to pay off the fees in singapore...
so meaning there is bigbig possibility i might stay there~
haix...i just want to crawl somewhere n hide there forever~



- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 4:24 AM
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Somewhere Out There

I saw this cutest video clip on Disney Channel...
this song - Somewhere Out There from Disney movie 'An American Tail' is so so so cute!!!
really cute...too bad i can't find the video clip...
2 cute cute mouse r singing this song in duet... XD
really melts ur heart ^^
well...maybe i could be an optimist like them XD...
really cheered me up

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there
someone's singing a prayer
That will find one another in a big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on a same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby

It helps to think we r sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
our dreams come true



- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 3:38 AM
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Procrastination

oh great...i m soooo freakin last min again...
well u see...last monday...just as i handed in my ESL research paper...after 4 months ++ of effort...i sighed a big big relief! it's like a huggeee burden taken off me...
but guess what? in that same day itself...i got back my bio research draft =.=
we were like...wat the hell~ we thought we could at least rest for 1 day!
but i didnt care as well...just dumped it in my room...
until on saturday i was chilling out in front of the tv thinking i m sooo free this whole weekend...
n then it struck me - bio final report!
shit... great...just great...
n i didnt do yet...instead...i dragged it till now!
faint la me...such a procrastinator...
i missed jj lin's promo tour in pgrm cuz i havent done my bio..n i was thinking by the time i got back i would be dead tired to do...
n yet...by right now i should be home edi...i still havent dont A THING!
gosh...can u believe me?
what the hell m i doing??!!
somemore blogging here =.="

anywayz...nowadays i havent really had the heart to blog anymore...
i didnt know what to write...
all my feelings r mixed up...i didnt wanna contradict myself
many many things happened in the past few days...
n yet i dont feel as happy as i should be
i feel guilty...i felt that i made the wrong decision
i felt that i should not do that...i really shouldnt...
it's unfair...for me...for him...for us...
sigh~
by right i should write everything bout how i feel here
i just didnt want to anymore...cuz i dont feel that way
haix~ i dont know how to explain
i really should get on with my life eh?

12/5 friday - i should remember this date...
yet it's not as big as it should be...
sigh~

anywayz...happy birthday to cele/changted/saki's ahpak 13/5 ^^


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 12:57 AM
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
Fatigue

For the past err...48 hours i guess...
I m totally knocked out...
really really very tired~!!

err...on tuesday night...
i think i gotten sick...
stomach ache + fever + nausea + headache...
n i m damn stress...err i kinda forgot for wat ><"
it's one of those days where i suddenly felt lonely n sorts ><
cried in the bathroom n cried the whole night to sleep ~ sigh~

then yesterday...i drove to college...
in that old wira! miracle how i can survive without a scratch XD
n oh...i had to rush that stupid class profile thingy...
which is due TODAY...n i've only taken over the job like what...yesterday!!
ppl take weeks to do n i had to do it in 1 day...
somemore not enough photos...faint~
that is why...at 334am now...i'm still awake
pif~ just finished the stupid thing
i dont give a damn if it's nice or not...
too tired~

sigh~ hope i can skip classes tmr ><
i wanna sleep~!!! n i havent been eating for the past 2 days...
sigh~ i need rest!!


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 3:30 AM
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
unfair

great...my chinese star doesnt seem to be working when i desperately wants to type in chinese now...

i dont know how to describe how i feel...
i didnt think that after 5 months i would still think of him so much...
i really thought that i would at least be over it...
i thought so...i really did...

until...until another guy came in my life
that didnt make me realize i didnt think of him anymore
that made me realize i think of him even much much more than before
i just couldnt bear being so unfair
the thing that hurts most is not that 'the person u love is just beside you, but he doesnt know that you love him'...it's 'the person you love is together with you, yet he has no feeling towards you'
what's the point of relationships like this?
maybe for other ppl it's fine for them..as long as they have a partner
but not for me...

i really dont know what to do...
i cried again...i cried after i end a call with someone...
n i cried because of him...i still get this feeling like i'm somehow betraying him...
even though i know he dont give a damn about me anymore
i still miss him...i feel like i dont ever want to stop thinking bout him...
i dont ever wanna forget that i still miss him
i just want to continue like this...
yet i know i must move on...
it hurts...
haix~
what am i to do?


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 2:06 AM
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Monday, May 08, 2006
Weekend

hey bloggie~ havent post for quite some time here...
i guess...for now msn n online isnt really my priority now...
last time the 1st thing on my mind was check msn for msgs n check ppl's blog
but nowadays i really lazy to care anymore lol~

lets see i was bz with wat~
hmm...friday went to watch movie with sueling n jerlynn...
well at 1st i thought it was only them...then when i reached there i saw their whole class there =.=
i didnt know what to do there...feel so out~
we watched err...She's The Man...
funny ^^ n nice lar~
ohh then i drove sueling back after that...
something happened on the way...zz =.=
well we were caught in the jam...so it's like stop...then go then stop then go de mar~
that time can go le i accelerate n let go clutch lor...then my engine died!
i was like ??? then i start again...then died again...
by that time i started to panic cuz behind alot cars...my mom was like...u never let go of ur handbrake la!!
i said 'ohh...' then i continued driving...then i thought 'since when did i pull up my handbrake???'
then i asked her...she said 'ohh...i pull up for u de'
@#$!#$#!%^@!@#$!#
wat the??!!! wat lar...i'm driving n she had the nerve to pull up the handbrake...without telling me!
how m i supposed to drive liddat...

on saturday...ohh~ i went out with err someone ^^
long time never go out with err...1 person le lol
went to pyramid again =.= no choice lar had to change jj's passes later on
watched MI3 XD we were like soo late cuz i was stuck in Padang Jawa KTM station for like an hour cuz no electric current =.=
reached 5 mins late...n the show start le...but we still managed to get the tickets XD
ahh...MI3 was nice XD n i was coward again =.= kept squeeking when something scary or exciting happens...wat lar =.=
ermm...went to eat n walk around...lolx pyramid damn sien ler...
we paseed by those shops like...countless of times edi!!
went back around evening bah...very nice of the person to accompany me in ktm till i reach my station ^^
kerlian that person ler...must double d journey to go back ><"

as for sunday~ ohh i stuck in my room read storybook the whole day...
played o2jam also...n ermm watched tv...
my o2jam was on the whole day...
i didnt even care to check my msn or watsoever =P

sigh~ i'm in dilemma now...
how?? i dont know if i should or not...
cuz...it's unfair...it's really unfair
cuz i still...
haix~ nvm


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 8:14 PM
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
忘记爱过


说寂寞说心痛说脆弱
那不是我作风
你不懂我难过你想走
我全看在眼中
我们已错过那么多
你有你的梦
我有我坦然的自由
我们还能拥有什么
能不能继续挽留

是什么让你迷惑选择了孤独
是什么让这一切变成了荒芜
曾经的拥有这样被蹉跎
爱过你恨过你
的证据一一闪过
在孤单的这一边变成了包袱
在幸福的那一边已成了败诉
放逐所有的心痛
也许痛哭就能狠下心
忘记爱过

*忘记爱过 . 张栋梁

也许我真的应该忘记我爱过他


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 11:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
SJAM state cadet camp

well...my life's kinda boring today so i thought of writing my camping experiences here...
so that i can remember n read back n laugh nx time XD

I've camped like once a year for the past few years...mostly with st.john n school...
but it was a blast XD
i think i'll focus more on the State Cadet Camp by st.john...
it was during...hmm...december 2002 i guess...
during end of form 2...yeah~

it was held in errr...kuala selangor XD
i was a noobie that time so i didnt know much about st john..
n there were only me n 1 more pair of twins from my school...
n from my area there were a few more seniors that i knew from other schools...including the senior that i liked *hint* =P
well they asked us to bring our own food...so i brought soo many things...
1 big big big backpack u always see on those foreigners when they go camping filled with clothes n camping gears n sleeping bag...
n 1 more big travelling bag filled with foods =.= canned foods + junks + mineral water...
faintt...i couldnt even carry 1 of them!!
luckily a few of my seniors were gentleman enough to help us gurls carry all the way in XD

this state cadet camp is ermm...a st john camp for selangor members...
hmm...the big rivals in selangor was between our area - kps...n kss...mostly from damansara...cuz we both always compete in competitions n all...big big rivals!
our seniors taught us to hate them...so when we see them...naturally we show sour face n so did they *childish sia =P*
we were waiting for the camp site at the ermm...administration office...
so we decided to play truth or dare...
n i was dared to hug an officer *gaspp!*
imagine...a noobie cadet going up to an officer n say 'hi...can i hug u? cuz i was dared to do so =D' somemore she was from kss!!
my god...that was wat i did...she just looked at me like @@"
then i looked at her back like @@" n i said 'err nevermind lah~ sorry for bothering'
then she suddenly smiled n say ^^ sure...
well after that i was dared to hold hands with err...the senior i liked =P
haha...nothing much lah~ just held hands...while all my friends made fun of me */pif*

it turned out that...we had to sleep in camps...n our area wasnt even aware of that!
we didnt bring any of our own tents so we had to borrow from the err...camping ppl...
n we got the worst site!! all others were clean n dry land...
ours? MUD! mud mud mud!! all muddy...
u step on it i guarantee ur feet will sink completely in...
but still we set up our camps...in the end my feets were soaked with mud...
erm...my gurls tent were bside the senior guys tent...=P
but we didnt felt like sleeping inside...So blardy HOT! dam freakin hot sia~
so we erm...put this piece of plastic on the floor...open area...
n we slept there =P only my friends lar...so daring sia...
u know how we slept? 1 of the twins...me...the guy i liked...another guy...another twin...
somemore the place was soo small we had to squeeze...
n the way we were sleeping was like soo err intimate? =P
during the night an officer suddenly came with the torchlight
'what are u guys doing here?'
'err....patrolling' ><"
'patrol why all sleep together?'
'err...here can see everything mah' =D
'oklah...careful ah'
LOL...didnt know he would let us continue sleeping that way till morning =P

oh...n guess what's our toilet?
4 pieces of wood on the floor with plastic surrounding it...the cheap plastic...
n the door also plastic..which didnt cover all...
so u can see inside...
n ohh...they dug a hole on the floor for u to pee/shit...
gosh...i didnt not shit for 7 days becuz i couldnt stand shitting there =P
n i had to stayed till 12 midnight to take bath cuz scared ppl will peep...

speaking of peeping...i was peeped...by a bunch of animals n insects!!
there were hell lots of mosquitos there...
once u r static for like 5 secs..ur legs r all filed with GIGANTIC mosquitos! sucking ur blood happily...i think i was immuned to mosquito bites
what else? MONKEYS! darn monkeys... they like to peep nevermind ah...
they r dam smart...up to an extend where they steal our stuffs...
n u know how we get back? bargain with those monkeys =.=
we give them bananas they give us our stuffs back...
oh...there were also SNAKES! i was bathing in the middle of the night n suddenly we heard ppl screaming...
suddenly they were shouting 'SNAKES!!' n i was halfway in the toilet
wahseh have to come out fast lar...so scared sia...it was so dark we couldnt see anything
in the end they had to move everybody to the hall for safety

the activities there were a blast too XD
jungle trekking...going to see fireflys at night...really very pretty ^^
hmm...ohh we cooked too...lol we had to cook veges, fishes, n eggs...
i just cracked the egg n smash all up together...
this senior from kss came n said 'ehh why u smash all up...fry nicely together la!'
then he fried for me nice nice...
then i didnt like it so i smash again 'smash also nice to eat wat'
'ehh wat la...where got ppl smash one!'
'why dont have...we wanna eat smash de la!'
'=.='
lol although not that nice still edible lar =P
n ermm...ohh the last day was the big campfire...
we ran out of food u see...so we took everybody's maggi mee n cook all together in a big big pot =.=
n we all had to eat the maggi for dinner...sux =.=
but the big big fire was nice lar...we sang n danced n all...n we had to perform also
n guess wat ...i performed snow white... ><>
silly drama...dam funny...i was laughing all the way...

n oh...my group leader was from kss...i thought they were lanci
but after this camp...i really liked them...they were really nice ^^
really dam chun lor~ learnt alot alot n had soo much fun...
in the end...back in headquarters...we all hugged n say goodbye to each other ^^


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 7:34 PM
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Monday, May 01, 2006
Long weekend

I have like 4 days of holiday n i have not done my work n assignments...
my god...i am always like that!! what lar~

let's start with friday...
hmm....woke up early n went to midvalley with my friends...
it's kinda funny...cuz initially me n my friend planned to go ktv with our closest friend...
but in the end some couldnt turn up...
n i didnt know who's going at last ><" have to call them in the morning n ask @@"
played in the arcade first...i sux in rock fever =.=
well we went to watch 'Hills Have Eyes' - my god...gruesome! totally brutal~
seriously i'm not supposed to watch that!! it's 18 for goodness sake... i was jumping n screaming throughout the whole show that my friends kept laughing!! *PFFTT!*
after that went to eat at Kim Gary...
then we walked around doing nothing =.= cuz they didnt wanna sing n i didnt wanna play pool =P so we can do nothing lor...
met wei shuang on the way back lol...but i was very moody in the train ><" didnt know why
she just talked n i just kept quiet...so unlike me

then on saturday...i was supposed to fetch my bro to tuition n then go yumchar with friends XD
so i asked my mom whether i can use the car anot..n surprisingly she just said 'just drive carefully lar' XD
well i thought they would stay at home n supervise me...
but they went to genting pulak @@" they were out whole day n i could have drove the car all the way to KL n they wouldnt even know
umm...i fetched my bro n i had to fetch sue ling...
so happy XD they said they felt safe in my car n there's nothing wrong with my driving...wee~!!
lol =P
but then i had trouble parking sia =.= parked so near to the other car ><"
went to eat lunch with them ^^ havent seen some of them for quite a while...we should do that more often...
then went to shwuyann n sueling's house...
when i reached home only i know that my parent's aint gonna be back till around midnight...
so sienz at home~
watched ManU vs Chelsea and...
boy...was i pissed...3-0!! wat the hell is mU doing??!!

and sunday...wat was i doing? my god
i cant seem to remember doing anything at all!!! just slacking n watching tv n smsing n chatting...eeeeeee!! i'm supposed to be doing my physics

today??!! i m still not done with my physics project...
i really ought to punish myself!!
no mood again >< later ="D


- 冰 `PinG~*
@ 4:25 PM
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