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Bloggie!!! i m guilty as charged =(
SOOO sinful of me...naughty gurl! *shakes head*
I...am supposed to be studying!!!
ok lah i shall not make myself sound so angelic
for stating the mere intention of studying =X
more like doing my work lah... so no choice =.=
have to read up on menstrual cycle for PBL
i am guai u know! really!
finished reading Marieb, starting on wikipedia =X (lazy bum...dint bother to find elsewhere)
n i actually typed the heading 'Menstrual Cycle' on microsoft word!
BUT THEN! =(
something else got the better of me...
i figured out why the pics in some blogs r not able to load
so sad rite...b4 that i was browsing danson n chun's blog
but still...cannot see the pics =(
after i figured out why i twiddled here n there abit...n VOILA!
the pics r there!!! for my eyes to feast @@ *droolssss*
eeekkk...!!
danson too cute larh!! too SHUAI!! too HOT!!!
omg =.=...i sound like a schoolgirl =X lolxx
but then really too cute le mar...
suddenly sooo many cute pics of danson for me to see~
*hearts! <3*
n my err..menstrual cycle lay there...in microsoft word...
forgotten...abandoned... =(
LOL...
wat wor!!
i ask u har...
u compare this... 
with this!!!
NOW u get wat i mean right? like...totally no fight rite?!! who would wanna see a stupid complicating diagram =P when there's such a nice sight for the eyes =D
ahh...bliss... =)
oh...i found out something as well.....LOOK!!!
Look look!!!
SEE!!!he's using the SAME phone as i do!!!!OMG!!!!same type same colour somemore ok!!!!!! ok lah i m over-reacting...but but....but...still it's nice to know right? *winks*
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
eh...must say 1st...
the cooking disaster is not my fault ok!
well u see...i didnt stay at vista the week before mar...
so my veges in the fridge all >.<" errr....quite long ady
i think around 2 or 3 weeks le bah @@"
as u can imagine...it's rotten!!!
eww...some really quite disgusting lerh
i ended up throwing almost all my veges in the fridge T.T
left 1 miserable cabbage...
but that 1 also abit...err....rotten on the outside lerh
so...as i was cooking the cabbage n worrying about my vege supplies for the remaining days of the week to come...
i realize the...electric cooker i was using was err...giving out some foul smell
erm...i was using the...induction heater...
nerhh...the 1 with the metal plate at the bottom...to heat up the wok?
then lots n lots of smoke were coming out from the sides lerh...meaning from down there
not from my vege >.<"
i wanted to ignore it...continue cooking my vege!
but then it got worse until i cannot help but to off the switch
gosh...when i lifted up the wok rite...
the metal plate down there was like melting!!!
eeeeeee.....the shape all distorted ady >.<"
n can see the plate was like soften jor =X
how come will melt arh? =.=
SOB! well at least now i have bigger probs than the rotten veges =.=
nonit to eat for the whole week le larh!
sigh~
Saturday, May 26, 2007
ahoy mate!
lol...ok i suck at piratey terms i know =P
Weeeee~!!
i get to watch XD
well... to tell ya the truth...
it wasnt up to my expectations lah =X
i mean...i know lah it's not gonna be as good as the previous ones
the critics n review r harsh u know! kinda indicating that it's best if we sleep through the movie =.= so bad larh they all!
albeit that...i still enjoyed the movie =)
some parts made my heart beat in excitement!
n some parts made me weep >.<"
n oh...especially the last part!
not many ppl know wor....after the credits there's still 1 part
lucky i read that in the newspaper...that the director say must stay till the end end after the credits XD
n lucky someone reminded me lol...
that time around 10+ ppl left nia...n when they showed the part
i was like 'awww...too bad others didnt get to watch =P'
so must stay back ya!!
er...i dont wanna be a spoiler here >.<"
so ermm....dont continue reading ok?
dont say i didnt warn u!
*SPOILER ALERT!*
at 1st i dont know what to make of the movie...
quite hard to catch up u know...
i wanted to watch pirates 2 again to recall b4 i watch this...but couldnt find time =(
so it was difficult trying to patch things together watching this >.<"
the whole movie half my mind was contributed to linking the events to the 2nd movie...
thinking why is it so?? wat happened in the 2nd movie to make it happen this way??
until the end i was still trying to put pieces together =X
still....it was nice lah!! XD
it didnt have the 'Wow!' effect as the 1st movie...
but it's still errr...Chun! lolx...
the action part...the special effects n all...
still beats me how they create scenes like that =D
really cool lah watching all the fighting part XD
Jack is soo cute!! haha...still as witty as ever
but hor...throughout the whole movie...
i dont get whose side is he on =.=
still trying to figure out the whole story here...
the part i lurvee most!!! the battle part where Will n Elizabeth got married!! XD
sooo cute larh... =)
can marry in that kind of situation...very romantic =D
but the ending is so sad!!!!! T.T
i dont want....him...to....die!!!
SOB!!!!
*well he didnt actually die lah*
i want a happy ending!!
that's worse than death u know!
but then....i guess...
that's best for them =(
else Will Turner jr. wont exist =D
ah well...it was an enjoyable 3 hour =)
all in all...a good movie ^^
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
heyya...remember that post about Variety Night around march?
the orientation activity that i had so much fun in =D
well...this is the video of my group performance
*p/s: the winning performance =P
Monkey God's adventure - Journey to the Sea
Enjoy =)
*p/p/s: must enjoy u know!!! i put alot of effort in it!!! Bluekk =P
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
er...hi bloggie...
i'm feeling kinda low today >.<"
not that i have no idea why...
i err...
sigh~
what's wrong with me?
seriously...someone tell me...
i dont mind...
i thought...things are different
that i m no longer that way...
but why?
why are things...like this...
u know wat?
maybe i'm oversensitive...
i am u know =.= too paranoid
yeap...that's wat it is
shouldnt think so much
but...if there are changes...
then most prolly it's not only me u know
how can things just change drastically in a few days
i mean...routines one are used to...
u couldnt just change everything in a day...
u r bound to feel weird...
to miss doing the things...
to miss...
nvm...u know what?
im in klang...
this week's been abit of a havoc =X
well.......didnt make it to vista on monday morning even though i was very well prepared
after like wasting 2 hours of my time...i had to drive there
not that i'm mad or wat...just...disappointed
then i had to drive back home...
thought that today i can go vista again...
but then i had to drive there again =.=
aiy...i dont think i wanna go tmr
not driving there for 1 hour lecture...
esp with that lecturer...dumbo...
go shine the laser light right into my eyes
scolded me as well...
JUST BECAUSE i was tilting my head to the side when my friend was asking me ques bout HIS lecture...
he asked me dont look elsewhere...pointed the laser light at me to look at the slides
stooopid....
nope! i'm not going...
meaning this week i'm not gonna stay in vista =.= for a week long
urgh...
funny how 1 small thing can cause such a big disturbance
=X
well...
i...
sigh...
seems that...
it is quite surprising how things can change in a blink of an eye
in just a few days where some unexpected things happen made me happy...
the simple...innocent happiness...no worries =)
at long last...after a long long long time being sad n lonely in my own shell
i was feeling happy...n enjoying the days
but good things never last long u see...
all these...are replaced
by...sadness =(
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Playlist Tag:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.
How are you feeling today?
> Firefly - A teens
- Har? i'm feeling...like a firefly?? lolx...i dunno how fireflies feel =X But i do feel down today...n i would like to visit them though...guess it suits my mood =)
Will you get far in life?
> Miracle - HowL
- Oo...lolx...either that means that my life will be a miracle...which is good =D OR i need a miracle to get far in my life...which is no good =.="
How do your friends see you?
> シリウス (Shiriusu) Sirius - Kim Jung Hoon
- err....as far as i know...Sirius is a star @@" a dog star in fact =.= nevermind that...but it's the brightest star in the heavens u know! so...my friends see me as a star ah? lolx...i'm sooo flattered *pukesss*
Will you get married?
> 枫 Maple leaf - Jay Chou
- Sweat...maple leaf...it doesnt make sense?
What is your best friend's theme song?
> 将军令 General's command - Wu Ke Qun
- @@" my best friend, which i'm not sure who...is a person who likes to be in command?? lolx...
What is the story of your life?
> 黄昏哓 Evening star? - Cyndi Wang
- sweat...the title means the 1st star that appears in the sky when it gets dark... Sooo...that's the story of my life arh? My life as a star........ damn...that brings back memories >.<"
What was your highschool like?
> 纪念 Reminisence - Liu Jia
- haha...my high school was like remembering the past all the time kah? eh...to a certain extend it's quite true u know...i was daydreaming all the time in class during high school @@" reminiscence bout things >.<" wahh...not bad ah
How can you get ahead in life?
> Vans - The Pack
- swt...1st of all...i dont even know what this vans means @@" izit the plural form of the...vehicle van? if it is...sweat! i can get ahead in life by...driving lots of vans??? =.="
What's the best thing about your friends?
> He Said, She Said - Ashley Tisdale
- errhh...the best thing about my friends is wat they say?? lol...well i guess chatting with friends n listening to wat they say is? >.<" ehh...but gossiping all the time isnt good u know =D
What is in store for this weekend?
> You Right Now - Byul
- who's the you? someone's in store for me this weekend kah? lolx... now i wonder who will be the kerlian fella? =P
What song describes you?
> Love & Money - Van Fan
- Whoaa!!! love and money describes me??? ehh...very not true okay! on the contrary i have neither =.=" but...it does describe wat i want? lolxx...
What song describes your grandparents?
> Mungkin Nanti Maybe later - Peterpan
- umm...maybe later?? har?? i dont get it >.<" maybe later i will meet them arh? wah...meaning i have a short life @@"
How's your life going?
> 黃昏 Dusk - Nicholas Teo
- my life...is...err...like...dusk? the dark part of twilight where the transition of day to night takes part? does it mean...it's partial darkness...gloomy...sad...depressing.... lol...yeah my life's heading that way i can see =(
What song will they play at your funeral?
> I Believe - Tata Young
- I believe??!!! meaning wat?? the way i'm thinking...if the song is played meaning they believe i'm really dead? Really want me dead mer? T.T
How does the world see you?
> Kiss Goodbye - Lee Hom
- SOB...the world wants me dead as well ah? wanna kiss me goodbye? T.T
Will you have a happy life?
> 你是我唯一的执著 you're the only thing i'm stubborn about? - Jerry Yan
- sweat...meaning i will not have a happy life? cuz i'm stubborn about 1 person ahh?? who wor? =X i thought... i'm...letting...go.... i should....be happy... >.<"
What do your friends really think of you?
> 机会 Opportunities - Wilber Pan
- so...my friends think of me as an opportunity? for wat? >.<" wah...i'm such a usable person ah? T.T lolx...im sure...or im hoping...that they dont think of me that way?
Do people secretly lusts after you?
> 安静 Quiet - Jay Chou
- sweat...well...does it mean that there are ppl who quietly lusts after me? LOL...it's good? no? heyy...at least i'm wanted ok? lol...
How can you make yourself happy?
> The Imperial March - John Williams
- LOL....i can make myself happy by marching!! oh...n it must be imperial... i wonder how's that gonna make me happy? if i try doing that in the palace i would die of humiliation =.="
What should you do with your life?
> Jewel - Ayumi Hamasaki
- i should...buy jewelleries!! lol...if only i had that kind of money =(
Will you ever have children?
> 江南 river south? - JJ Lin
- swt...i will if i err...travel to the south of the river! haha...doesnt answer to the ques /pif
What song would you strip to?
> 愛我別走 Love me, Don't go - Zhang ZhenYue
- @@" it's not a sexy song...more like a sad song u know =.= doest make me feel like stripping... On the other hand...try imagining if i wanna stop my lover from leaving me...n i start stripping to this song... OMG...so EWW...wont happen ok =.= haha...
What does your mom think of you?
> On The Way - John Huang
- that i'm on the way? to wat? success?? glory?? fame?? *drools* well...at least it means that im on the way to something...hopefully good? lolx...
What is your deep, dark secret?
> 好久不见 Long time no see - Jacky Cheung
- long time no see who? my deep, dark secret is that i havent seen something/someone for a long time =D now u know...haha
What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
> Still Believe - Kim Jung Hoon
- wat believe again?? my mortal enemy still believes in something...well if i have 1 lah =.=
What is your personality like?
> My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion
- =.=" so my personality's like that eh? that my heart will go on no matter wat...swt...i dont want to be hanging on for someone u know >.<" no good...but if it's interpreted like that it's kinda true lerh...
What song will be played at your wedding?
> 僕らなりの詩 (Bokura nari no uta) Poem of us?- Kim Jung Hoon
- wahh...why so many of jung hoon's songs 1 =.="anyway...i know wat this means (or at least that's wat i know from asking my friend)! lolx... n quite err...suitable u know haha... play a song about our poem during our wedding...very sweet ^^
5 ppl I wanna Tag:
anyone who feels like doing lol...
i think ppl r feeling frustrated with me...cuz i got no one else to tag =X
so if u think it's fun go ahead =D
disappointing day
bloggie!
mood not very good... =(
so er...wont put much effort in making my post interesting =X
yesterday....
i went to 1U!! to catch Rynn Lim live! =D
well...dont know why everytime i'm up for something like this...
i would be alone =(
really!! erm...the last time was during Wilber Pan's promo tour...
dono whether i've posted that up...
but it was a....sad thing lah waiting alone there for 1 hour ++
while looking around ppl have temans to talk to u know
anticipating excitedly...giggling while chatting bout him =X
n i would be staring...at them...at the ceiling...at ppl a few floors up...at the stage...
anyhoo...that was last time...
this time around...urgghh...deja vu all over again
n oh...i was feeling much much worse than last time
prolly because...i like wilber more than rynn? oops =X
i was there quite early...went to mph to read on that harry potter book...
err...nerrhh...the 1 that predicts what will happen in harry potter 7
but...cannot take it anymore lah...taking out all the fun
i was thinking what a spoiler it would be >.<"
so i went down n wait...in front of the stage
i waited...stared at the stage...at the crowd...
waited somemore...stared at the ceiling...stared at the ppl leaning on the railings above...
n waited...looked at the lengchai sony promoter =P
compared him to rynn...they looked similar u know...
but that promoter looked much much better than rynn >.<"
not to say he's not handsome lah...
mind u i admired him for his talent n ability to sing ok... =D
anyway...he was late! as usual lah...
celebrity marhh...
n then hor...i was boiling by the time he's here >.<"
not out of impatience...it's just that
i dono why i was feeling that way...
quite pissed...but dono at wat..
wondering whether i have made the right choice of going there
the fans were annoying me...i know im 1 of them
but...at least i have a bit of pride left in me u know
i looked at me n looked at them...
i stared thinking that...i am a few years elder than them...
n maybe i should act more mature
OKAY...i dont know what m i talking here...
on the other hand...it's fun u know...
screaming ur lungs out...shouting the celebrity's name
can get u high being in that live...err...atmosphere
STILL...
no point pushing n squeezing n stepping on other's foot
just to put ur hands in front so that u might be able to touch him
screaming n shouting like soh poh oso =X
really...gahh...cant stand the stench >.<"
n ppl stepping on my foot n pushing me behind...
some ppl behind me was feeling the same as me u know
looked at those er...'passionate' fans n kinda smirked
so anyway...
he sang 2 songs =)
nice to listen to him sing live u know...
really enjoyed it ^^
n he carried a small girl too!!
sooo cute~
i shouted lah...i admit...but it was out of err...encouragement
rather than those typical 'eeee!! ahhh!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!! look at me!!! I love u so so much!!!' which will render the person out of breath n gasping for air after that =X
that time i was in dilemma...dono whether to buy his album anot >.<"
i wanted to buy since the album came out u know
cuz the songs r sooo nice...i like all of the songs...
which is rare for me...
but then...i dono whether i should spend the money anot cuz i have all the songs in my comp ady >.<"
still...when he started signing...
just out of impulse i went to the counter n paid for it @@"
i dont even know what i was doing at that time...
seriously...it was as though impulse acted on me n steered me there!!
n after that i was holding the album lining up only i gained conciousness
i was like...'what did i just do?' @@"
n when i saw the line n how slow the line was moving i couldnt stand it
went to the sofa n sat down for quite long lol...
i almost...almost wanted to walk away n go makan
but i was thinking...since i bought ady...
might as well rite?
after 1 n a half hour i was up on the stage at last...
it wasnt quite as exciting as when i got jj's or wilber's signature >.<"
those were heartbeating, face flushed moments...
while this was more like...err...i dunno? normal?
still...it was worth it lah...didnt regret going there lol
but i didnt wait till he left u know =P
was getting impatient...n very hungry!
n oh!!! i had my worst...worst driving experience!!!
u see...i parked at the basement...so the exit is ermm...uphill slope
quite steep u know...
everytime i exit i would be very nervous >.<"
n this time when i exited....there was a jam!!! there!!!
on the slope...in the tunnel!!!
i was like 'omg omg omg omg omg...'
so...soo scary u know!!! T.T
the car i was driving's manual btw =.=
i'm quite okay with slopes lah...but then not jam on a steep steep slope >.<"
sure sei fo 1 T.T
all the way up i was like 'die die die...i very scared!! how how!! faster lahhhh'
n it didnt help when there were cars behind me...
i didnt even dare to lean back on my seat!! for fear that it would make the car go backwards more =.=
all the way up...5 mins i would say...
i was balancing the clutch n the accelerator @@"
seriously i can feel the car going like...up down up down up down
as in i kept balancing it by controlling both the clutch n accelerator
so scared that something bad will happen T.T
in the end...i made it...phew!
it was such a relief!!!
really...never...again! sob T.T...
at night...i was at home watching the FA cup final match between mU n chelsea
wanted to watch somewhere with a more exciting atmosphere but too bad lah >.<"
n sob!!! it was such a disappointment!!!
SOB!!!!!!
such a torture watching a goalless match for soo long...
n they go n score 4 mins b4 time! =.=
aih~
so sad!!
i guess...that was all for yesterday
i dont wanna go back to vista T.T
Friday, May 18, 2007
Evil doctor =X
Dear bloggie...
i'm such an evil person =(
well...this week's the behavioural sciences week
so we need to learn how to conduct interview on a patient...
as in...ask questions...take their history etc...
today's my 1st interview with a stimulated patient
we needed to ask ques like...
'how may i help u today?' >>> more polite version of 'what's ur problem?' =P
so as they say like for example their chest hurts...n all
we need to show appropriate facial expression...that is, concern n worried...
normal rite? show empathy n all...
but u know how mine went?
well...errm....im a person who laughs easily
n i kept trying to control my laughter prior to my turn u see...
i also always smile =X
cannot help it lahhhh...im friendly =D *pukes*
lol but in certain situations i'll just keep showing my teeth...
n when i went in n greet...
it was good to smile n all...
but as it progressed on...my smile still wouldnt fade u see
in fact...it got even wider!! =.="
until certain point of time i asked
'so what's ur main concern?'
'oh...i'm afraid that i might not be able to walk anymore =('
she looked soooo worried n sad....
*good acting btw lolx*
n my smile just couldnt fade.......n i was like
'oh...so...u scared u cannot walk anymore... =D'
note my facial expression: =D!!!!!
WAT the hell is wrong with me?!
ppl feeling sad i go show that i'm happy...HAPPY!!!
for goodness sake =.=
imagine if it's a real case n im the patient...
n the doctor felt like laughing after hearing that
i would stand up n walk away sia!!!
sob....i cannot control!! T.T
she said that lah....during the feedback session =X
that my facial expression not that appropriate...
memang lahh =(
sorryyyy.....
well...lucky it's only a practice session
let's hope....i will not do that again during my 2nd interview
which is an assessment =X
oh gosh...im so scared >.<"!
Thursday, May 17, 2007
realization
dear bloggie...
perhaps i was too....i put too much expectation on that issue
i put too much hope that i will get an offer
n that i will leave here...
i really really really expected the offer letter u know
ever since i got that scholarship interview...
maybe...i was wrong...
soo...wrong
i really shouldnt u know?
putting hopes on things that have not yet happen
expecting things to be the way i want them to be
now i know...even though things looked that sure to happen
it might not...
besides...i was just giving false hopes to myself
who m i kidding??
a prestigious uni like them would want to take me in?
HA!!
so.......
i'm going to buy Marieb tmr...
n start studying...
pay attention in classes...
not studying or doing things half-heartedly because i might leave
really start putting my heart in there
not just...being a temporary parasite there lolx
accepting that i might be a Dr. 1 day with loadss of financial prob =.=
oh...n no more daydreaming of the days that i wouldnt be there =X
really start to take in that i will spend my 5 years...or prolly 6 in imu >.<"
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
despair...
BLOGGIE!!
I'M SO SAD!!!
SOBBB T.T...waaaaa~!!
it's kinda...official that i'm...not...getting...an offer...from...nus
T.T
haihz....before this...i was kinda speculating it
cuz many ppl have gotten it...from other courses
i was kinda hoping that they havent offer for science yet...
that i still have a wee bit hope =X
BUT!
TODAY!! all my dreams r crushed!! SHATTERED!! broken into pieces...
my friend got it...n i did not =(
well...that kinda said it ya know?
i cannot deny it anymore...
she got it last week...n the letter was issued on 30th april...
which was...ages away considering the situation
n i didnt get any letter...
plus my application is still processing while theirs were ACCEPTED!
GOD! i'm soo not getting it...
haihz...to think that i was SOO prepared to leave...
i didnt even buy my stethescope or textbook in imu >.<"
cuz i was so ready to leave...i wanted to leave...
physically and mentally prepared...that i'm gona go far away from here
that my stint here is only temporary...
n im gona start a new life in sg...
but now...i think i'm going to buy Marieb later =X
no chance ady larh...
the only hope is that those ppl who got will reject their offers...
then only the offer will come to us...those who didnt get
but u think har...who in their right minds would reject an offer from NUS!!!!!!! if they wanna do that course lah...
SEE!!!!! even got also few places only...
n im sure im not 1 of the top of the reserve list or sth liddat...
SO SAD!! T.T
i'm not getting it!! T.T
but u know wat pissed me the most?
it's that i got shortlisted for their asean scholarship interview...
i mean...a scholarship's definately more prestigious than the place itself rite...
so if they shortlist me meaning that they think im good enough for the scholarship...
which means of cuz that i'll definately get a place lah...
that's the normal case rite? scholarships r limited n only few of those who got a place there will be offered
BUT that doesnt seems to be the case here...does it?
apparently...im good enough to be shortlisted for the interview...
yet i'm not good enough for a place there!
WHAT is this??? seriously..........
i'm puzzled.........i have no idea what r they thinking
i mean...WHY invite me for their scholarship interview if they r not offering me a place there?!
FOR FUN AH?
fill me with hope...fly me high high up in the clouds
n let me drop FACE DOWN TO EARTH from there !!
i dont get it...i seriously dont
u know i was soooo happy when i found out i got shortlisted for the scholarship
it kinda means that i have chance to be in the running for the scholarship...
n quite affirmative that i will be getting a place there ady...
why else would they invite me for the interview rite?
but NOOO....
it's the other way round!
I will NOT be getting it...
now i just have to wait for the official letter of rejection now...
sigh...they really dont like SAM do they?
i have to really start to be serious about my studies in imu ady =(
i wanna cry T.T
anybody can lend me their shoulder? =(
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Behavioural Sciences week
bloggie!
lolx...
this week is the start of our 2 weeks of behavioural sciences
actually...i was kinda looking forward to it u know
cuz some topics like personality, memory, pain, intelligence etc intrigues me =D
but then...i didnt take into account the lecturer factor...
i now realized that...
no matter how interesting the topics seems to be...
if the lecturer is boring...
it will just put u to sleep =X
yesterday we had a lecture on personality...
well...i really wanna to be attentive during lecture cuz it seems interesting...
note: SEEMS... =.="
but sad to say...the lecturer was err...seriously boring =X
i was colouring the dots on her lecture notes the whole hour =.="
she just spoke in a monotone that can hypnotize us to sleep u noe
n the content...supposedly interesting...was err...lectured very dull-ly
in fact i cant wait for the lecture to be over...
on the other hand...we had this fantastic lecturer!!
seriuosly fun...n on top of that...COOL!!! XD
when he 1st intro himself...
he included @#$!@#$ among his names in his slide...
n he said 'oh...that's wat ppl call me behind my back...most common of all - bastard'
he was like 'wat is this with ppl losing their names when they become docs, profs n all?'
'watever happened to my name? i like my name! i dont wanna lose my name!'
'so u can call me watever u want...i dont mind...'
so true! lolx...
n he had no problem saying taboo things in his lecture u know =.=
like err....he showed us pictures of err...toilet cubicles...where the door is closed
n u can only see the legs...
so we r supposed to guess wat the lady is doing inside...
there was 1 where the lady is leaning on the toilet bowl...kneeling on the floor as we can see the legs...
quite obvious that it was puking...so we all mumbled n so...
n he was like 'that's all? nobody thinking anything naughty ah?'
LOL...
somemore...he talked bout err...masturbation like it was an everyday thing
=.=" stating this example where...
wat if this guy comes to u n said he has an infection in his err..private parts
n he's been tfk-ing with dirty hands...
lolx...all the guys were laughing there sia
well...his lecture was on non-verbal communication
so he emphasize that facial expression n eye contact is important
cuz diff facial expressions can mean all kinds of things u know
n wat if...
the guy doctor was doing breast examination n the aircond in the room was cold...
n subconciously...he licked his lips cuz it was too dry!!
for him he just wanna wet his lips but wat if the female patient saw...
it's gona mean like he's turned on or sth rite?
LOL...
he was acting it out u know...
we were roaring with laughter =D
that wasnt all u know...
most of the 1 hour we were smiling n laughing XD
he acted out all the examples n kept making jokes n made us laugh...
n ohh! he even showed the middle finger!! LOL...
he was like saying...non verbal communication can show a person the intention clearly...
n he just went up to 1 of the students n pointed his middle finger with an angry face...
@@" haha....
n he said 'see! u get wat i mean rite?'
sigh...how i wish if he can take over all the lectures...
then i wouldnt skip any of them! =D
but still...he's the only person that's making this week interesting
others....bahh =.=
n we r gona have to conduct an interview!
on a stimulated patient >.<"
n it's gonna count towards our exam marks...
eeeee....i dont want T.T
i suck in it...
sigh~
oh well...at least there's a lecture by that cool lecturer tmr =D
n i'm looking forward to it...
Saturday, May 12, 2007
AUS interview...
it sucked...
i mean...i sucked...big time!
aihz~
i got there quite early...despite the jam in kl
quite surprising though @@"
thx to smelly wee =P
n so i sat there...a nervous wreck >.<"
n then this guy before me came out n said it was fine...
n the interviewer was nice
oh boy i thought...
it was supposed to make me feel better
but it made me feel alot times worse!
it made me realize that it would soon be my turn!!
it turned out exactly the way i imagined it to be - bad...
really really bad...
the questions he asked me were...
not...common
i thought he will ask me bout myself n all
n he started asking why did i take SAM?
what's so tough about SAM?
n worse...
why didnt i apply to IMU?
in my mind i was thinking 'oh yeah...i just came here after my lecture in imu' =.="
but i couldnt possibly tell him that
n he started asking me tonnes of ques bout imu
like...who runs IMU? the degree's offered by who? wat bout the fees?
i was like...i thought this was about NUS? =.=
i mean...of cuz i didnt say that out loud lahh...
n then the tough ques came...
he assessed me on my leadership skills, etc etc...
n worst of all...'wat do u think u can bring to NUS?'
i was like...damn...
ok im dead...
n i even forgot to give him my passport sized pic n my results >.<"
aih~
no hope ady larh... =(
i was so moody after that...
didnt felt like eating =X
walked around klcc for a bit...
n watched 28 weeks later >.<"
it was....gruesome!!!
very very stressful watching the movie...
i kept getting frightened n gasped n almost screamed n jumped in my seat =X
n the scary scenes kept going on n on...very tiring lerh!
u know wat the worst part was?
after thrashing in my seat out of horror for like 1 hour +
the ending doesnt make any sense!
or should i say that it doesnt have any ending!
it's like...2 hours of pure horror for entertainment
no substance at all!
torturing me for nothing only...
in the end it was even worse than before!!
eeshh~!!
luckily mcflurry m&m's cheered me up abit later =D
i got back at around 7...
n i slept straight after that =X
until...err...kinda like...5pm today =X
SIAO rite? 20 hours...
really...piggy... i must admit >.<"
oh well......
back to my imu life...
gotta start studying ady =(
Thursday, May 10, 2007
before doom...
oh boy...
i'm nervous...
or m i?
i mean...i dont really feel that nervous now
but...i know i'm bound the be a nervous wreck in like 12 hours time!!
the time i attend my interview...
plus...i dont think i can concentrate during lecture tmr >.<"
my mind will be wandering off...
speculating the questions that r gonna be asked of me
how?!
n im soo dead u know?
i havent even prepare anything for the interview!
none! nada! zilch!!
eee...
wat if he asks me something really...weird
n i cant think of anything to say?
gosh...
initially...i'm supposed to drive there myself u know?
to KL...ALONE!
i mean...i hate kl roads...even more so the drivers =X
soo reckless...n always jam >.<"
plus the roads r sooo complicated...
i have prob driving to kl with someone beside me ady
now i have to drive there alone!
like as if im not nervous enough thinking bout the interview
i have to navigate the busy busy chaotic kl streets...alone!
oh...the biggest prob is i dont even know the way there =.=
but...
i'm so lucky =)
someone's bringing me there XD
then i wouldnt have to be so...scared ady ^^
i'm still going for lecture tmr though =X
until 9 lolx...
but i think...my mind wouldnt be on the lecture
it would be constructing the interview scene
predicting the questions...
n trying to answer them >.<"
aih~
very scary >.<"
i mean...i really do want this badly
i really do...
if i get this...then all my troubles would be over!
tuition fees fully paid...somemore got allowance!
plus...i do not need to pay back...n no bonds!
only bond with the sg gov for the tuition grant...
it would be the end of my worries...
i would get to study in an awesome school for free!
but...i dont wanna put my hopes up
no good >.<"
i mean...there's a very high possibility that i wouldnt get it
dont wanna be disappointed later on =(
bahh...i dont think i can sleep tonight
my mind's too stressed up to sleep...
it's always like this =X
wouldnt be able to sleep if i have to wake up early the nx day for something big...
n this is HUGGEE
oh well...wish me luck~
=)
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Tagged...AGAIN! =.="
tagged by tommy...again =.=
well...here goes...
5 Reasons why I blog:
1. as a Memory Storage... lolx... bloggie's like my diary u see...human minds r incapable of storing so much memories...as if the knowledge they bombard us with in uni n college is not enough /pif...n as time pass by, those insignificant bits of my memories will degrade...So...i resort to keeping my memories here...interesting things that happen, also my daily in n outs, experiences n so on lah...in years to come, i can read back n recall the lost memories lolx...
2. to let my creative juices flow! haha =P since i'm not taking languages in uni now...i have little space as to show off my creative writing abilities... LOL so bhb of me =P... I like to write since i was young...writing essays...or more accurately - craps lolx...so this is the only space i get to publish my writings n all...lol...sometimes when i'm feeling...inspirational maybe i can produce a good piece or two?
3. to complain!!! LOL... it's not exactly nice to keep complaining stuffs to ppl u see...n i have not much close friends that i can vent my anger to...n it's not that good either =X well...hectic n stressful lifestyle nowadays certainly makes one easily pissed lol....n 1 of the ways to let out stress is to...well...let it out!!! i can curse however i want here without hurting anybody =D n the stuffs im pissed with? i guess i'm only the one who knows...unless i told u lah =.=" so...it's a good tool u see =)
4. keeping my friends updated...although this is not my true reason, cant think of anything else =X i dont really feel comfortable being so naked in my blog...u get wat i mean? as in...all my feelings exposed to the world to know...so so vulnerable >.<" but well...those normal stuffs is alright i guess...like some interesting stuff that happened that i wanna share with my friends =) or my current progress...or degress? is there such a word? >.<" in my life lol
5. last but not least...bloggie is a good companion, a good listener =) i guess that's the main reason why i blog...so i can let out my feelings on things that happened...or when im feeling down =( i need someone to listen...but at times there's just no one available...so the next best thing is to let it out here =) n i can be sure that bloggie wouldnt complain lolx...it feels good after letting out...to describe how i'm feeling at that moment...sad, depressed, suicidal LOL, happy...or more importantly...how i feel about someone...or some incident =X i guess...in time to come...i can read back...reminisence about the past...n see if i still feel the same way about it later on...it's fun XD i get to laugh at my immaturity or my stupidity of the past? =P
5 people i wanna tag:
aiyoh cannot think of anybody anymore lah...im not even sure who reads my blog =.=
1. Sue Ling
2. Jerlynn
3. Michelle
4. Jia Ji
5. Tanny
Monday, May 07, 2007
Shocked @@"
Dear bloggie....
just when i thought all hopes were lost...
i received an email!! XD
lol u must be wondering wth m i talking about =X
well....as u very well know...
i m soo hoping to go to NUS to study >.<"
because...well...
i hate my life here in vista...in imu...
i feel like i dont belong...
i dont give a damn bout studying while others r working their heads off in the library day n night...
n my social life sux too...
staying at home day to day not going out isnt exactly the best idea u see...
so i'm sooo hoping one day i would get to escape from here...
but...
i thought it would just be a dream faraway...out of reach...
i didnt get shortlisted for medicine...naturally
so of cuz i will assume that...
if i'm not good enough to get shortlisted for medicine...
then of cuz i wouldnt even get shortlisted for scholarship rite?
i gave up hopes totally on that lol...
im just hoping i would get offered for a bachelor's degree there...
checking the website daily >.<"
but today! i received an email! from them XD
saying that i got shortlisted for ASEAN scholarship interview!!
i was like @@" omg...i'm seriously seeing this email ah?
they are seriously inviting me for this interview??!!
needless to say...i was ecstatic!! XD
Weeeee~!!!!
well of cuz it doesnt mean anything...
n there's a high chance that i wouldnt get it...
but then...at least with that near zero possibility that i might
it's still a chance rite?
i'm just trying to be optimistic here =X
in life we have to grab those chances lol...
hopefully...
i'll do well in that interview >.<"
this friday!! in KL!!
gosh...i dont wanna be driving alone to KL T.T
i'm soo afraid of driving in KL streets...
hopefully got ppl teman me =D
wish me luck~! =)
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Tag
tagged by sue ling =.="
Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Christine Eng
Birth Date: January 23
Current status: Single
Eye Colour: black? dark brown? i dono >.<"
Hair Colour: err...black...but there r few strands of gold n white =X not really white lah! just the gold highlights coming off that's y T.T
Righty or Lefty: Righty...
Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: japanese? lol how i wish...but some ppl tell me i look like 1 u know =X it's chinese lah =)
Your Fears: umm...horror shows n all...n err...being hurt lol...
Your Weakness: trusting ppl too easily...too vulnerable =X
Your Perfect Pizza: i dont really eat pizza =X but i prefer those with thin crust =D
Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: wat time izit?? i wanna go back to sleep!!! dont call me piggy ah!! */pif*
Your Bedtime: err...not fixed though...around 3-4am...n erm...3-4pm lol xP
Your Most Missed Memory: i...err...1216 sigh... =(
Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: used to be pepsi...but i dont like the new taste =P prefer Coke now XD
McDonald's or Burger King: mcD definately lol..i'm a hugeee mcD fan =X
Single or Group Dates: single bah...lol more privacy haha...
Adidas or Nike: used to be nike...but i prefer adidas now @@"
Tea or Nestea: harh? got difference ah? =X tea gua...
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate =) my fav *slurp*
Cappucino or Coffee: err...i can't differentiate wor =X but i drink coffee more lol
Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: i have cigarette phobia...wadaya think?
Curse: haha...only when i'm super angry n pissed...n that's usually when...err...lol michelle will know haha...
Take a shower: =.=" of cuz! i'm not smelly wee!!! =P
Have a crush: lol...now u mean? or wat? dont have? haha...
Think you've been in love: haih...i dont wanna go into this...
Go to school: yea...but i dont like my school =X
Want to get married: haha...do i? isn't it every little girl's fantasy to have a grand wedding n all? but i dont think i will =X
Believe in yourself: i do =) i trust my instincts...alot
Think you're a health freak: lol...that'd be such a biggg lie if i were to admit...i don't even eat proper meals =X
Layer Six: In The Past Month
Drank alcohol: err...in the past month no i guess? but i feel like drinking 1 now =X
Gone to the mall: ummm...midvalley! lolx...i miss 1U!!!
Been on stage: err...i guess not lol
Eaten sushi: i dont like sushi =X
Dyed your hair: nop! i dont wanna spoil my hair ady... T.T
Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: if i said yes? LOL...i did lah...but dont get me wrong...my sis n bro in law forced me n my bro to play! when i was like only 5?
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: in a way...i changed who i was...but it was for the better =) not to fit in...but more to the benefit of myself n others i guess? but i'm still the same me...just that some things r not the way it was...
Layer Eight: Age You're Hoping To Be
Married: lolx...i already mentioned that i dont think i get married haha...
For a man that i love and love me even more: this kind of things...can estimate when de mer? =.="
Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour: i don't mind actually...but blue's nice =)
Best Hair Colour: errrr....brown? depends on how it looks on the person lah
Short Hair or Long Hair: still it depends on how it looks on that person =.=" but i think err medium length is nice
Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: doing this?
1 Hour Ago: errrr....bathing i guess?
4.5 Hours Ago: i dont remember...errr eating chicken!! lol
1 Month Ago: har? studying lorh i guess...dont remember leh =X
1 Year Ago: struggling with my SAM assignments n tests n quizzes n presentations etc etc
Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: ........* can i don't answer this?
I Feel: like crying....sad...depressed...emo =(
I Hate: haih...being alone...
I Hide: my deepest, darkest secrets? lolx...actually...my feelings...sigh~
I Miss: ........* haih....i dont wanna answer this too...
I Need: i need.......err...someone to be there for me? haha... ehh...y all also so sensitive de questions!! i think i'm being too emo that's y =X
Layer Twelve: Tag Five People
- Michelle
- Siew Lee
- Yikai
- Kai Lin
- Ryusei
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
dumb...
i'm...
the more i'm hurt...the deeper i plunge myself in...i realize this isn't exactly over yet
dumb...
i now know...it's impossible to run or hide from it...it will cast a shadow upon me...for life
i wonder how m i to go on?
u see?