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bloggie...
i dont know why...i really dont know
why m i shedding tears?
why m i still thinking about it?
i'm very vulnerable huh?
it only takes abit to make me cry
that's y i'm so easily hurt
stupid hor? yeah...very...
it's been so long! WHY?
i thought...i really thought...
but yet i still...
haih~
北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱不见
tmr's my 1st day at IMU
need to sleep early n it's already 2am =X
g'nite~
Sunday, February 25, 2007
SOB!!!
nvm i'll leave the SOB part to later...
I went to the Astro Super 50 Party at Bintang Walk, KL today!
was at kl kinda early...around 3+...
thought of shopping around geh...
but saw soo many ppl waiting there ady =X
i abit kiasu wanna get good place
somemore i dont have the Restricted Zone pass that time!
around 5+ me n mich went there...
i thought the restricted zone pass no more ady
but with luck! we managed to get our hands on 2!!!!
SO HAPPY!!!! soo glad i stopped n listened to the Hotlink promoter =D
come rain come shine we waited for 2 hours + before they finally let us in the restricted zone
i got to stand right in front of the centre stage! around 3 rows from the front bah
good good view =D
the music was sooooo loud =X
can feel the whole ground n my whole body vibrating sia @@"
but still...it was fun
I had a BLAST~!
Hearing them sing n perform...
while indulging in their soulful songs n jumping to the beat of other faster songs...
really really fun !!
albeit the squeezing n raining n bad breaths n smelly b.o. =X
Dong Liang was soooo cute =D
i only had my eyes on him lolx =P
n i felt kinda touched though...everybody sang together with him ^^
very very syok hearing hundreds of fans singing together XD
saw Yee Chung, Daniel XD, Penny, Yu Heng, Eric, Z Chen, etc etc....
but then by 11+ we had to go back ady!!!!!!!!!!!
we left when Danny came on stage T.T
WAAAAAAA~!!!!!!!!!!!
i havent see FISH!! GARYYY!!!!! GUANG LIANG!!!!!!!!
*SOBZ*
wanna hear them sing live lahhhhhhh~
nothing can compare to hearing them perform live
the atmosphere is just *heartbeat* indescribable =)
overall...despite standing for 6 hours straight on heels
despite standing under the rain for like an hour +
despite having to let go of my balloon cuz it's obstructing the view =X
despite smelling bad breaths n smelly b.o.s n kena squeeze like hell
I still....had a great great time =) *winkx*
hope they'll organize more of this kinda concert XD
Saturday, February 24, 2007
!!!
Can't believe it's only a day before i start my classes in IMU!
so fast!
i havent enjoyed finish yet!!
gahh...who m i kidding =X i've been waiting for this for months now
yet when it's finally here i dont wanna start yet T.T
well i kinda moved my stuffs in yesterday to my bro's house
was really really really glad that he's not moving out yet!!
meaning i dont have to stay alone with the 2 guys at least for 1 month
gives me time to look for housemates =D
like my new room though =)
wasnt as small as i thought lol...still can put alot of stuffs lerh!
but the bad thing is my window is facing the corridor =X
meaning everybody who walk pass will get a glimpse of my room
somemore it's the 1st window beside the exit sign >.<"
meaning everybody sure walk pass de T.T
no privacyyy!!
so i moved my cupboard to block the window n install curtains lol
still havent really moved in lah
just cleaned the room yesterday
going again later! to move more things =.="
now i was thinking whether to bring my pillow there or not >.<"
my bolster is a must! wakakakaka =P
cannot live without my bolster =D
what if i feel emo n cry there....then i need my bolster to hug xP
anyway...i cant wait to go to the Astro Super 50 Party later XD
hope i can go though >.<" hope nothing goes wrong =X
i always wanna see nicholas teo, gary, daniel etc but i dont get to see =.="
this time must go le lah! dont care! /pif
i even skipped my mom's side reunion =X
well......=)
have a nice day~
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Gong Xi Fa Cai~!!
Happy PIG year =D
sorry kinda late on this...
most of the time not at home during cny...
17 Feb.CNY Eve.
CNY eve...Reunion dinner with family n relatives
normally my dad's side relatives will gather at my aunt's house in Kepong de mar
years ago we used to sit down together at a table to enjoy dinner together
well us kids all sit at the small table lah =X
but now ah =.=" all eat different time...who wanna eat then eat
aiyer...not nice at all 1...
i thought the point was supposed to be bringing families closer together while we all enjoy dinner n each other's company
haihz...now no more
well i went to 1U before dinner...with my aunt n cousins from sg
after dinner while our dads went to Genting...again
i fetched my cousins to 1U to watch movie lolxxx
wat worr!! they dumped us there...so we had to find our own entertainment
this year was the 1st year totally without fireworks for us =(
haiz...i still remember the times when we compete with our neighbours...
see who has the biggest, loudest, prettiest fireworks XD
damn fun leh...if u ignore noise + air pollution lolx...
sitting n standing on the road watching fireworks til 2, 3 am...miss those times =(
now leh =.= so sien!
but hey...i made a point to stay over at Kepong with my cousins while our dads went home =.=
n ohhh...we got our angpaos even before dinner =.=! what lahhh....
what is thisss.....somemore hor...is the dads give angpao to the kids to give out de
like...'nahh...from my dad'
what lahh! T.T wanna say 'thanx...xin nian kuai le' oso cannot =.=
18 Feb.CNY Day One.
CNY!!
i actualy woke up by myself at 8+ waiting for the lion dance + fireworks
sooo used to waking up around that time every year from the lion dance by our neighbours
but noooo....this year totally none!
i kept waking up n sleeping back in the morning...but no dong dong dong chiang at all T.T
used to think it was irritating lol...didnt realize how much i was used to it
had my lunch at michelle's grandma's house...
same as last year...just not as sad as last year though lol
went to her friend's house as well =X felt so uninvited sia...
her dad was so strict!! felt soo pressured talking to him =.=
somemore ah...this michelle lah...simply drive around...!
until........ =X
why lah why?! why must drive past there?! very sad u know? T.T
went to kepong in the evening
the adults said they r bringing us to Genting again...the day b4 oso
but kept giving excuses say cannot =.= cheh!
so i drove my cousins down to 1U again =X
this time quite fun though =)
we went to the batting cage, played foosball, pool...then chilled out at mcD's later XD
guess i felt abit of the CNY mood that time...
while most of the times i dont feel like it's CNY at all =.=
that's the point what...gather with friends n family to have fun ^^
19 Feb.CNY Day Two.
no dong dong dong chiang to wake us up again =(
woke up quite late...didnt manage to go anywhere
they lah! said wanna bring us to Genting again
but in the end cannot again! =.="
i went back home that night though...
no more clothes + hp no battery lol
20 Feb.CNY Day Three.
woke up by my dad's conversation with michelle's dad lol
they asked me wanna go Genting anot...AGAIN!
in the end plan properly ady...they say cannot pulak! what the...
still in the end i went lah...i drove myself to her house
my dad didnt want to go though =X
so we went up there....nono...my uncles fetched us halfway!
then the 4 of us sat cable car up =.= while they continued their journey up...faint
yikai, my bro, mich n me....no yihan though =(
he went back in the morning T.T felt so funny without him sia
so used to being the 5 of us ady...
we played flying coaster, watched 4D motion master, shopped around, n makan!
quite fun lah! albeit the crowd in genting =.=
went back very very late...
stayed over at mich's place...too lazy n tired n dangerous to drive back 1am in the morning lol
21 Feb.CNY Day Four.
we were planning to go 1U in the morning...yes again i know =.=
but cannot wake up sia....woke up in the afternoon =X
when i woke up i had cramps on my leg...i stood up n supported myself on my right leg n suddenly....
*thump*
i fell down just like that!!!!
its like i cant feel my leg anymore...cannot support myself on my leg n i just collapsed to the floor >.<"
the feeling sux man..zvery scary!!!
i have no control over my leg n i just fell T.T
hurt my big toe...it hurts so much now =(
after lunch we went to 1U still...lol
shopped XD
around night time we were broke lol......
terpaksa go back lah...no more $$ cannot shop anymore haha...
n now i'm home!
lolxx...tired lah!
miss my bed! miss my pillow!
miss my bolster even more!!! *muaxxxx* lol
anyway....wishing everybody the best of health and a prosperous PIG year ahead ya~
be like a pig! eat more n sleep more!! wakakaka =P
Saturday, February 17, 2007
seriously madness i tell u!!
morning MidValley with takeshi
around 3+ met up with Michelle n her friend Naj n the 4 of us set off to 1Utama
then at night once reach home around 9+ go Tesco rush CNY stuffs with mom n bro n Mich =.="!
i never get to rest leh !!!
somemore i didnt sleep a wink last night T.T
well...around 8+ liddat i left home ady =.="
else nobody fetch me to train station...KTM again >.<"
brought back memories though lol..
those days when i sat train alone to college while looking at the view from the window =)
he was late! wakakaka...1st time i arrived earlier =P
anyway...i was seriously a hardcore shopper in MV sia @@"
kept going in shops after shops n trying on clothes upon clothes upon clothes =X
those shops of my style i sure try around 2-3 pieces of clothings de
kerlian the poor boy lah lol...have to be so patient n wait for me
while i walk around hunting for items n taking my time in the changing room debating to myself whether or not to buy =.="
somemore whole morning leh =X
even i was feeling bored n tired ady...lol
somemore wasted we went 1U later he cannot exchange =(
...sorry >.<"
ermm...around 3+ met mich n sit n naj at carrefour
n mich drove us to 1U =D
wee~! 1st time i'm not the driver heading to 1U lolx...
by that time i was abit tired...n grumpy =X
continued my shopping conquests again lol
n due to my weariness i was being indecisive =.="
i tried the SAME shirt for 2 times the same day...bringing it 5 times in total lol
n i went to that SAME shop 3 times before finally deciding to buy it
haha i guess he was getting restless by then
by dinner time i was very very tired n grumpy n moody =X
wanted to go back but then cannot lah >.<"
then in the car on the way back i was quiet lol...too tired ady
my mind not working properly
yet when we shopped at Tesco my mind perked up again !
but then...to the wrong direction leh
i was having mad cow disease that time =X
so was michelle!! XD
Tesco was packed with moutains of ppl! all doing last min shopping for CNY
we kept pushing around >.<" n laughing n joking around lol
even took pic at the fish market!
those ppl who passed by us were like @@"
sure thinking we both got mental prob lah take pic with the fishes
in the end we managed to get all the stuffs bah ^^
btw, so good of mich to fetch me back n help out in Tesco XD *thx /kis*
also thx to takeshi for accompanying as well lol =)
what a long long long day...
2 shopping malls n 1 hypermarket in 1 day
n oh...no rest in between T.T
Friday, February 16, 2007
lolx...too sien nothing to do
remembered a conversation on MSN just now
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-かい- says:
i think happiness all comes from health and money
-かい- says:
hahaha
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
NO LAH
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
NOT ALL OK
-かい- says:
for me la..lol
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
so u mean
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
everytime u go out with me jus walk walk n talk talk n shop shop
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
u very unhappy lah SOB
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at this point i thought
haha...trap u at a dead corner
cannot answer ady leh? /gg
mana tau the fella go reply :
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-かい- says:
ah
-かい- says:
tht one diff mar~
-かい- says:
like...i had money to go to college...so i met u...so happiness came!
-かい- says:
aha!
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
=.=
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
EH
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
WAT LAH
- 冰 `PinG~* - says:
where got like this! /beat
-かい- says:
HAHA
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really zhar dou =.="
what kind of crap answer is that /pif
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Bloggieee.....
ermm...i'm bored =(
lolx...
CNY's in like...2 days....
n my house / family members r totally deprived of CNY mood!!
gosh...seriously u can search my whole house...
every inch n nook of it n i bet u wont find any sign suggesting CNY
lol =)
i havent even cleaned my room yet...
(not that my room needs any cleaning though)
but still...must tidy abit to welcome CNY mar
plus this is my last week staying in my room le =X
must make my last week sleeping there comfy ^^
u know what?
i think i'll clean my room later...like as in...during midnight =D
LOL i know what u're thinking right now
'siao ah? where got ppl clean during midnight de?'
no choice lah...i'm asleep during daytime =.="
plus tmr i'm going shopping =D
then saturday i wont be home for CNY already
so i think i wont be sleeping tonight lol...
else i wont wake up tmr to go out
tmr hardcore shopping leh =P
morning go midvalley...then evening go 1U XD
lol...abit siao >.<" from morning till night... hope i can buy my cny clothes bah i havent bought even 1 leh! =D i think i'll start tidying up my room
i shall blog again later....when i'm done n i'm bored waiting for morning to come lol 
p/s: i fell in love with this shirt...wanted to buy!!! but no more stock!!!!! T.T cannot find anymore *SOB*
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
dear bloggie,
i dont know how to start this post...
probably should wish everyone reading this Happy Valentine's Day =)
hope u guys enjoy ur day ahead with the romantic plans lolx...
urmm...it's uncanny...lol
i mean...although i dont mind being alone today
i cant help but feel a little...err...envious of some ppl
these ppl...are being blessed...n yet they dont know it
being the one playing cupid isnt at all that lucky...
ppl come to me asking for advice on valentine's day
well...of cuz i give them my sincere advice...
wishing them with luck with all my heart n hoping they would be happy with their ones
n yet...why would they want to chuan about my being alone?
it's like adding salt to my wound
'har? u never get flowers before ah?'
'i dont believe u never celebrate valentine's before'
doesnt it hurt enough for me already?
just trust me when i say it seriously ok?
well...i dont really mind that...
what i do mind is some ppl would complain n whine about them being so lonely n unlucky...
yet behind their backs there is someone planning to surprise them
n i'm helping them =.="
hello??!! does anyone even think about my situation here?
i really cannot stand it >.<"
being the middle person...all the while i know that they r in for a surprise
n they r gonna be happy receiving flowers or chocolates or dates today...
i'm in the dark...helping their admirers keep secrets n plan their surprise
hoping everything would be perfect for them on this special day
n still they would complain to me that i'm the 1 lucky...
that they r lonely n nobody cares about them...
err...may i ask what's so lucky about being me?
dont they know that there are ppl out there that cared so much about them that they r planning surprises for them?
try being in my shoes for just this one day...
i think they would realize that they r much much more blessed than me...
how come nobody ever considered my feelings?
ok...i know im complaining here
but try being me...
seeing everything from the whole point of view...
in the end...i'm the lonely one...
i'm the one helping everybody perfecting their surprises
keeping secrets for everyone
n yet they think that i'm gonna have a wonderful day
it's sad u know...really really depressing
knowing each n everyone of them are blessed with love on valentine's
except me....
I think i know how cupid feels now
but still...that's what cupid does rite?
i should be happy for all of them... =)
祝天下有情人终成眷属
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
U know before i was typing this post...i was kinda curious of the Valentine's Day post last year
so i went to read the 2006 version of it =D
lol...seems like what i was feeling then n what i was feeling now is almost the same bah
Valentine's loner again this year =X
yeah well...the only thing diff is that i dont have to go out n see mushy scenes n pretty flowers n delicious chocolates that makes me envy lolx...
i guess i'll sleep in till around evening n stay home the whole day =)
well i do notice a difference between my feelings last year n this year
last year...i was still hoping n wishing that someone would celebrate valentine's with me
i was still jealous over those lovely couples...
n i even wished that someone...or at least a friend would send me gifts or wat
n most of all...i was still heartbroken...n i missed...him
but this year...!
i've grown out of it...seriously...lolx =)
im not hoping or wishing anymore
even if someone tells me 'dont give up lah...maybe got surprise leh?'
i would laugh the hell out of me
if that happens pigs r gonna fly lah seriously
i know very well now that that's not gonna happen...in my dreams maybe lah lolx
but then seems like after the err...sad sad birthday experience i had this year
i kinda...woke up from my dream =D
it's like after the day passed i suddenly realized that there's no use in hoping n waiting
february 14 is just any other day lol...
anyway......
i never spent valentine's before n prolly never will in a long time to come
n dont chuan me...i never received flowers or chocs before either
dont say impossible kay?
it happens...
every year without fail i will be alone during special days
so....errrr wish those out there happy valentine's day =)
Monday, February 12, 2007
do u ever experience the feeling of ur mind being millions of miles away when u're doing something?
it's as though u're doing that something only half heartedly...with no focus at all
the day before was one of those days...when i'm on auto pilot
i dont only experience it while doing something...
it's like the whole day i was on auto pilot where i cannot focus at all
when i'm doing things my mind's not in it...
only my body's doing the job...like a robot
i guess it's somewhat affected by my being awake for more than 24 hours
when i was preparing to go out yesterday afternoon
gosh i look like a zombie >.<"
my eyebags were sooo sooo dark n baggy n obvious!
the glint in my eyes r giving me away that i'm not there at all
when i drove to michelle's house i was on auto pilot =.=
that's dangerous...seriously dangerous
the whole journey on the highway i was staring far far away...
just staring at a far distance...like a void...empty...meaningless
paying no attention at all to the cars around me...
i didnt even realize i reached her house =.="
well knowing that i was not able to drive that far to kl...n survive
i asked mich to drive lol...
i felt better as the day passed...
visited my bro...gosh >.<" we got lost in the condos
kept going to the wrong block n couldnt find the elevator...
we were running around for like 15 mins...
only to go to the wrong block again!!
in the end we followed 1 guy n we found the elevator at last lolx
well...i have to move in sometime next week bah...
anyway...i thought i was supposed to clean up the room...as my sis suggested
so i thought i would be able to stay there n help them clean until 4+
while mich goes to her hiphop class at 3
but then my bro said i nonit to do anything yet >.<"
the room's too messy with his stuffs n he said he would clear it later
meaning i just go for a look only bah...n it was only 2+ that time
plus my bro's going out...n dont forget mich was having dance class at 3!
i was all alone! T.T
stuck there with no where to go...........
sob~ everybody abandon me....
well...i was supposed to err...meet up with some friends
but guess they busy bah...
ffk again...didnt call me back =.= bahh...getting used to it le lah
so i went to mich's grandma's house >.<"
kinda weird being there alone...without her...paiseh lah
i had nothing to do there so i sat in front of the piano for 1 hour +
while my bum was glued to it all the time @@"
i didnt realize time passed...
was auto piloting again
fingers danced across the keys yet my mind was far far away
somewhere at the other end of the world ~
i was quite emo that time...
kept playing 菊花台 >.<" emo song...aiskk
didnt realize i could play for that long without any interruptions...or temptations
usually after a while i would either be bored or thirsty or tired or hungry...
but not this time...no...
i kept going on n on n on...n i almost didnt want to stop
i could swear i almost forgot where i was that time
all the time thinking i was at some isolated spot at the end of the world playing music by my own
i like that feeling...
playing the song that i like...while thinking that i was somewhere else
n the wind blows occasionally...
very soothing =)
that didnt last long though >.<"
i started to get gastric pains by the time i was leaving from mich's house
driving in pain is very very suffering i tell u!
when i got home i just collapsed on my bed...
it was hurting so much till i teared =X
i didnt even bother eating also...
when i got up few hours later it was still painful
but luckily got chicken soup ^^
must thank my mom n bro bah
even though they reluctantly bought for me n even more reluctantly helped me prepare =X
i should go to bed now >.<"
but i still feel that my soul's not with me right now
it's somewhere out there...
i feel....
so empty....
Sunday, February 11, 2007
see~ cute right? XD
Dear bloggie...
I couldnt sleep again >.<"
not that i dont wanna sleep...
it's past my bedtime!
my bedtime's at 6am these days btw =P
if i didnt have to go to my bro's place later i wouldnt have stayed up...
i know if i sleep now i wouldnt be awake till around 4pm =X
so must sacrifice my sleeping time lor T.T
but 2 more hours before i leave home...
what to do lerh?
n i'm kinda worried though...
i know i will be super blur without my precious sleep...
it'll make me a zombie =X
n i have to drive there later >.<"!!
hope i dont bang any cars horh...
after this im going to my bro's place...
more like my new room in a few weeks time
it's just opposite IMU so it'll be convenient for me
meaning i'll be leaving home after all these years!!
weee~ can escape the clutches of my parents ady =D
n i dont have to face the bare walls n empty house everyday
can live by myself n have my own freedom XD
well...dont know how will i feel when i really move in there >.<"
but i know for one that i will miss here...undoubtedly
oh well...on another note...cant wait to check out my new place =)
anyway...it's been holiday for me for like...2 months ++
n i havent been anywhere!!! *grrrrrr*
i promised myself that i would at least go somewhere for a holiday trip
n to think that i have sooo much time these days =.="
yet i didnt go anywhere */pif*
well except for singapore lah...but that 1 not really counted cuz i go there every year >.<"
i wanna go somewhere else with my friends
oh i had a few trips in mind with some ppl...
but have to thank that some ppl for ffk-ing
sigh...i thought i would have fun this holiday
and oh...lately i'm addicted to music!!
if i come to knowledge of any nice songs...
then i'll search for mad for the song...
after downloading it i will listen to it non-stop =X
keep repeating n repeating yet never get bored of it
before this were songs from 微笑PASTA
now it's Van 范逸臣's songs from his 不说出的温柔 album
i love his songs *<3<3*>
lol...cant think of anything else to crap =D
guess i'll sign off here`
New Look
After almost 4 hours of sweat...
finally...
I present to you - my new skin XD
*clap claps*
well...must give credit to %purplish.STEPS n blogskins.com ^^
i know i dont have the ability to create skins as nice as the skins there
my previous skin...created by me =D
actually is modify from pre-set de blogger skin lol...
that's y u see not that nice lah i know...
so i rather download nice ones xP
anyway...still took quite long to err add in things n personalize abit bah?
i m kinda satisfied with it =)
new look...fresh feelings bah? XD
enjoy =)
Saturday, February 10, 2007
依旧
还以为
我真的放下了
难道 在内心深处
我还有那么一点点的在意？
说一点点 是自欺欺人吧
为了这 我竟然掉下了眼泪
连我自己都很惊讶
惊讶 为何我还会在意
惊讶 为何我的心还会为他痛
原来 表面上的无所谓
其实只是伪装
把我自己都给骗了
突然回想起 往昔的点点滴滴
才发现
它还在我脑海里
我还没把它给忘了
至今 仍然好清晰地印在我心里
怎么办？
我还能怎么办
只能
默默的
慢慢的
把这一切 忘了
我能吗？
Thursday, February 08, 2007
tortured mind
dear bloggie...
>.<"
how to describe my mood now?
err....
unstable for one...
i dunno why...
since around evening bah...i started feeling abit ermm...hot tempered >.<"
any sentence that sound a wee bit harsh might offend me
big time i mean...
so i rather not chat with anybody
knowing very well that i might throw a tantrum anytime >.<"
n that person might not deserve such a treatment from me lol
aih...i've seen worse of myself
i know for a fact that my temper was very bad last time...
guess i was immature then...
but then nowadays i will think from the other person's side bah
n then there's this bad thing
i might think for them too much till i neglect myself
excuse my crappiness
i think it's because of the imprisonment in my own home that's doing this to me!
too bored...seriously bored...
now i know why prisoners turn mad after spending years in prison
really can die! T.T
waaaaa~!!! HELP~!!
if i got car it's still fine...
when i feel too stress at home i can drive elsewhere to escape a few days
at least a change of environment mar...
better than facing the bare walls of my house
thinking bout dumb stuffs...
ARGH!!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
odd hours routine
what would u think if u see ur neighbour taking out garbage in the middle of the night? =X
exactly...1 word - 'siao'
that's what i always thought of my neighbour when i hear them cooking as early as 4am =.="
as usual i always stay up that late n when i hear them cooking i would be @@"
then i would look at the clock n see the time...
n start to curse them =P
midnight's the only time i get total silence n peace...a world of my own
where everybody is asleep n no one interrupts me...
that's y i dont like it when they fry things n make noise /pif
paiseh out of point...as i was saying...doing things so early in the morning is abit err haywire rite?
well... =X
that's exactly what i've been doing these days >.<" i guess if i were another person few houses away i would scold myself 'crazy ah?'
i just finished hanging my clothes in my backyard lolx... =P
imagine >.<" my backyard isnt exactly bright u see...
very dark...except for the lights from my house n a few houses...
n i spend a good few mins there hanging clothes...
now i know u would probably say there's no sun to dry my clothes in the middle of the night... lolx...n normally ppl dry clothes in the morning de mar
but then considering my situation...midnight's the best time for me to hang my clothes outside xP
i always sleep late...n i wont be up till the sun sets...
so if i dry my clothes after i wake up there would be no more sun to dry my clothes...then have to hang there whole night
so i resort to hanging clothes before i sleep...n by the time i wake up my clothes would be all dry =D
smart right? /gg
lol...n i also do dishes n housework in the middle of the night >.<"
aiyoh...i like to do things alone mar =D somemore so free...cannot sleep leh!
seeing my rubbish bin full...i was considering taking out the garbage jus now
somemore those foods cannot leave too long...else got alot flies n ants n worms >.<"
but then hor...... very scary lerh >"<
while i hang those clothes ady i can feel those chilly winds
n the eerie silent backroad...really creeps up the place lerhx =X
i dont dare to leave the vicinity of my house...
if i take out the garbage means i have to open my backdoor...
scary >.<"!!!! never know what might happen... T.T
by the way......
范逸臣 is too shuai <3<3
haha....when friends ask me i like which type of guy..
i always answer them i dono...cuz i always think of some criterias n i would end up falling for a guy totally opposite of that
but if i really have to answer...looks wise... should be Van bah =D
i used to think he's abit err....not good looking n abit old >.<"
but then now with short hair he looks younger n cuter le lerh! xP
seeing him in 国光帮帮忙...he looks thin now...just nice XD
too cute le...especially when he smiles =)
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
crap
dear bloggie...
aiyoh...dont know how to describe my mood right now =X
really...dono what to say...
plus hor...songs can really affect my mood >.<"
repeatedly hearing the likes of 黄昏晓 n 北极星的眼泪 really pulls my mood down lah
somemore it's addictive...hear ady must keep repeat >.<"
actually i oso dono for wat reason i m sad
funny eh? but why m i not laughing =X
aihz~ sad...
but hor...confirm got something that inflict the depression in me de mar...
cannot be moody for no reason de bah?
i dono lerh...i started seeing pics
gosh...my itchy hand again >.<"
believe me i m well over it...
but at times like this...listening to sad songs...
i really cant help but reminiscence
while the memories flood back from the back of my mind...
sadness will take over me...regardless of how happy i was before that
sien...whole week at home again...
no car somemore...actually it doesnt make any difference =X
got car also i got nobody to go out with...
not that i wanna complain so much...
but then staying at home everyday like this with nothing to do
no one to chat with...
really can poison my mind >.<"
paiseh crap too much... >.<"
too sien until nothing to blog about also~
sigh......
Friday, February 02, 2007
微笑 Pasta
LoL...i abit siao XD
i started watching around few days ago bah...
i think...monday night...n i finished watching XD
every night chiong till 6+ only reluctantly go to bed =X
but hor....微笑 Pasta by Zhang Dong Liang n Cyndi Wang really really cheers u up lerhx ^_^
the happiest series i've watched ^^
n hor...they look soooooo cute together
super cute XD
especially the way they bicker...too cute le! 打情骂俏 =D
this show...is not the sad n touching romantic kind bah
but then...seeing them quarrel everytime yet in their hearts they dont wanna admit they have feelings for each other really super sweet XD
took him like around 16 episods to confess lerhx =.="
seeing them...at that stage of love...really very sweet oh
the stage where both like each other but dont dare to confess...暧昧
in their hearts they know...yet die die also wanna deny =.="
i guess that stage is the sweetest de bah ^^
only pure feelings...the innocent stage before commitment n other probs start to appear =X
seeing them together really made me smile =)
although...got abit envy larh =X i guess most girls will feel that way =D
but then...too bad lah lolx...
nothing much to comment de larh....this kind of world...purely fictional lolx
seems quite impossible...but who knows? ^_^
but some scenes really too dumb lerh =.=" stupid scenes...but never fail to make us laugh =D
even though this is a happy series...but then i still cant help but to let a tear or 2 escape my eyes lah >.<"
last few episods...seeing them really touching mar...
the way he confessed to her...the way he proposed to her XD
tears of joy...i cried till i smile =)
anyway...Dong Liang's acting as He Qun really superb oh...
didnt know he can act so well...his expressions too cute le XD
n i think my bro is fed up of me saying everyday 'zhang dong liang too cute too shuai le lah!!' xP
hope i can see more of his series =)
n i especially like his voice eh...very unique...gentle n soft ^^
hearing those romantic phrases with his voice are like... wahh~ so sweet n touching <3
Gino's acting as He Qun's younger bro Ah Zhe also damn yeng...
even though he look like the macho kind as opposed to He Qun's gentle kind he should be the elder bro =.="
but then...he still rox lah XD
damn yeng... yet he is still kind n caring =)
but then horr.....the part that i dont like about the show is their kisses =X
lolx....their kisses sux lerh !!!!!
seriously sux =.=" throughout the show he almost kissed her a few times but got ppl interrupt them =.=" sheesh~
n then when they really did kiss it's only for a while or an accident or wat
then until the last last part...the most important kiss hor =X
aiyoh......they really need to brush up their kissing skills lah =.="
looks like dong liang is the 1 kissing n moving his lips around n cyndi just closes her mouth =.="
somemore for so long...lol
but ah...im sure they will improve ^^
i better get some sleep le lah...
after this dono wat to do le lerh >.<" no more series to watch...
oh yah...in that show Xiao Shi always say the same sentence in almost every episod...
kinda catches up on me lol
只要笑一笑, 没什么事过不了 ^_^