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Dear bloggie...
i am here in singapore...
i'm....sad =(
not even 24 hours i left home....n im already homesick!!
i miss my home T.T
i miss my family..... T.T
i feel bad larh...i really do!!
cuz my dad took 6 hours to drive me here...
n then after helping me move my stuffs to my room n all
i was rushing to go to the international freshmen orientation u see
i just like jumped out of the car without saying proper goodbyes
leaving them alone to drive back to m'sia
like...driving 12 hours straight lerh...super tired ok!
SOB!!! T.T
sorry....
n when i sat down at the lecture theatre catching my breath
thinking back wat i've done....
i almost wanted to cry!!! T.T
suddenly i missed them soo much
anyway...
im damn tired from unpacking my things n tidying up my room
on a brighter note...
the hostel here is awesome...
the residence that im currently staying at the moment
cuz it's quite new...
err...dint manage to snap pics...
but here r some lah...
i'll post bout this more soon okie =D 
think i go catch some rest...
hopefully i can sleep well here >.<"
i brought my beloved bolster!!!!!
hehe..... <3
Last night here
Dear bloggie...
i'm so sad! T.T
suddenly i don't feel like leaving anymore...
i wanna stay here...can i? =(
time passes so fast...
cant believe i'm like leaving in 4 hours time...
i was soo bz throughout the day that i dint have time to think for myself
havent really erm...how to say... arrange my feelings properly yet...
soo many last min rushs...even today =.="
n i just finish packing not too long ago...
so last min rite =.=" aiyah...biasalah...it's me we're talking bout mar =P
hopefully i dont forget anything?
but i think im bound to forget something de...
so many things to bring...im so blur!!
sigh....
very sad larh...
i dont wanna leave my beloved room...
where i've been staying since i was a kid
i know lah i stayed in vista when i was studying in imu few months ago
but that i still come back during weekends mar!!
now it's like i'll only come back once every few months =(
n im gona miss my family...
ok lah maybe i whined n complained n cursed n cried bout them alot
still...blood ties ya know...
no matter how bad the past was...
there were some good times...
n they r still my family...
im gona miss them alot T.T
michelle!!! im gona miss her so so much!!
we've been together practically since we were born
im gona miss the saturday night 1U's...n the gossiping on the phone...n the hang out session...
most of all im gona miss ur company T.T
dont forget me ok!
not forgetting all my friends...
im gona miss u guys...can't hang out as often as we used to =(
still...we must catch up when i come back ok?
everybody must take care ok? u too...yes U...the 1 reading this!!
n dont forget me oh!! i'm still gonna be on msn =)
remember to say hi when u miss me yah ^^
so yeah...the last day of my life here
tmr's the beginning of the new phase of my life...
im afraid to make that step...
everything's gonna be different....
lets just hope...i'll be able to adapt...
n i will be happy there =)
dont worry! im gona come back very often!!
singapore's very near ok!
good bye everyone im leaving...
good bye malaysia =D
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Last Min Rush
bloggie!!
gosh...i was busy the whole day up til now...5am!!
took me almost the whole day to transfer songs to my laptop =X
err...cuz i did some transfers from lotsa CD's =.=
n i need to rename all...cuz no album info...
n i have like around 50 cds? *faint*
somemore in the mean time i was packing...
eeeee....got alot luggage larh!
how?!
i have 1 super huge luggage for all my clothes...
1 bag for pillow + bedsheet etc...
1 big box for my shoes n kitchen stuffs n laudry stuffs...
1 smaller than the above box but still big box for my files n papers n documents n stationaries...
1 backpack for other stuffs i didnt manage to fit in
oh...n my laptop bag plus my printer box!!
aiyoh...so many =.="
now's not really a prob...
the real prob comes when i have to move out alone
n i can bet my stuffs will increase by tenfolds later on...*faint*
sooo lucky my dad driving me there XD
initially he didnt want to...but then after like trying to persuade him so many times...lol
cuz rite...imagine i carry all those stuffs i mentioned above to sit train/bus!!
omg!!!! super alot ok!
i have to shift here shift there for immigration, sit taxi, etc etc...
n where to put those stuffs rite =.="
eeshhh...
i have 1 more day left...
n there r lots more things to do!!!! HELP~!!
i dono if i can kautim everything by tmr...
i havent exactly finish packing yet =.="
plus i have alot alot of things to buy.....
n i havent cut my hair!!
wahseh...cant believe i drag til the last day to do all these =.="
so tmr...ohh...is later today....after i wake up around almost evening time...
i have to go to my ex sch to get my English 1119 cert...
then off to trim my hair...
later on go shopping for lots n lots of stuffs =.="
come back ady must pack everything...
n then must wake up at like 5? 6? in the morning?
omg!! where got time?!
sob.....
havent had a chance to say bye bye to everyone also =(
it's been a quiet week...
didnt really go out...was stuck at home since coming back from sg...
except for the concert lah...
cuz very bz mar!!
cant believe time passes so fast!
really really fast.....
not too long ago i was thinking
'aiyah still got 2 months more...cant wait for time to pass...'
n then a while ago after coming back from sg i was thinking
'aiyah...still got 1 week +....alot time larh!'
now lerh? T.T
1 more day!!!!!
one!!!
sob.............
cant believe this is my last day here...
very last day...
in this...situation...this...lifestyle im in
everything's gona change from the moment i step foot in singapore tmr u can bet
aih...
im too tired to blog...
waiting for my laptop to defrag...SO SLOW 1?!
guess i have more things to say b4 i leave tmr lolx...
toodles for now =D
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
New Laptop!!
Weee~!!!
i finally got my new laptop!!
so happyyy... XD
lol didnt think my parents gona pay for this...
quite exp u know =X
it's rm4999
n i thought i would never gona lay my hands on this @@"
cuz it sounded too advanced for me...
oh well....so happy!!
HP Pavilion dv2523TX
i just lurveee this laptop =D
Core 2 Duo, 2GB RAM, 120GB hdd, nVidia graphics card, lightscribe dvd+RW DL, webcam, fingerprint reader, vista premium....etc etc
okok enough...not showing off larh! =P
recommending to u guys lahh!!
really a bargain u know!!
for that kinda price with this kinda specs.....
really worth it =D
actually i was kinda pissed off with HP ppl...
cuz they said i would get it by monday...
n then someone called me on monday but they didnt show up...
after that reject my call so many times somemore!
pifftt...
but when i got this baby today...
all my anger gone!! <3
i just lurvee my laptop....hehe =D
n it's all mine!!!!!!! MINE!!!!
LOL....
dont have to share with mom or bro anymore =P
but arh....the whole laptop like so sleek n shiny...especially on top
i scared kena scratch lah!
like so ez to kena scratch!!
if got scratches i sure very sad 1!!! T.T
somemore i took off the protective plastic cover...
wat wor......dint take out dont look nice mar! =D
u know the 1st time that i was attracted to HP...
was when i saw the comp in my cousin's house with the blue lights...
kinda like a HP signature...
but my mom's laptop dint have it =(
now.....my laptop reminds me why i like this brand all over again!!
hehe....the blue lights with the black backgrounds...
very leng <3
now that's more like it mar =P
anyways..kinda lazy to take pic...bluek! =P
check it out online lor lol
but rite....the setback is...i dont know how to use vista!!! T.T
eeeshh...
i hate learning how to use all over again...
sooo blur when i 1st started using...even now!
sob...help!!
n it's eating soo much RAM! @@"
even without doing anything...just with the desktop on
it's like eating up 900mb of RAM ady =.="
zhar dou...
lucky i got a 2GB 1...or else really dono how...
anyway...i got 2 more days!! 2!!!
needa go pack
n got lotsa things to configure in this laptop too
adios!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Harry Potter 7
oh wow...i finished the book at last...
after 10 continuous hours from 10pm last night...
at 8am finally finished XD
no lah i didnt finish the book in 10 hours lah =.="
there's like 600+ pages ok!!
i did another 1 hour before i went to the party n 4 hours after i came home...
LOL.....really addicted lerh...
it's like some magic just binding me to the book
my eyes hurt u know...really wanted to sleep at around 4am...
but then seeing that little pages left...
the force of finding out the ending is much much powerful...
overcoming my sleepiness
n when the last battle finally took part
it gave my brain a jump start n my eyes jerked wide open @@"
all the other harry potter books does this to me haha...
i still remember stuckin' up in my room whole day only coming out to makan n bathe while reading the 4th book
that's much thicker so i took considerably longer time
but when i'm reading...it's like im transported to the magical world of Harry Potter
not aware of my surroudings anymore...
totally engrossed in the book...every word is itched in my brain
n every scene constructing itself in my head
playing the scene as the story narrates in my mind
that's why i like reading books =)
the book....definately worth reading...
undoubtedly my favourite book of the whole series =)
i dont wanna give any comments here
cuz that would mean spoiling the story for many others
as someone had done to me =(
unfortunately....
i was reading the newspaper n mugglenet.com concerning the leaks n the spoilers on the web
thinking that they might not be authentic
how was i to know?
ehh...i didnt read the real spoilers n leaks lah
just news n reports n comments about them
n oh boy...one of them turned out to be true after all...
n i found out from the start....
cuz i accidentally flipped to 1 page at the back =.=" and saw something...
at 1st i was hoping...hoping it's not true
n then when something happened at the start of the book
i really knew that the spoiler was real...hmmpphhhh
nevertheless...i still enjoyed reading this book...
i was still shock when i discovered things...
as some reviews said...
u will discover unexpected characters that are insignificant before, playing a huge part this time
n throughout the book...i cried so many times =.="
not because someone died lah.....
it's because it touched my heart =)
really sweet.....really touching...
seeing how it happened...
n i even laughed still having tears in my eyes too!!
it's like...sad larh T.T why...then continue reading on...then suddenly LOL!!
i admire her writing skills...can incorporate jokes in tight n sad situations...
n still make us laugh...
it takes real talent to make readers laugh n cry at the same time u know =D
n as JK Rowling said...
u really will know EVERYTHING after reading this book
EVERYTHING....really...
those unanswered in the previous books...
those lingering curiousity from even the 1st book itself
why and how everything happened...
when it comes to the end of it...
turns out that it's that simple an explanation after all =)
gosh the final part...really @@"
that's when i cried the most...
n it made me smile the most
really really touching reading the ending
u can feel it in ur heart...
n i can bet that the final part will make u...
omg...cannot say...
if i say then u will know wat happen
okok....too much ady...
read it urself!
as i will myself...again =D
Sunday, July 22, 2007
DiGi 988 A Party
I just got back from the Digi 988 A Party held at bkt jalil stadium carpark...
gosh...i didnt expect it...but i had fun!! =D
u know...when i 1st got there alone...
yes i went alone again =.=" sad rite...owiz go alone 1 T.T
i felt so....isolated...so...alone...
i even regretted leaving my Harry Potter 7 behind
desperately wanna go back straight n hide in my room to finish the story
yet...
albeit being alone...having to cheer n sing alone
albeit the bad bad place that i stood (corner of the stage u see...lights n camera blocking =( )
albeit standing in the rain
i....ENJOYED IT!!! XD
well...when i found out bout this event i was soo desperate to go
free u see...somemore it's quite convenient to go
most of all...i can see Nicholas!!! daniel! john....gary....etc etc =)
it's like my last party b4 going to singapore =(
cuz in sg i dont think they have this kinda multiartist free concert...
but i couldnt get the tix!! stupid digi!!! cheat me.... hmmpphhhh
thx to michelle's fren szeying i finally get to go!!!! weee~!!
i got there quite early....alone =.="
n i felt like so......err.....i felt like an outsider lah
i err...went in with gary friend club =.="
LOL.....that's the only way mar...
so had to pretend that i m his fan
i like him lah dont get me wrong...i like his songs n all
just that im not as siao bout him as all the fans @@"
then they asked me...'so u're here to see who?'
'errrr....gary?'
'u like him ah?'
'errrrr....yah...heheh' (but i wanna see zhang dong liang more!!! =P)
shhhhhh....dont tell them =P
while waiting until it started at 7pm...i felt so so alone!
sob.......is like...they all knew each other from gfc
although most gurls but got a few lengchais *winkx*
hahaha.....natural lah gurls will see lengchais 1 ok? LOL
n im like standing there waiting...n waiting...n waiting....
staring around...so lonely =(
we went in the vip area around 6+
n gary's fans had to stand at the far left corner of the stage =.=
such a bad bad place...i want middle!!! T.T
anyway....most ppl started sitting on the floor...cuz had to wait very long
n then i couldnt sit! cuz i was wearing mini skirt =X
SOB.....everybody sat! really everybody....like all around ppl sitting im like 1 of the few standing
all eyes on me =.="
then the RELA members started scolding us =.=
say behind ppl cannot see...ask us stand at the side
WAT LARH!! where got concert ppl sit down 1?!
then kept scolding n ask us to move away....
n say later concert everybody sitting down
sit down see wat...concert suppose to be high ok?
later the singers see us sit sure =.="
but then i didnt want to stand at the side...so they lent me a shirt to cover the front
but then still very hard to sit down rite...
so this cute guy from the same gang lent me his er...digi cardboard? so i could kneel on it
i smiled n sat in front of him lor...
actually before that we err...got stare at each other oso hahaha....*blush*
well that...might be the turning point of the evening =D
that cute guy proved to be a sweet sweet guy =)
it made my night memorable...lol
he err....got talk to me abit lah when we sat down waiting...
asking me if im ok anot...
n the sweetest thing was...
he offered to take out his shirt for me!!
he was like 'u want to cover anot? i lend u my jacket =)' (opens the zip of his jacket)
but then em hou yi si lah so i said its ok...hehe
at around 7pm the DJ came out n he was like
'why r u all sitting? u all sitting then how m i gona do my job? this is a party lerh!!'
now THAT is more like it...
so we stood up n moved forward lor XD
n then it started raining abit...
i felt drops on my head n all...then suddenly...i felt an umbrella open up behind me
then i turn behind n saw him holding the umbrella for me !!
LOL....so sweet rite...then he smiled
the others from the club were like 'HORRR......u ah.....'
everybody kept looking at us n casting the *evil grin /gg* look =.=
eeshh...
he talked to me n we smiled at each other occasionally throughout the concert lor...haha
n the best thing was...he can sing!!!
omg...seriously...i wonder why didnt he join those competition or wat
cuz when he was standing behind me n singing along to the songs
i was like...'wow @@"' i paid more attention to his singing than the actual singer =.=
his voice is really sweet n he can really sing...
got skill...n talent...n he knows how to control
seriously he can rival some of the singers on stage u know
i prefer his singing to some...
n all night long i was hoping he would sing more LOL
cuz really very sweet lor singing in my ear HAHA...
ok i better stop...if not u all might think i like him =.="
oh...dont expect much ok
no happy ending LOL...
after the party ended i just err...kinda walked away...
without saying bye =(
so i'll prolly never see him again...or get to know him
sob.....
too bad the story ends here.....
n i'm glad that i can enjoy it with him =)
omg...i forgot to mention the singers!
Gary was up 1st....
he...really can sing!! n he sang quite alot of songs u know...
i enjoyed singing along together with all the fans =D
n then there was Danny n Daniel...
Daniel sang my fav song at the moment! Love is under the sky!!!
very nice!!! he too cute lah...like small boy lidat
n then John also....not bad lor
in the middle there was this 988 thing...
omg they soooo cheong hei!!
keep toking n toking n toking...n i kept waiting cuz Nicholas not out yet T.T
they somemore had this award ceremony for the best DJ or wat =.="
piffttt....waited so long
i was so tired n my legs were sooo sore!
when AT LAST nicholas came out
oh wow...all my tiredness n the soreness just disappeared!
he is SO CUTE!
too cute!!!!
his show alone was worth the trip....really!!
he sang 2 songs only =(
wang zi! n bei ji xing de yan lei!
oh gosh...i love it when he sings the tears of polaris...
he can like put his whole heart in the song
n his eyes were watery n filled with emotion
really can melt my heart =)
to me he's the best performer on the stage...
he sings with his heart <3
oh n the last 1 was Joey...not bad u know...
although i dont really know her...but her new songs r really nice
n she can sing well...
i guess...that's about it =D
really enjoyed the night...
didnt regret going...
can meet such energetic gfc
can watch my fav artists perform
n not forgetting i get to spend the night with a cute n sweet guy LOL
which...will be history after tonight =(
Friday, July 20, 2007
In a different light...
I am back from Singapore =)
feels like i never been there though...
such a short period...2 days =.="
actually i dont even have time for myself there
anyway...that's not the point
what i really want to say is...
u know...stepping in singapore for the 6th time...
i felt....different
for the past few times i've been there
it's like....im a tourist...
im a malaysian n im here on a holiday
even though i know the place pretty well having been there every year
i still felt...different from singaporeans
being quite a...quaint observer (busybody more like it =X) i really do look around n observe the tiny little things that ppl normally wouldnt even bother looking at
6 times experience...i can say i pretty well see the difference between them n me
the talking style, the dressing, the personality, the habits, the lifestyle etc....
but yesterday....
being there again...
the realization hit me at last....it hit me hard...
This is going to be my life for the next 7 years at least...
I am going to be one of them....
That will be my lifestyle...
This is my new life...
I dont know how i felt then...
intimidated maybe? scared? cultural shock?
not much of a shock actually...
just that i'm not used to it...
although m'sia n sg r just next to each other...
n u cant really separate the ppl...
but if u observe properly...
really sit down n stare at the ppl passing by...
there are differences...
n even though it's small...
it's the petty little things that matters u know...
even a small habit is hard to change
I am going to have to learn to speak how they speak
actually speakings not really a problem...
thanx to the many friends i have in sg =)
speaking of this rite...everytime i go i will somehow change the way i speak
cuz i speak to them in chinese...n their chinese slang is somewhat like china + english slang =X
ok i dont know how to describe...
back at home i speak chinese fast...something like that
when i speak to them i tend to imitate them =X
i speak slower n will somehow emphasize on some words...
abit of english slang in it...
that's how they speak larh! u listen then u will know...
n then the few days after i got back from singapore...
i still havent change back to the m'sian slang
n when i speak to my friends at home they will be like
'wats wrong with ur chinese ah? why u speak so slow n weird 1?' LOL
continue on...I m going to dress how they dress
n m going to act like them
m i going to be kiasu like them? =X
maybe in 7 years time...
if u remember...u will see the change in me
u might think that im exaggerating or making a big deal of it...
i know it's near! yes i am aware of that...
but it IS like starting a new life there again...
im leaving my family...my friends...my security at home...the ppl i love >.<"
fear not! i m coming back very often =)
still...it's going to be different
im stepping out of the life im used to for the past 18 years...
im going to be REALLY alone...n have to be independent
i have to leave everything i've learnt n experience n grown to know behind
n embark on another journey...
new things to learn...new experiences...
most of all i have to establish a totally different life
n once i've done that...i will never go back to the way i was
who knows what will be my decision in 7 years time?
continue staying there? come back?
it's a long journey ahead...
i have alot more to learn
that's life rite? =)
what's life without risks n challenges n choices n decisions to make?
on a sidetrack...
i have to comment about the english test i took in singapore =.="
ahh...1 word for it...sux!
it's about organ trading...
human organ trading =X
at one glance...maybe the essay was not as hard as i thought...
cuz the essay from the sample essay really beat me
but....i soon realize it was much much harder than i thought =X
it was something like
'Governments are facing increasing concerns whether or not to legalize a legal market for organ trading. Do you think a legal market for organ trading will be desirable in your country? Why or why not?'
on 1st thought...ok...so it's an argumentative essay...
at least much much easier than the sample paper...
but there's a trick behind it... T.T
see...
my country....of cuz...not desirable rite?
wat with the conservative islamic country n all...
if it's even suggested ah...sure kena bomb like hell
but then....WAT do i write?
takkan lah i write something like...
of course it will NOT be desirable in my country...
we are conservative ppl with narrow minded thinking
n most importantly...we r an islamic country that does not encourage organ trading
plus muslim can only trade with muslim
so wats the point?
liddat mer?!
then they would think i dislike my country so much n im not patriotic or somewat...
but i cannot write it will be desirable wat...rite?
how wor...
although i have the points to support organ trading
but then....im YOUR country...
i dont have points to back up from my country
really...seriously cannot think of any
so...i was in a dilemma whether i
dont support organ trading n condemn my own country
OR
support organ trading n write all the false facts bout my country
either way...it would look bad rite
i spent sooo much time thinking which side i should side
the only words i can form in my mind were
oh fuck.
pardon me for saying that...
no...wait...dont pardon me...
oh sod it....
i want to have the right to say watever i want...however i want...in my own blog ok
n it's not like im cursing someone or wat mar
im just conveying the true meaning that i felt then
if i were to use another word rite...
it wouldnt mean the same anymore
the impact would be different...
so for the best effect...i terpaksa use the word lah
back to the english test...
if i fail....nvm lor =)
really...im fine with it...
ok maybe i would feel a wee bit disappointed
i am a kiasu person i admit =X i achieve the best in things that i do properly...
so failing would be a sad case for me
but if i really think about it...
it's not all that bad wat...
i get to attend a free english course...
it might make my schedule much more hectic
but wat the heck...i get free english improvement classes
that's not a bad thing rite?
so...watever the outcome is...i can accept it
just not until fail with band 0 then can ady =.="
oops...such a long post again
=D
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
habit
bloggie!
i couldnt sleep!!
aih...
WHY ah?
it's like becoming a habit of mine...
everytime before going to singapore rite...
i SURE wont sleep the night b4 1...
never fail b4...
seriously...
i still remember blogging in january the night b4...
same thing lah...cannot sleep =X
n then the last last time also the same!
why ah?
it's like...automatic 1 lo...
even though i laid on my bed for few hours i still couldnt sleep T.T
gosh i feel so sleepy now =X
i wan my bed! i wan my bolster!
in like...half an hours time i'll be off~
hope i can sleep in the bus though...
cuz i seriously need my sleep!
if not....tmr test how?
see....
aiyoh......
why ah? everytime also same case 1....
really...nth to say sia =.="
i better go pack!!
cya after i come back from sg =)
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
im so failing QET
Dear bloggie...
I am so so failing the QET im taking!!!!
gosh....
wat is this...
oh btw...qet's qualifying english test...taking in nus on thurs
for like....2 months im rotting at home!
really rotting...with nth to do
i mean...gosh...i could've like read thru the sample paper or wat rite
OH MY GOD!!!
wat have i been doing for the past 2 months?!
wat the....
just 2 hour from the 1440 hours also im lazy to take out
OMGNESS!!!
omgomgomg.....
im gonna fail....
seriously i look tru the sample paper...damn hard ok
harder than the MUET paper...
which in my opinion is the hardest i sat for so far in my life
the essay itself is 70 marks! n that question...cannot do sia =.="
OMG!
sure fail 1 tmr...
CONFIRM!
somemore rite...
must get band 5/6 to pass... HOW CAN?!
eh...dont say my english so good sure no prob 1...
my english is not good lah!
so sucky ok...u read my blog oso u can find alot errors ady!!
ok...even if my english is ok...can make it rite
doesnt mean i will pass ok?!
i've seen cases that ppl with god-like english getting lower than me
for the whole year his english is like...seriously god-like
until i cannot comprehend the essay he wrote
in the end he still got lower than me
omg....
see?!
so dont keep telling me i will pass
cuz rite...putting so high expectation on me
wat if i cant live up to that expectation?
then i would be devastated!
sure disappointed in myself 1 =(
wahseh.....wth have i been doing ah?
eat sleep eat sleep...keep complain nth to do rotting at home
too lazy to even pick up the sample paper n look through
SEE LARH!
NOW TOO LATE ADY....
DAI SEI
T.T
the only...only preparation that i kinda did was...
reading the english newspaper? n err...harry potter books n a few chic lit novels?
wat the.... =.="
HOW IS THAT GONNA HELP LARH?!
gosh...
oh my god....
wahlau...
speechless ady...dot dot dot...
tmr must wake up at 6am somemore!
taking the 10am aeroline from 1U to go SG
stay there 1 day...
thursday after taking the test im coming back =.=
pathetic rite?
go sg 1 day then come back...
aiseh...
ahhh.......
im nervous...
really...
not only for the test
nervous seeing so many ppl oso
i'll get intimidated seeing so many ppl larh!
really......
as in...i'll feel inferior...
so many ppl wor....thousands...
n hundreds from overseas...
alot of m'sians as well
i'll feel that im not as good as them >.<"
then i'll panic
omg!
ok dont think anymore.....
i should go pack~
T.T
help~!!!!!!!
Monday, July 16, 2007
心情
好久没有想用华文写的冲动了
因一首歌而起
把我拉回那时候的心情
好复杂哦...
我知道我已经放下了
真的...
可是 听回有关我们的歌曲
难免会回味往事的点点滴滴
好怀念...
听着这首歌...虽然 shuffle...
但五首里面
已经是第三首让我想到他的歌
好像在作弄我 >.<"
偏偏让我越听越陶醉在脑海里的回忆
很久没和他谈天了
真的好想问他
你现在好吗?
过一个星期 我就会离开这里
我会想念你的
希望你过得幸福快乐...
=)
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Harry Potter 5
Seriously...
the movie sucks =X
no joke ok...
i knew it was gonna be bad even before i saw it
cuz lots of ppl gave bad reviews on it
n then i know it's not gonna be as good as the book lah
as no way they can squeeze the whole book into a 2 hour movie rite
n wat makes the book so interesting is the whole thing...
as in every sentence every word counts towards the build up of the anticipation n the intrigue that seeps through our every vein
ok i dono wat m i crapping in that sentence =X
anyway...i braced myself for a bad movie
STILL it disappointed me...
BIG TIME i mean... =(
at least the other movies...the 1st 4 movies were alright
even though it's nothing compared to the book
yet i still enjoyed seeing the movie...
but this time....
gosh...not worth my money...
i felt so cheated! lolx...
eesh...it's like
how to say ah....a summary of the whole book
they just skip from chapter to chapter...
keep rushing from 1 scene to another
never stopping to explain things or to let us soak up the fun
the whole excitement just....fade away
ok it never appeared in the 1st place =.="
reading the book i felt like....im in harry potter world...
im not aware of my surroundings anymore...
im just like absorbed into the whole book
dont even wanna eat or sleep or pee or shit
i just wanna flip the pages to find out what happens next
super intriguing lerh...
very the exciting u know!!
the part where they fight or the mystery part my heart skips faster
palms sweating n eyes never leaving the page
BUT in the movie...
it's like....ohh...yawnnnn
it's supposed to be scary seeing voldemort!
the battle's supposed to be nail biting n all
but then...in that movie it's like....har? oh...okay...so it's him...Big Deal! =.="
no excitement at all...
not even scary or wat...
very sleep inducing i must say =P
all the small bits of fun they chuck away somemore...
no quidditch...no brain room...no many many doors in the department of mysteries...no quidditch...no explanation at the end...no sirius's mom shrieking...no OWL exams etc etc...
ahh...every time i see them skip i'll be...
WAH! skip 100 pages at once...bravo! Oo...skip another chapter ah... Ahh....skip the whole part...tsk tsk..
Moreover they just merge those parts...
aiyoh...seeing them merge it's like...
all the fun's gone lah!
it wont work!
in fact....i was thinking those ppl who didnt read the book would understand the story anot ah? =.="
cuz they didnt explain anything at all...
just action...that's it
no explaination bout the whole thing...no explaination bout the prophecy...or the order of the phoenix...
i think the only story there that i get was
the ministry of magic doesnt believe voldemort is back...n the closure was fudge saying 'Oh! he's back!'
=.="
man....lame shit wei
oops...too rude ady...learnt that phrase from someone =P
anyways...
just wanna rant my err.... just wanna complain here lah =D
so...
kesimpulannya,
dont watch the movie! it's not worth it!!
haha... =P
Friday, July 13, 2007
IMU farewell dinner
Bloggie...
supposed to post this earlier too... =D
oh well...here it is~
Since i was leaving imu rite...
they organized some farewell dinner for me n nana, also leaving imu =(
we went to SOULed OUT in Sri Hartamas...
around 21 of us turned up...
not all i know larh...lolx...
cuz diff gangs u see =P
still...it was fun ^^
they were sooo sweet u know!!!
they gave me a big big card with with wishes from everyone i know!! XD
n then they printed out the group picture we took there with everyone =)
n they bought a cake for me n nana!!
err...let the pics do the talking kay? =)
The gurls!
The cake! =D
Aww....the wishes r so sweet!! thx alot!!
Keng!!! M107 IMCC... /gg
Group 2!!! I miss the fun times we had during orientation!! (well...not all times lah =.= the really fun times!! not the times we kena tortured =X)
All of us XD thank you so much guys =D i'm gonna miss all of u =( 
Genting Trip
Dear bloggie,
long time no see.... =D
meant to post this up earlier
but was quite tired from the trip...
n my mood for blogging havent recovered yet
so.....that's y until now only i post lorhh~
i think...this will be one of the firsts of my posts with pics!
haha...if not quite boring mar
well...i went to genting on 8th n 9th july...2D1N trip with my sec sch friends!
meichi, sokching, sueling, me n jlynn who met us there on sunday =)
hehe...i was too bored at home...
so i thought...why not? =D
Sunday.8th.
we sat train to kl sentral n then from there we took the genting express bus...
1st time i was the latest 1 @@"
i was always the earliest 1 among them de lerh...so paiseh =X
the trip there was quite fast larh...
upon reaching there we checked in at theme park hotel
n discovered our room was like so so so far away!
must cross the link bridge over to the Valley Wings
eesh...n we walked from like 1st world to genting hotel to 1st world to theme park hotel to 1st world again....!!
not near ok...somemore went the wrong way a few times =.=
we didnt do much larh...
just walked around...
n did some rock climbing!! XD
i got to the top again! Wee~!!
i almost gave up u know...at 1 point of the time i was at the middle there...holding the rock
cuz i couldnt reach the higher ones
thinking...im so tired...i wanna give up...
but then another part of my brain was like...u never failed this b4...u always got to the top...dont give up on me...u cannot drop down this time!!
after debating with myself for a while...
i decided it's now or never!
lolx...n when i got to the top i was soo relieved~
oops...too much on myself ady =X carry on carry on...
in the evening we went back to our hotel room to rest n bathe n prepare
but we were soo tired we all took a nap until quite late
ooohhh...after i woke up n bathe n all i started applying make up =D
cuz we were going clubbing later at night mar...might as well look nice rite?
just some light makeup larh~then both of them wanted to try oso =D
n in the end me n jlynn helped sokching n sueling to put also XD
at 1st they kept yerrr here yerr there...
but after we were done they liked it n kept taking pictures of themselves!! LOL...
there...but cannot really see hor? 
anyhoos...we took our dinner at Be A Star KTV
quite siao there also haha...especially when we sang fast songs together XD
kept shouting over the mic....
Tell me what you want what u really really want...
so tell me what you want what you really really want...
I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA
I WANNA WANNA WANNA WANNA....
*oops...forgot the lyrics =P*
after that we went to Safari!
ladies night n free drink =D
we went there quite early larh...nobody there
so i got to watch F1 there!!! kimi won!!! so happy XD~!!
ok that's not the point =X
when we came back like quite late...it got more n more happening larh...
basically...like that lo...
my 1st time gone~
dont think notti ok...my 1st time clubbing =D
we ordered drinks...n danced...
although feel quite noob larh...but i was thinking
since no one knows me there...n after i walk out nobody will remember me...
so who cares? =P
but scary!! quite dangerous lor go with girls only...
cuz we had like a few scary encounters =X
sokching had a old fat bangladeshi guy asked her to join him in his hotel room =X
n i had 1 chinese guy stared at me for like half an hour...never leaving his eyes off me...the worst part is...he looked like he was gonna rape/kill me...
so scary k!! i go everywhere oso he follow!! T.T
the way he stared at me was like...'u r mine...im gona eat u up...after that im gona chop u to pieces n scatter u off the mountains'
eeeee...dont wanna think ady...
we got back at around 230am like a walking cigarette!!
yucks...i hate that smell...although was soo sleepy i had to wash my hair n all
only get to sleep around 4 =(
Monday.9th.
we woke up at around 10am!
slack around...checked out
then went to theme park
erm....like that lor...
at 1st i dont dare to sit the solero shot...
after 2 times of hellish experience i vowed to myself never to step in that queue line again
but then =.="
sokching was like lining up alone...
n i was thinking... wont die rite?
so i sat with her at last! err...in between got a few
'i dont want to sit lah! i go out now'
'cannot! now cannot pull out ady...how to go out'
'T.T....i very scared!!!'
well....it was not as scary as i thought =D
everytime at the top i will be 'sei lor...sei lor...why did i get myself in this for?!'
sitting on that miserable little seat...feet dangling tenths of stories up the air...
looking at the crowd below...
wondering when they will pull u down T.T
n then! it happened!!
gosh i hate that feeling....really hate that G force downwards...
it's like my whole insides r fighting to come out tru my mouth =X
when it got down...they pulled us up halfway again...
n that split second before we drop down again...
i was like...'ohh hey! i like this Zero G feeling!!'
lolx...seriously lor...i really like the feeling
like floating in the air...nothing to pull u up or down...
n then i kept on anticipating the few more times they pull us up n drop us down again to feel that Zero G =P
all in all...i enjoyed it larh =D
here....
during the whole trip hor...it's like we kept wanna eat n eat n eat
dono whose influence ah =.="
see food then will drool ady 1!!!
keep wanna eat only...
lolx...
after that we were so so tired we went back
ahh...i would say i enjoy this trip larh =)
the chance to hang out with my friends...
the liberty of going anywhere we want n coming back how late we want =P
it's the company that counts =D
i will miss u guys!!!!
n thx so much for making the trip possible =)
Thursday, July 05, 2007
what m i doing? Rotting...
Bloggie...
sorry lah...my blog's like turning to a daily newspaper
with a fresh new post everyday!
but then ah...im like rotting at home everyday
waddaya expect?
u know wat...
i almost wanted to put this on my nick
'dont ask wat m i doing nowadays...it's obvious im ROTTING!!'
not that im rude or wat larh =X
cuz rite...
today itself i was asked of that question 5 times already!!
omg...1 after another lah...
it's like...
'so...wat r u doing nowadays?'
'rotting =.='
n then another person msg
'how r u doing ah?'
'rotting =.='
my gosh...it's like im programmed to answer that lah
once i see the sentence my finger will automatically type the 7 letters =(
anyhoo...
something really really embarassing happened yesterday!!
i went to bukit raja shopping centre aka jusco klang to shop
cuz i wanted to buy some blouse =P
seems that the blouse that i want with the correct size is only available there =.="
so i went with michelle lor...there only got 2 floors u see...
quite small...n the escalator's like at the middle of it...
at the centre court or watever u call it
directly opposite the escalator on the ground floor was Padini Authentics
meaning ah...if u take the escalator all the way down u can see inside padini lah
so...that time i was taking the escalator down lah...
as u know...the escalator moves quite slow de mar...
so i was leaning on it...looking inside padini
i saw a err... quite good looking guy there...
but then i just looked n turned my head away...never really notice properly
n then i yawned... @@"
normally if in public place will cover the mouth with the hand de hor?
but then i was thinking...jusco only mar =.=
n i was lazy...
so i just yawned with my mouth wide open!!
then i realized someone was staring at me yawning....
as the escalator moved downwards...
i realized it was the same guy i was checking out earlier =.=
i looked properly....slowly it came into focus
SHIT.....it looks like my old friend!
omigosh!!!!
i actually yawned with my mouth open in a shopping complex...such an ugly pose =.=
n was observed from start to end by my friend!
omgness.........
i quickly turned my head away once i reached the ground floor
n walked away fast!!!
i can feel he was still staring at me as i walked away lerhhh >.<"
at that time i didnt know it was him anot...
cuz it looks like him but then i never look properly
plus the last time i saw him was like...4 years ago =.=
oh it's not over u know...
the 2nd time i came down the escalator...
had to lah =.= no choice...
he was still there! staring at me!
i wanted to walk away but then...like no good lah
when i passed by the shop he was like looking at me tilting his head like 'eh?'
by that time i had no choice but to admit to myself it's really him =.=
so i waved n smiled n mouthed 'hi' lor...he did the same back
i was sooo embarassed that time i walked away without waiting for his response
n then i was soo clumsy i almost dropped my shopping bags...
eeshhh...so xia sui!!
then at home rite...u know wat happened?
on msn he msged me
'hi...y just now u see me u so paiseh ah?'
'i was staring at u the whole time but u dowan to look at me'
OH MY GOD!!!
as if the whole thing's not embarassing enough he just HAD to make me find a hole to hide myself in!
wahsehh...i was like totally speechless that time
wat was i to reply??!!
it's so obvious i was embarassed >.<"
but then i cannot admit rite =.= omg...
how can one be so insensitive!! T.T
know the person paiseh ady somemore wanna go n ask bout it =.="
eeee......so xia sui!!!
oh...today rite...i watched heroes on channel 70 again... =D
the finale!!
although i watched...
but then...rotting larh!!! nothing else to do ok? =.=
i cried when i watched the ending the 1st time...
really cried as in... =.= not sobbing or teared...
i surprised myself u know...didnt know why i cried like that
until i fell asleep >.<"
i thought today it wont happen again cuz i know the ending
but then i still cried =X
too sad larh!!!
i know lah the ending abit absurd...
but still so sad...i feel so sad for nathan!!
T.T
too long ady my post =X
lolx...
must think of wat to do until 4am...the time i will only be able to sleep
!!!
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
dying of boredom
omg bloggie!
i m so so so so so so so so so so bored~!
HELP!!
seriously super bored here lah =(
what to do at home wor?
seriously wat to do jek?
i got like nothing to do online
not much ppl to chat with...if any =.="
n then rite...
astro got nothing much to watch 1!!
omg
u see har...
my cycle goes like this:
lets say start from monday lah...i wake up at 2pm after 12 hours sleep =.=
n then i wont be able to sleep til like 3am
n then i'll wake up at 3pm d nx day
cuz wake up so late then cannot sleep earlier again
so i'll only able to sleep at like 4-5am
n then d nx day i'll wake up at 4pm
getting later n later n later lah
wth =.=
arghh....
so sien...
sitting in front of the computer staring at the monitor screen =.="
repeatly listening to songs
n then just stare...
n stare...
n stare.......
nothing to do 1 lerh
i can die~!
wah...such a contradictory post from the previous 1
i thought it's gonna be a fun week
but then i didnt take into account the days i'll be at home
omg
so sien!
i think i better sign off before i get crazier =.="
chao~
my last holiday =(
Bloggie...
err...
harlo? =.="
forgive me lah...abit sot now~
too tired ady =X
it's now july...
ok lah 3rd ady =.=" i 2 days late lo
2 more weeks im gona be like in hectic mode...
now must enjoy more 1st!
sad lah...malacca trip cannot make it >.<"
too few ppl can go ady...haihz...
so far i've been frequenting 1U quite often =.="
in the past 2 weeks i've been there like 5 times? @@"
considering the fact that i stay 40mins away from 1U
it's quite alot times ady lerh...
somemore like few times i must drive alone there 1...
very sien ah drive 40 mins alone there...
but then wat choice do i have?
not like klang got any nice shopping malls oso
yeah...ok lah today i went again =.="
met up with an old old old friend lolx
i think quite long never met le bah?
i watched transformers again!! Weee~!! XD
haha...believe me i didnt feel bored or wat
i still enjoyed every second of it
just that the nerve-wrecking part not there ady lah cuz i know they're gona be fine =)
still...it's worth watching =D
in fact i wouldnt mind a 3rd time =P
oh well...at least hanging out with a friend is better than rotting at home
i had fun catching up =)
time passed quite fast though~
i lost my way while coming back home after fetching my friend home =.="
until my mom called me n ask me wat time will i be back
no time le larh!
must enjoy my last few weeks here...
cannot waste it on rotting at home!!
keke...at least this month's not gona be as boring as last month
so...
who wanna go out?
just gimme a call or wat~ XD
Sunday, July 01, 2007
zzz
i m damn (forgive me for saying this) fucking pissed off...
u know wat?
I M MORE THAN HAPPY TO LEAVE MY FAMILY
fuck
seriously...
i now understand why i attempted so many times so runaway from home
damn it
at last i dont feel any regrets leaving home
leaving my family behind to go singapore to study
fine lah...
i'm just being kind enough to point out
but all of them just bomb me
all i did for them is just for the better
just because they dont wanna admit they r wrong
SO FREAKING THICK FACE
thus the blame is on me
ME ALONE
all these years
it's been like that
i thought after i grew up i will grow out of it n learn to live peacefully with them
but fuck
it's still like this
NVM LOR
1 more month then im out of this damn house
n then u guys will be damn freaking happy not having me around
YEAH i disappear forever better
dont even wanna come back during the freakin holidays
i've really had enough of this family
really...
since young i've been patient
waiting for the day to come
for me to finally leave this stupid home
tolerating their outrageous behaviour n crying alone all the while
WELL
this freakin day is finally arriving