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Bloggie....
i am super lazy i admit
havent even started studying OMG
nvm nvm...that's not wat i wanna blog about =X
keep whining bout me being lazy oso no point rite? T.T
anyway...today rite...
quite funny lol...
normally dinner we will eat in pgp de mar...
plus today is sunday...
n pgp's canteen n cafe r 1 of the few which opens
so initially we planned to eat here at 630
i was in my room wearing a spagetti strap...too hot larh!!...n short sleeping pants
so i thought...since just walk down only rite...
nonit to change larh! wear lap lap zap zap nobody cares =P
at 540 i got a call to meet at foyer at 6
when i asked where to eat...she said dono...meet at central library
ok i thought...can prepare to go ady
but ehh wait!! central library...meaning out of pgp
better change clothes.......
but still...i was wearing err...short pants n a normal t shirt
then i went to meet them...
n off we went to the central library to meet up with my friend's friends
they were like
'eh why so many of u!! i thought only 3 of u...how to fit in the car'
the outsiders there were only me n 1 other girl
'err...meaning we r not invited larh'
=.="
we wanted to leave cuz quite paiseh
but then still no good later ppl think we snobbish or wat =X
so we just waited n waited there
while my stomach grumbled cuz i hadnt eaten since last night T.T
in the end when another friend came with a car...
we all really didnt want to go out to eat u see...
n when all the gurls were in the car
1 guy said 'eh so u drive them to vivo larh we meet u there...u know how to go rite?'
'HAR? we going vivo?!'
mind u...most of us were in our house clothes...
all short pants n home shirt =.="
go vivo in that quite funny lerh....
eeshh...
plus rite....there were 5 girls...
so 4 of us sat behind...kinda need to squeeze...
we thought that was bad enough...
we would never have guessed how we were going to go back later =.=
in the end we still went...
n we ate dinner at Thai Express....
errr....the food not that good =X
maybe only my fried rice larh...others look quite nice~
so we prepared to go back after dinner
there was only 1 car u see....
n there were 5 girls + 3 guys including the driver....
not CRV or X-Trail lerh...
a normal Mazda 6 =.="
LOL so 5 girls squeeze behind...1 girl sat on another's lap
while 2 guys sat up front....lolx...
but then they realized it was too easy to get caught with 2 ppl up front
they asked the guy to move behind...lucky guy =.="
so it was 5 girls + 1 guy behind @@" actually he's GirlGirl but nvm =X
6 ppl!!! 2 ppl had to sit on other's lap lolx...
that GirlGirl was sitting beside this girl we kept teasing him with LOL
hangfuk-nyerrr...... =D
we were laughing all the way back sia...
n the driver was like
'eh u all wanna laugh but can dont keep laughing n breathing on my hair anot?'
LOL
some of us were too close to the front n kept laughing at his head =P
n then another girl was like
'eh joan ah...when u laugh i can feel ur whole body vibrating u know' =D
damn cute larh all the way back...
1st time squeeze with so many ppl =.="
n when it was uphill we can feel the car no power...
'sorry larh engine....so sorry...'
'eh wat r u all doing to my car....Nuuuuuu~!!'
LOL
ok that's the end of the story lolx....
must study!!!!!!!!!!
wish me luck!
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Bloggie...........................
im leaving to sg in less than 12 hours time....
i dont want to leave!!!
this holiday is too short!!!
i mean...i havent even warm my bed yet!
barely enough time to get used to getting back home n then im off again
i am sad =(
i dont want to leave....
i wanna sleep in my own bed longer...!!! T.T
sigh...
i guess i have to brace myself to face the tormenting world...again! =/
oh...u know what?
i was complaining of too much luggage when i came back home to m'sia
cuz i was carrying a backpack with a super heavy genetics textbook inside
which....i didnt even flip open a page during this 1 week break =X
n then i was carrying my heavy laptop in 1 hand
n a heavy heavy carry bag containing all my other stuffs in another
that also drained me of all my breath n energy
imagine that...
n now!!!!
on top of all that...
i have 1 more big big trolley bag to add to my luggage!!
is like....wth rite =.="
i mean...wat extra stuffs do i need to bring back that could possibly double my luggage =.=
really very funny lor...
i already brought lots of stuffs back
now im bringing even more stuffs to sg!!
ok larh.....besides the stuffs i brought back
i also added in......errr....
1 big box of jacob's biscuits, 3 packets of milo, 2 packets of sweets, 2 packets of instant soup
somemore...lots of toileteries stuffs...
n then...2 extra shirt...1 big bag
n erm.....yah that's about it =P
aiyoh.........cannot blame me larh!
the stuffs in sg r too exp! plus i dont have time to go out see...
so i might as well get all here rite...so cheap!
n then they dont sell my fav milo mocha in sg!! T.T
so terpaksa lah 3 packets of milo mocha =P
wish me luck carrying all those luggages tmr =X
oh...wish Girl luck too...
cuz he's gona help me carry all my stuffs too...wakakaka =P
anyway...i went shopping today....finally!!!
but oh dear.........
this time shop...is like letting out all the err...hidden shopping desire in me? =.="
u dont wanna know how much i spent =.="
at 1st i went to the atm to 'diak' some RM
that amount usually lasts me for 1 shopping session...usually
n then i realized it wasnt sufficient....
yet i cannot withdraw anymore cash from the atm or else my bank account's gona left like...nothing inside
so...seeing that i had SGD in my wallet...
i went to the money changer to change some lor...
n i thought it can last me til i get home......
but boy was i wrong =.=
i realized i spent til i dont have even RM1 to eat dinner
so i had to change almost all of my SGD to RM...
wahsehh......really spent like DAMN ALOT larh!! T.T
those SGD r for me to use when im back at sg 1 lerh....
omgnesssssss....really speechless ady!!!
spent so much...heart pain arhhh T.T
nvm larh! seeing that i hadnt shop for like.....2 months? =D
n i prolly wont have time to shop for another like....3 months...
so...yeah...ok larh =X
just dont let me shop when i'm in sg ok? lol
oh btw...it was nice meeting up with my friends n my dear cousin!!
really lots to gossip yeah =P
im gona miss u guys...take careeeee!!!
n as my friend said...my last day at home =(
enjoy it as i can...
so....im off to sleep now!!!
my last night on my soft soft beloved comfy comfy bed!! T.T
good night bloggie...
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Dear bloggie,
Im at home in m'sia now...
actually...i was here since few days ago
just dont have the mood to blog =X
ever since i came home....
it's like...i've transformed into a pig! >.<"
i can sleep like 14 hours a day...
just sleep...wake up eat...sleep....n sleep
practically just sleep only T.T
cannot blame larh!
my bed too comfy ady XD
plus my bolster n comforter so soft n nice to sleep in~!
omg...i didnt even touch the books n notes i brought back to study
i'm soooo free now n yet i dont feel like studying
noooo~!!!!
im soo lazy =(
i wonder wat i did arh....
on satuday night i reached m'sia...
was stranded in 1U for 1 hour...nobody to fetch me home
that was the 1st time i felt so helpless
now i know i cannot survive without handphones =X
serious!!!
imagine stranded alone...
u wanna call for help but ur phone is out of service T.T
that was a sad day too u know =(
i was thinking...maybe i ought not to come back during this holiday
stay in singapore better...
since nobody really wants me back eh?
anyway...on sunday my sis came!!!
my cute lil nieces!!!
OMG they've grown so much!!
phoebe's sooo tall ady...its like 10cm in 2 months =.="
n felynn is just too cute!! as usual
rachel can talk!! hehe... XD
i miss them soo much!!!
then on monday...i went grocery shopping...
bought 3 packets of milo mocha =X
LOL..they dont sell it in singapore larh!!
i need milo mocha for my breakfast~ =D
im gona have a hard time carrying my luggage back to singapore >.<"
n then i bought lots of other things as well =D
stock up all my food supply, toileteries, etc....
i still dont have the chance to shop yet!!!
i miss shopping!!!!!!!!
nvm....friday =D
yesterday....my friends from kl came over to klang
we brought them to eat bak kut teh....
n then cendol....
after which we went to bkt raja shopping centre
drove all around klang =.="
i was soo tired...
cuz i borrowed the car from my mom...
so i had to wake up at 6am to fetch her to her school
n i didnt sleep back after that!!
waited til around 1040am then only i headed out
i was grumbling days before that i didnt get to drive
oh well...at least i got my wish...
but then drive so long! very tiring lerh =(
ok i shouldnt complain...
i wont get to drive after this for a few months T.T
we abit sot that day...
kept laughing all the way
n 5 of us squeezed into a dressing room to take pic!! LOL
cuz the lighting very nice there...
so any pic we take there sure turn out nice =D
so erm...we practically pushed the 2 guys inside with us to take
haha....
their faces were like =.=" all along
ah....i dont have the pics yet...so too bad =P
so far....that's that lor...
today supposed to go out with sec sch mates
but all not free =(
nobody wants to go out with me...SEE!
that's y i come back oso nobody wants to see me mar =(
okok im off to watch the X-Family ep35 XD
Weee~!!!!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
bloggie...
i got the results for my 2nd test
n i failed...again
this time...the blow was bigger than the previous 1
1 blow was bad enough...
now its 2 big blows....
i cant pretend the situation is not bad enough
i didnt expect to lose so many marks
i thought...i would at least pass
seems that all that little mistakes i made cost me alot of marks
this time i really failed failed....
as in...im like...at the very low end of the distribution
among the last few in the class
n the paper is not hard.....it's not...really
if it is then how come 15 ppl can get full marks?
n the distribution is skewed to the right...where most ppl are at the high end?
knowing that...
n knowing full well that i studied for the test
i was well prepared for it
n yet i couldnt score
i really doubt my capabilities now
for a long long long time i havent put that much effort in an exam
i was even more hardworking than i was in spm and even sam
and i put in much more effort this time
yet i failed...
FAILED!!!
i dont fit here...
im too dumb to be in nus
m i?
i should've known...
im not qualified enough to be here m i?
the ppl here r too smart for me...
haiz....
u know last time...
i can just dont study n yet i can score easily
n if i dont study at all n i dont understand i still will not fail
n if i put in abit effort n study last min i can get high marks
but now.......
i realize...
it's different in uni life...
no more spoon-feeding
just study from the notes is not sufficient
really have to read up alot n grasp the concept
no more pure memorizing from the notes n just spit everything out
sigh...
i cannot slack anymore
as not to fail next time...i need to put in much much more effort
be really really hardworking...
no more comprimise
so i realize....
reading through n understanding the notes will not get me through this
i will try harder...
much much harder next time!!
i will be contented if i just improve
i dont hope for much....
wont aim high anymore...
at least now...i'll be happy if i can just pass
its a wonder i still can think positive
im not giving up....yet =)
Monday, September 17, 2007
Dear bloggie,
i got my results for my genetics test...
oh well...like i said...
i failed... =(
ok lah i dono i failed anot...
but the marks is err.....
im too paiseh to post it up here =.="
anyway...i got better than i expected....
at least...well...
at least....i didnt get as bad as i thought rite?
ehh...but initially i didnt think im gona do this bad lerh
until i saw the answers =.="
aih....i cannot deny im disappointed
i mean...of cuz lor...
i put so much effort in it...
in the end still get so low...
very sad 1 lerh...
i cannot remember the last time i put so much effort
n yet i cannot score >.<"
n u know what?
the highest mark is 97!!!!
that fella CRAZY 1....really sot!!!
wahlau eh...if i know is who arh...hmmphhh
oh well.......
really sad lor!!
i mean...i really studied lerh....
n i really put alot of effort lerh...
i tried my best....yet my best was not enough
dont worry im not devastated =)
i accepted my failure....
n i swear to myself im gona work harder next time!
actually its not the matter of working harder anot...
its actually how i answer the question =.="
im gonna try better than my best next time!!
i know im in NUS now..so im prolly 1 of the dumbest there =.="
still.....at least i will try!!
i can do it!! jia you~!!
ok i know i sound abit sot here...
but im motivating myself ok? =D
at least...this time i failed....
i know my mistakes...so i can learn from experience mar...
it's not as easy as i think =.="
really.....not that i study then can score ady >.<"
so next time...must try harder kie? =)
on another note...i dono why m i so suey...
i....
why do i keep seeing him?
i already made up my mind
yet it seems that it's not so easy to forget >.<"
somemore how m i gonna concentrate like that?!
ehh...cannot say it's fate
actually...
but then....
it's a coincidence ok!
sob...somemore....
okok enough...
i already did so badly in 1 module..
cannot repeat the same for my gem!
study~!!!!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
bloggie.....
i dont know what's wrong with me today
im like a living zombie =.="
since....since....err....
since i came back from dinner i guess
im supposed to rush my lab report due on monday
my project proposal due next week
my oral summary due next tuesday...shit
my chemistry of the ocean mid term next thursday...double shit
OMG LARH~!!
i wanna die ady... T.T
i've picked up a habit of saying shit u know...
keep on shit-ing only
no choice larh...cuz my workload n the stress is too shocking
WAaAaAaaa.......
yet im still here...slacking around...
really no mood to do anything at all
u know larh...
it's like 1 of those days when u feel unproductive
just wanna slack around n stare at nothing
argh~! i cannot afford to do that!
time is running out!!
oh god...i cannot handle it =(
plus im like forever busy with stuffs
so when i get those rare times that im alone in my room
i wanna savour every second of it
namely...lie on my bed n sleep!!!
CANNOT LARH!
must study!
i havent even started studying for my mid-term...
oh shit...
can die...really can die.... T.T
EH! dont keep asking me not to be so stress larh!
i ask u arh....
every week i've got
1 exam...which contributes to the final grade
2 lab reports to hand in...
2 tutorial to finish...
2 assignments to complete
2 project meetings to rush
on top of all that...i have to study!
oh...the best part is...i only get to do all those at night! after dinner
cuz usually my class n all those dumb labs only end in the evening
i ask u har...u wake up in the morning...
go for classes til evening...
when u reach ur room it's at night ady...
still got energy to do all those arh?
plus some nights i have activities til midnight!
all those free times r slotted with project meetings n discussions and stuffs
EH! if it's u u dare tell me u still can like relax n be normal kah?
u try be in my shoes! hmmphhhhh...............
i am trying to relax ok...
the late night 终极一家 The X-Family episods on YouTube really does help =)
too cute too funny too interesting too exciting ady~!
plus all the guys there so cute!!!!
hehe.....
okok...after episod 28 tonight i will chiong my lab report ok? =P
Friday, September 14, 2007
Dear bloggie,
i dono why m i so suey today =.="
u'll know what i mean soon...
supposedly,
today i have project meeting at 10am
n then i was thinking...after the meeting i can makan lunch
n then go for my english tutorial at 2pm
plus hor...
i need to use laptop for both so i decided to bring it along lor
and wat really did happen was...
at 9am i didnt know whether the project meeting was confirmed anot
so i smsed my friend...but she didnt reply
then i thought maybe they r not going or wat...
so i continued to sleep until 10+ only she called me
'eh where r u? we are at the discussion room'
'omg! so sorry...gimme 30 mins =.="'
'har?! 30 mins?'
'yaya cuz im still in pgp now'
i didnt add the...oh im still in bed n i need time to prepare =X
i quickly prepared n was ready to go in 15 mins...
i walked to the bus stop n when i almost reach i saw the bus there!
so i rannn as fast as i could carrying the big laptop to the bus
luckily the uncle waited for me...
phew....i sat down on the seat n was catching my breath when
my phone rang....
'hello? u nonit to come ady...we finish discussing'
the bus door closes n slowly moves...
shit.....
'har? really ah? i just boarded the bus =.='
nvm lor...so i sat all the way to science fac...
as i got down the bus n looked across the road
the bus i wanted to take was leaving!!!
damn...ran across the road again n hopped on the bus
ppl must be thinking im crazy...
get down n then cross the road n take the bus back the way where i came from =.=
ok lor...nvm....suey 1 time
at least i got time now since im up...
i made plans with my friend to eat lunch at 1pm...
then at 1pm i was late again =.="
when i got to the bus stop i felt that my right eye was stinging
so i asked my friend
'my eyes red ah?'
'yah...very red...'
shit.....
i used the video call camera on my phone to check...
eeee....very red larh...
n it's not the normal red...
it's the kinda red that wont subside if i dont do anything bout it
wearing contact lens for many years...n always getting red eye...
i know which kind of red eye means wat =.="
this time...it means trouble...
i didnt know wat to do...n i dont wanna walk around with the red eye >.<"
it's very scary...n lots of ppl will stare at me...
even worse...they'll avoid me =X
so i was thinking i should wait til 2pm...
if it's better by then i should be able to attend the english tutorial
cuz today we're supposed to write an essay in class
but then...
it got worse...
much much worse =X
i dont wanna describe it...too disgusting >.<"
so i went up to the classroom...where my tutor was having another class
knocked on the door...waited for her to come out
'ms lee...err...im afraid im not able to attend the class later'
'oh...why?' *takes a close look at me*
'*gasp!!* eeeeee' *hands on her mouth*
'i dono wat's wrong with my eye' T.T
'i know what's wrong with it'
'har?'
'u are 1 of the 600 cases that's affecting singapore...'
'...of?'
'of conjunctivitis'
'....... really ah?'
'yah...u better go to the wellness centre now n get the antibiotic eyedrops'
'err...that serious ah?'
'it is! u better go now...quick!'
'orh...ok...then i cannot attend the class ady rite'
'yah...i'll send u the file'
'ok...bye'
'bye...remember to go ah!!'
=.="
so....i came back...
AGAIN....carrying my huge laptop case
2nd time ady...
as i was sitting in the bus i was thinking...
today i was fated to not go for classes n all arh? =.=
why both times also...
go to science fac...then less than 15 mins later on the bus back to pgp
the funny thing is..as of 2.12pm now
my right eye has completely healed by itself
after i took off my contact lens lar =.="
if i wanna rush there again just now i still can geh...
but then...no point rite?
funny....im meant to stay home today kah?
aih...carry my laptop around twice for nothing
super heavy lerh...n keep banging onto stuffs....kerlian my lappy T.T
later...i have cca meeting... =X
hopefully...nothing bad will happen again lerh...
if not...really...
speechless....
oh well...at least i get to do my report now...
n then must study for my test next week!
oh gosh i have so much work! T.T
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
bloggie!!!
wednesdays are sucky days u know....
i dont like wednesdays!!!
haih....
somemore i dono why all my cca on weds 1 wor...
is like......
purposely wanna make fun of me
see my schedule from 9am to 7pm not enough
somemore wanna torture me further =.="
ok lah not as bad lor
this week i have lab but not the 6pm tutorial
so i came back at 4
but then!
u think har...i've been in the chem lab since 12...
then ended late...n i didnt manage to finish my experiment T.T
nx week gona be even later!!
n then rush over to opposite for my lecture
then rush back opposite for other lecture
since i woke up this morning i only can like sit properly to rest n eat now lerh
aihhhh...
somemore later got 2 activities
i dono which 1 to go
help?
on 1 hand...i have taekwondo training...
not that important larh...but i skipped 2 already =X
n im supposed to hand in something to the instructor
plus...i....>.<" wanna....see...... =X
nvm
but i dont wanna go u know why...
i dont wanna see someone =/
very scary arh!! u ask me i'll tell u LOL
but then not that important hor?
then on the other hand..i have this committee meeting
not really meeting larh..just gathering n briefing n such
but then....although it's informal rite
if i dont go not good mar
my 1st meeting i ady ffk them...like so irresponsible hor?
ok lah! i've decided
AIYOH how i wish i dont have anything on today
so i can sleep now! T.T
im very tired!!!!
n i have to rush my lab report tonight
nonit to sleep jor.....
tmr 6am have to wake up
oh dear...
help~
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Bloggie...
u know wat?
if u put a milk in front of my right now
i bet u the milk will turn sour solely by my look
i'm....devastated right now
i dont even bother to act normally
u know why?
i just failed my genetics test
ok i havent gotten the results yet
but i assure u...i will fail
no doubt
pls dont say anything like
'dont worry lah sure can 1...wont fail 1'
u r gona offend me more cuz i know what i did ok
everything was fine today
until the lecturer came in after genetics lecture
saying he wanna discuss about the test
i thought...
ok i did study for the test
u know how hard i study for the genetics test rite
i've never study so hard for a long time
n yes....if i've studied...i would be really disappointed if i didnt do well
i hate the feeling...
i thought....i only screwed the 1st question
the 2nd question was direct....easy in fact
oh boy...how wrong was i
i thought i'm gona do badly...not to the extend that i will fail
so when he showed us the 1st slide...
i was rather relief to see my 1st question...abit correct...
at least there r some relations there
n the 2nd part...i've known that i will not score on that
cuz i didnt know....i misinterpret the question
20 marks gone like that...
really gone....the whole paragraph i didnt write
n then...
when the slide changed to question 2
my hopes just....shatter...like that
everything just fell down...crashing on me
50 marks...gone...
i thought....they didnt want in in such detail
yet when i see.....
all 10 marks, 10 marks, 5 marks etc...i dont have it in my answer
u know how i felt?
i know all the answers...
i understand! i did study for it
just that i didnt think it was important enough to write it in the answer
i just wrote like...2 sentences
n that didnt even carry any mark
im...devastated
to look at all the answers on the slide...
everything i knew perfectly well...i studied hard tryin to understand it
yet...i didnt get any mark for that question
u know how...disappointing it is?
50 + 20....70 marks gone...just like that
70 out of 100 marks gone...
dare u tell me that i wont fail?
it's already...very clear
i failed
i dont even have energy to type now...aih
i just wanna...
lie down on my bed n sleep through this
but i cant
i have lab reports n assignments to rush
haih....it's so disappointing
1st test...fail lerh
how to continue...like that?
Monday, September 10, 2007
bloggie...
im on the verge of giving up...
i really...dont wanna study anymore T.T
i hate organic chem!!!
i hate hate hate it!!!
no matter how many times i try to read through....
how many times i try to understand
even tried memorizing it...
im still not able to answer the questions
its like....study ady forget...
wats the point then?! T.T
i really really....tried my best ady
everytime i read back i am able to understand yes
but once i turn the page...
everything slips from my grasp
aih.....
tell me wat to do?
i've been up few nights now
trying to study...
yet i'm still not far off from where im started
i cant even see the finish line
i really....wanna give up
n just sleep...
just.....forget bout tmr
but...
if i give up now...then wat will be of my future in nus?
it's only my 2nd test...
n i've given up already?
this isnt me...
i will never rest until i accomplish it
still...
i'm tired...
i've fought long and hard in this battle
ok maybe not long and hard enough =.="
i'm gona give it another try...
and then im done...off to sleep
wish me...luck >.<"
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
不瞒你说 我真的有想过
从今以后不再跟你有任何联络
不要再试着暗示我 后来你发现什么
不瞒你说 并不特别寂寞
接下来的几个周末节目特别多
偶而会有人喜欢我 但并不代表什么
我 很难过
你知道吗 上几个星期前 我哭了 哭得很凄凉
自从来到这儿 第一次流泪 竟是为了他
而且在这里 留下的每一滴眼泪 都是因为他
原来他 还那么深深地印在我内心深处
现在的我 不缺什么
认真的生活偶而会难过
新朋友很多 他们不够了解我
问了太多 我只是微笑的带过
未来的我 没有如果
不相信星座能预告什么
假设那么多过去会不会复活
最好没有如果
我以为 我真的以为 我在慢慢地把他忘掉
好几次了 我告诉自己 不会再为他难过
可是 每一次知道他对哪一个女孩许下诺言时 我真的 就这样崩溃了
我的灵感很准 每次事前我都会有预感 而且没有错过 我就是这么了解
他知道 我在想着他吗?
不瞒你说 经过几次风波
你不能再从我脸上读出些什么
要适应的事越来越多 改变的不止是我
没想到 近两年了 我最后一次见到他 也是半年前的事
我学着放下 但我承认 我没把他给他忘了 为什么?
在这里 我很孤单 虽然我把自己搞得很忙
夜深人静时 他会浮现在我脑海中
我 永远放得下吗? 会喜欢上别人吗?
我真的 不知道...
现在的我 不缺什么
认真的生活偶而会难过
新朋友很多 他们都不了解我
问了太多 我只是微笑的带过
未来的我 没有如果
不相信星座能预告什么
假设那么多过去会不会复活
我不相信如果
im screwed
bloggieeeeeee T.T
amidst the hectic life im having now
i gotta blog this out
I totally screwed my 1st test in NUS!
SOB! T.T
i had genetics test today...it's 10% of the final marks
only 2 questions...
shucks rite? 2 questions....meaning 1 mistake 50% gone!
n i totally screwed the 1st question
believe me this time...when i said it's wrong...it is wrong!
cuz rite...aiyoh i dono how to explain
basically wat i did was just reinstate their answer
i didnt realize they wanted a different thing!
that's y i was thinking...how come i do do also never prove anything 1?
just give them back the answer of wat they gave me =.="
n then my friend made me realize i misinterpret the question
shit......
50% gone!!!!!!!!!
oh god...help T.T
plus....for me this was considered the subject that i can grasp most among all my 3 subjects
but.........wat's happening now?
SOB larh!!! T.T
i have a chemistry report to hand in tomorrow
n i just finished just now....
n im very sure i did a bad job on it
plus i have a test on organic chem next week
shit!
my worst subject...chemistry...somemore is organic chem
i was totally lost like...weeks ago
i couldnt understand a thing!
n i couldnt answer even 1 ques from the tutorial
double shit....
oh my god.........
i am so gonna die here
HELP!!!!! T.T
ok i know im getting too stressed up
plus the signs r showing as i keep getting sick.... >.<"
still........wat can i do?!
not like i can control stress rite...
i cannot like...decrease the production of cortisol in my brain wat =X
aihhhhhhh......
wishhh me luckkkk!!!
i promise i will relax myself whenever i can
oops....this is no good...cuz im relaxing myself too much
watching taiwanese drama series instead of studying before the test...tsk tsk...
lying on the bed reading novel instead of doing chem report....tsk tsk tsk......
just slacking around doing nothing....
oh no.....
T.T
Sunday, September 02, 2007
hi =D
dear bloggie,
im supposed to be studying =.="
but anyhoos...i need some time off rite... =P
excuse to not study only *shakes head*
err...i have no idea wat to blog about...
well...lemme see...
i am enjoying my life here u know...
albeit the stress n the massive workload and the many many activities =X
it makes me feel.....alive
unlike in IMU...i feel so dead =.="
really! go class...sit there stone 2 hours....
n then go back sleep...wake up dinner....then sleep again...
such a waste of time lerh...like my life only revolves around that
still...im learning to cope with the stress
so far...it's okay...
my mind thinks its okay...
but im afraid my body doesnt agree with my mind =X
cuz...i've been sick on n off for weeks now >.<"
plus i almost fainted twice....
once when i was queueing up for lunch n another after taekwondo training
i dont know how to describe the feeling
it's like...suddenly u cannot control ur vision n it's all blurry ahead of u
everything is shining n there are stars around...
i tried really hard to control it...
but it hurts alot...im really scared that i might just pass out there n then
luckily nothing happen
it's weird though....
cuz there's no reason for me to faint...i had my meals on time
unless i got some hidden diseases n that im gona die soon =X
choi!
oh...yesterday was my 1st time using the laundry room...
oh gosh i felt so ulu =.="
cuz i didnt know how to operate the washing machine
after several attempts getting it started i gave up =X
had to put up my thick face to ask someone there...
he came over n closed my lid n voila!
'u have to close the lid 1st...'
'oh...right...thx >.<" '
omg....super embarassing u know!
that was still fine...
then after an hour i went down again...
n i attempted the dryer...
but after 20 mins of twinkering around with the machine
it was a failure =.="
really dono why lahhh
i tried everything...everything!!!
n i even changed 2 machines...
still it would not work for me! =(
n then there was no one there that i can turn to for help
plus it was like 1+ am in the morning that i cant call my friends for help =.="
in the end i took all my wet clothes to my room to hang
now my room smells so musky of the wet clothes....eesshh
sob..........someone teach me how to use!!
oh yeah...i had a cluster cleaning today
as in we had to clean the cluster kitchen n the corridor
it was...like that lor....gotong-royong lol
they gave us our own baskets to put in the fridge!!!
wee...i can buy stuffs in put in the fridge ady.... =D
seeing all the veges n stuffs rite...i really miss cooking =X
i do!! cuz rite...eating outside food everyday...
makes me really sick of it...
i feel so unhealthy....n there r not much choices u see
one day....im gona buy pots n pans n cooking utensils
n salt n soy sauce n oil n vege n meat n rice n rice cooker to cook!!
god im so sick of outside food...
really!!!! maybe not weekdays larh cuz im super bz...
maybe weekends lor =)
just simple vege n meat will do...
see!! i feel much healthier! =D
about my studies...
im super bz....super super bz...
i have a test on tuesday.......genetics!
but i dont like studying u know why?
if i study i would put high expectations on myself...
n if i didnt get good results i would be devastated!
it happened to me when i was young...
n then during sec school i didnt really study so the bad results didnt come as a surprise to me
on the rare occasions that i do study n i got bad results for it
it really made a huge impact on me =(
its like....'last time nvr study oso can get good results....study ady worse somemore...study for wat? T.T'
aih...we'll see....
on a brighter note....
i will be going back to m'sia on the 22nd of september!!
WEEEEE~!!!!!!
although only for a week....
i cant wait =)