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Dear bloggie,
nowadays i dont really have the mood to blog =/
guess it's because nothing much's going on in my life...
just the usual everyday...
wake up - classes - back in room - sleep
boring life eh? feel like a social pariah LOL
sometimes i really dont get myself u know
at times i want to be alone with my thoughts,
yet other times i cant stand being so lonely in my room n i wanna go out n have fun~
oh well...
anyway...im sad =(
好久没用华语了
嗯，真的好难过哦
一切的一切都结束了
就，模范棒棒堂
真的不敢相信，底迪就这样毕业了
再也看不到他们了
想起以前 我第一次看到这节目时
就深深地被那群活泼的少年给吸引了
他们的青春 活力 可爱 帅气 认真 努力 全都被我看在眼里
这节目是唯一让我感觉到他们真实的一面
就这样 他们陪着我 也快两年了
两年回到房间的习惯
每天一个人回到房间里 都会有他们陪着我
看着他们的搞笑 我就不会觉得孤单一个人
反而 开心的跟着他们疯狂大笑
至少 我无趣的生活里 我不觉得孤单
而是 他们逗我开心
慢慢的 我仿佛对每个底迪都很亲近
但现在 却没有了 要不见了
再也看不到那一群了
我以后的每一个晚上 怎么过？
好想念他们 没有了他们 节目怎么会好看呢
自从得知了这个消息 最后那几集
我哭得好惨
他们最后的努力 好感动
感动到我落泪了
尤其是他们依依不舍 不禁流下男人泪的时候
我跟着他们 崩溃了
不敢想象 那一刹那 世界上有多少粉丝正哭着
连续哭了五天 都快没眼泪了
但 我还得接受事实
虽然 真的很不舍得他们
还是祝福他们
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Dear bloggie,i m....gahh...i dont know how to describe how m i feeling nowthe best word that i can think of is lazy. =Xi dont feel like staying in my room, i'll feel bored...but i dont feel like going out of my room, i wanna be alone...yet at the same time i dont wanna be alone =Xthen i'm forcing myself to study for a quiz tomorrowbut every few mins or so i'll be bored n cant studyargh~!!!what to do? T.Teverytime i stare at the notes n try to read, i...i do fine when i understand, but whenever i come across something newi'll think it's too hard n just give up~sigh.......how am i going to survive this semester?i want to relax...i prolly relax too much but i dont care!i wanna play ro2 T.Ttoo bad i cant play here sigh~this pic is cuter than the 1 i took XD
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Hiyo ^_^
btw, hiyo means hello in a cute way...or it could mean hi! yo! LOL
well, classes have started...week 2 now
can't believe im in year 2 now, no longer a freshie!
im a sophomore now, so there'll be no excuses for bad results etc =X
u know i thought i was kinda excited to go back to studying
after the long long boring holiday...
yet im feeling rather lazy at the moment.
i prefer last sem more, cuz i have endless assignments n labs n homework so im forced to study
this sem is more like...lectures only...with the exception of japanese =X
i dont have the motivation to study =(
at times i'll just sit down, flip the notes n yawn...*yawnnn*
plus i dont like my timetable this sem.
tuesdays n fridays i have 3 lectures back to back, 6 hours straight of torture.
furthermore it's 3 science cores! *sheesh*
i wonder how they arrange the timetable.
like today, by the time i finish dinner i just wanna lie down on my bed n sleep~
think im going to sleep LOL =X
shall leave the rest of the post til some other day then...
too sleepy to type *yawn*
good night~
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Dear bloggie,
It’s been a long time…3 months since I last updated =/
ah well…I cant say I’ve been busy
just that I have other things that kept me occupied.
I'm now at Sg after 3 months of long holiday. Long indeed.
Sadly, my holiday wasn't fruitful - mainly slacking around doing nothing.
So, this post will be about my holiday.
Boy, u're really gonna shake ur heads after u read what i've done =X
So…the last post was written during my final exam.
was over long ago though, and the results were out.
Surprisingly, I was happy with my results.
Cant say that I put lotsa hardwork in it…
But there were those period of sleepless nights n serious mugging
Didn’t expect I would do this well though XD
I’m really not intending to brag or show off what im gonna say but…
As this is my personal blog…if ya don’t like what ya read, leave.
*gosh…picked up some nastiness from ppl*
I remembered this little…exchange session with the seniors during my first few weeks in uni
They asked us about what we wanna achieve in nus for the next couple of years…
What legacy we’d like to leave behind….
As I was only so glad I got into a good uni…I wasn’t planning to shine or what
When others said of getting into the dean’s list…
I figured that would be a pretty normal answer, so I just went along with everyone else
But at that time, I would have never thought I would ever achieve it
Me being so lucky just to get into the uni, what more compete with loads of other geniuses there
Yet I did it. Couldn’t believe I could do it.
What with the crazy subjects I took last semester >.<
I know it’s not much but for me it’s a pretty amazing achievement.
I know I wouldn’t be able to repeat this feat again, so I shall bask in the happiness for a while here. =)
There’s that with my study life. As for my holidays, uhhh…..not much =/
I went to Redang shortly after arriving back in M’sia with my uni friends…
It was an enjoyable trip =)
I love the beach. I love the sea. And I love that place.
Of course the company’s fun too ^_^
I missed that place so much, ever since I first stepped foot there
We snorkelled, swam, played banana boat! n just walked along the beach
I think I spend 2 nights there just lying on the hammock watching the moon n the stars while enjoying the breeze
One of those nights I actually stayed till morning to watch the sunrise!
It was pretty. =) a long long wait thought =/
Sigh…I miss that place. I would love to go back again if I have the chance XD
Photos later ya, I still havent got my hands on them =X
Apart from that, met up with my old secondary schoolmates XD
kinda sad that others didnt have time to meet me though.
3 months - abit....uhh....sad that the whole 3 months i didnt meet them =X
Funny it's always us 3 or 4 of the same ppl hanging out =P
lets see, we went movie, shopping, yumchar, and also to the Eye on Malaysia.
Since we all never been there before.
kinda sad right =X malaysians n yet took us so long to go =P
it was okay. no that nice actually =X
i think i enjoyed the part where we drove around kl n had supper by the roadside after that more XD
it was good fun ^^ must hang out more when i get back.
Oh, as usual, went out with my cousin.
This time it was different. She's come to like drinking, alot =P
Our shopping sessions at 1U always continued with a drink at Mardi Gras =.="
*tsk tsk*
Notice anything different with my hair? =P
Right, one last thing left to crap. So what’s kept me occupied this whole holiday?
Until I didn’t have time to update the blog, and didn’t even bother to sign in on msn.
Think I didn’t check my phone much too, means the unanswered calls n smses.
Quote from my cousin: “like u’ve disappeared or died or something.” =/
Okay I admit. So I’m addicted to online games again, namely RO2
I know it’d done me harm in the past, but it wasn’t all bad.
And I don’t have anything to do now, so why not? =P
I was reluctant at first, but when I started playing, god I couldn’t stop. >.<”
It was fun. really =)
The graphics was nice, new things to try, new monsters to hit, cute characters too ^^
I was mainly lvling during the holidays, grinding on the same mob over n over again =X
But most of all i get to meet new friends.
Sadly, I cannot play here in Sg anymore =(
i was planning to semi-quit for studies, maybe just login during weekends to say hi to ppl i know
But ever since i came here i couldnt log in. prolly my network blocks or something
oh well, maybe it's for the best =/
I know that if i still play abit, I wont have all my attention on studies.
n I understand the consequences of that.
the thing is, i really miss those ppl i play with =( 
now i cant even say bye to them...sigh~
guess i'll wait til i go back to M'sia then.
So, there. That's about it. Shaking heads now?
3 months holiday n that was what i did.
Well, i was planning to do special term. But due to some technical difficulties I couldnt take the module *pif*
By then it was kinda late to find a part-time job.
So yep, pretty much glued in front of my laptop the whole holidays.
Gonna start classes next week.
Sigh~ gonna be another torturing 4 months T.T